#macman anon

[timoothy]

okay i'm back again i've been thinking more and hear me out, wilbur calling henry by his first name because he's just about the only person henry can actually convince to do it (not that he gets out much, but all of the apotheosis survivors are hell-bent on calling him professor), but henry calls wilbur by his last name because post-black friday he's lost a lot of the respect he used to have in peip and so it's the only time he hears it in a positive light anymore 💛

bestiee you are so right!! you're really selling me that wilbur henry friendship right now and ngl it's working

[timoothy]

wait shit fuck shit their exchange before john goes in the portal:

"you'll get killed. i can't live without you."

"xander. you trust me, don't you?"

"i trust you with my life, john, you know that."

"then right now i need you to trust me with mine."

and then john presses a quick kiss to his lips and goes through the portal immediately, before he can give xander any more time to argue 💛

yes yes yes yes yses yesjdh ysyskl hdsslj yes !!!!!!!

[timoothy]

hello bestie i'm about to go to bed so i'm putting this here so i don't forget. remember that au from forever ago? the tgwdlm/bf crossover? with the prophetic dreams n shit? yeah i've been thinking about that lately. good shit if i do say so myself. anyway i think maybe instead of macman on the bf side of things it'll be john and xander and maybe xander spends every second by the portal after bf!john goes through waiting for him to come back and maybe schaffer has to physically drag him away damn near kicking and screaming once to get him to eat and sleep and maybe when tgwdlm!john comes back through the portal something in xander breaks and for a minute he can't even process words because he's convinced his john is dead and it's all his fault bc he could've stopped him from going through if he just tried harder (in reality there was no stopping john "savior complex" macnamara but grief defies logic) and when tgwdlm!john finally gets him back through the portal and to the infirmary to see his john he breaks down sobbing and is inconsolable for two straight days anyway love you bestie gnight 💛

bestie hello yes of course i remember, good shit indeed 🙏

i !!! love this so much i love xander so muhc !!!!! xander is not the only one who breaks down sobbing, i’m shaking and crying at this (/pos) love you too bestie good morning <3

[timoothy]

wilbur cross plays violin and before the portal incident he would play for john sometimes. that's all. 💛

yes yes yes i love!!!

also i'm a bit obsessed with the idea of him still playing the violin afterwards but this time in like a chilling, eerie way

[timoothy]

good afternoon (evening? i think it's evening for you) my dearest friend. today i am thinking about howard seeing john with glasses for the first time and having himself a gay little moment. tomorrow? who knows 💛

me too me as well, this is so true and so wonderful.,, tomorrow you will be thinking about john seing howard in a fluffy sweater instead of his suit for the first time and having himself a gay little moment

[timoothy]

shit now you have me thinking about macman again this is all your fault /j

anyway everyone at peip thinking john is the one always taking care of howard but really howard is usually the one cooking and baking for john all the time and lets john lay on the couch cuddled up to him and mayhaps schaeffer comes by to ask a question and manages to grab a picture of them asleep on the couch together with john laying on howard's chest with arms around him (and maybe a hand in his hair) and shares it on the organization email server and peip riots 💛

SKGJGLH I‘m so glad!!

and YES SO TRUE thank you for this 🙏

[timoothy]

i gotta be up really early tomorrow but at some point remind me to tell you about my macman fake dating idea i had bc i Will forget 💛

eyyy alright here’s me reminding you :) so pls tell whenever you feel like it!!

[timoothy]

been thinking about wilbur lately. mostly about wilbur knitting. i think the act of creating really helps him after the whole wiggly fiasco. and also i think most of peip is generally pretty distrusting of him at first but when he starts knitting beyond what he, john, and xander could possibly ever use and eventually he gets a reputation of outfitting the whole organization and you know you're In when wilbur knits you something and anyway i just think that he should get to replace his reputation for destruction by creating 💛

bro :') this is so true and <3 he should get to replace his reputation for destruction by creating, i’m in love with this