#maarambles

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

Here Comes A Thought is a wonderful song and helps me calm down when the existential dread comes knocking on my door.

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

It’s really weird Admitting who I am Not she nor her Not he not him They doesn’t even fit right under my skin. It. It feels right. It fills the holes. It is my renaissance. How’s is it? Good. What did it do today? Nothing much. Don’t touch that, that belongs to it. She does not belong to it. It doesn’t want her, But it doesn’t mind being her.

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

I never thought I was an introvert until I lost my space to retreat to. I'm so tired and exhausted without my own room. I don't feel like myself, not entirely. I feel like pieces of me held together with thin threads from a spiders web.

I can sleep all day and still wake up tired. I can't get out of my own head, I keep breaking my own heart. I just want my bed. I just want to stop feeling dead.

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

In 2016 I decided I wasn't going to be sad anymore 2017 I'm still working on it but I'm not giving up

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

You know what feels nice? The bittersweet feeling of hoping and worrying you'll make it home safe so you can see tomorrow. I hope every one feels this way one day

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

How to apply this energy into art? How I transform this into how I feel? It's stuck inside me. Maybe it's a bit of sand that'll become a pearl.

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

Ugh I love freckles. I wish my freckles were more prominent but they're so faint you can only see them in good light. Not to mention if I wear make up, even the lightest coverage, you can't see them. Idk how to make them show up more because when I go in the sun I just tan and it takes a lot to get me to tan.

[tvheadedgirlfriend]

Updated the mobile blog appearance, wish I had a tablet so I can make things for the pc blog it looks too plain to me.