this is a 2-month-old set of SP which i thought would fit for this topic abt the way i (or other people around me) view things for the past 5 years. i'm guilty for being the kind of person who keeps on looking back at certain events in my life, particularly the most interesting ones. i kept remembering how mad i was abt how some people behave towards me, but i never rlly asked myself why they're treating me like that/my friends like that. i criticize people too much, and i never missed to snap-judge every single thing that they do. i forgot self-awareness, which is a very awful phase for me bcs it spreads to ur soul, and it becomes you. You think u're the prey all the time, you think u're not supposed to be accountable for anything u've caused them, and u're always ALWAYS finger-pointing because you can't accept that u've been a bad thing. Covering ur eyes and ears so you couldn't hear all the stories, the different faces of truth, showing you what you have become. But being a bad thing doesn't mean that u're always a bad thing, because after all, you're still an ever-changing individual. i guess i could say i'm not that mad anymore for being a bad thing before, and i think i get it why Lot's wife looked back at the burning city, knowing she'll turn into salt.
