Note to self:
No matter how tough you think you are, you'll have to viciously beat back tears the moment an authority figure shows the slightest bit of disappointment or anger in your direction, so don't get too cocky
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Note to self:
No matter how tough you think you are, you'll have to viciously beat back tears the moment an authority figure shows the slightest bit of disappointment or anger in your direction, so don't get too cocky
Listen, unless its a super bad day I will literally always want to be touched; like if I brush hands with a cashier I remember it for the rest of the week, if someone were to put their head on my shoulder I'd be holding back tears the whole time
bUT
if you tickle me I will immediately hate you for the rest of your mortal life, also there's a good chance I greviously injure you so DO NOT
@bluepoliceboxwitch (tumblr never fucking finds you in the tag list so I hope you see this) thanks for tagging me!
Rules: write down the first songs in your Spotify Daily Mixes 1-6 and tag 6 people you want to do this.
1. What's up danger (black way and black caviar)
2) feels like summer (childish gambino)
3. R.E.D (a tribe called red)
• to noise making (hozier)
5] nights like this (kehlani)
Lastly: Girlfriend (mnek)
Inflicting this upon
@cominoutofmycageandimdoingjustbi @onebigfruitbowl @slytherlame @getkubed @heckboy-tyler @frightenedhazelnoot
If you try to kill me I just respawn at the nearest creepy abandoned building and start shaking bottle caps in an empty soda can ominously while chanting the Avatar the Last Airbender intro
being tagged by @fandoms-and-freerunning, I am honour bound to overshare:
Nicknames: Mads, Maddie, Potato, Switchblade (thanks college), disaster, God apparently
Zodiac: Gemini
Height: 5’7
Time: 13:00
Favorite band/artist: uuuuuuuuuuhhh probably either MNEK, Years & Years, or Hayley Kiyoko
Song stuck in my head: Times like these by eden bc ive got the morbs and I’m trying to shake myself out of it
Last movie I saw: Deadpool 2 and now I’ve got an even bigger crush on negasonic
Last thing I googled: Triumph street scrambler 2019 forks (I was trying to see if they added more travel on this model) (spoilers: tragically, they didn’t)
Other blogs: nope
Do I get asks: only when I’m an asshole and ghost my friends
Why I chose this username: dat me
Following: 859
Average amount of sleep: these days? three
What I’m wearing: my ‘mafia sweater’ and sweatpants
Dream job : ER nurse practitioner which im working on
Favorite food: probablyyyyyy salmon or sushi
Play any instruments: I try not to
Languages you speak: English and I’m currently forgetting russian
Most iconic song: listen. You all know Gasolina slapped. Don’t even deny it
Random fact: im currently grounded from my phone so if I don’t answer snaps that’s why my dudes
Describe yourself as aesthetic things: (putting this under the cut bc i took it and ran)
I TAG: @frightenedhazelnoot @onebigfruitbowl , @laidbacklesbian @momochizoey
that moment during a hard hike when you know if you can just make it past this part you’ll see the mountaintops,
living in the daydream of burning rubber and invincibleness of you and the squad taking over the city as you watch other people do it through a screen,
laying on the floor by the fireplace with your dog and hearing the crackling wood as your doggo snores loudly,
shushing each other as you and your brother climb onto the roof of the elementary school at midnight and play tag on the top,
biting your tongue as your parents call you useless over and over until it doesn’t hurt anymore,
not letting anyone touch you because you know that if they knew, they’d scramble to disinfect themselves of a dyke
keeping secrets becoming as natural as breathing,
building things and fixing cars with your father while laughing together as long as he’s in a good mood, but never getting too comfortable
watching your baby sister try to play the mediator in every family fight and having to tell her that she can never win,
getting excited every time your phone buzzes with a notification
getting coffee and sitting in the shop for hours watching the streetlights outside change colour
sitting in a church with earphones hidden among your hair, telling yourself that one day it’ll be better,
laughing with your first girlfriend on the docks of a lake while you tell middle school jokes
not wanting to be tied down and then wondering why freedom tastes so much like loneliness
the smell of pine sap as you climb higher and higher until you can feel the tree swaying in the wind and lodging yourself there,
the sound of the heart monitor as you pull on gloves and wait for the nurses to give commands,
waving to every biker you see and getting excited when you get a wave back,
papers everywhere as you revise and revise far into the night, knowing if it’s just good enough, you might get into that university,
missing the rain and woods of home so much it hurts and every time you feel the pull you work harder,
being ridiculously dramatic about the things that don’t matter, but never mentioning the things that do
taking every opportunity to pet an animal,
gritting your teeth and starting over again and again until it’s good enough. it’s never good enough.
the quiet concentration of learning to close wounds and break fevers,
calluses on your hands and burning in your muscles as you get stronger and stronger, memorizing the muscles of the body as you train them to work harder pull more,
the thrill of seeing a girl smile at you and immediately tripping over your feet,
the satisfaction of finally understanding something,
knowing that you’re always strong enough to pull yourself back together,
the exasperated fondness of your dog dragging you by her leash as she scrambles through the woods
the smugness of knowing something that someone else doesn’t
googling every random question that pops into your brain and usually regretting it
carrying around a stiletto switchblade and only using it to cut fruits and carve dicks into public property
listening to people chattering in a mix of two languages and understanding
dodging your great grandma as you steal raspberries out of her garden
following train tracks through the woods and waving to the conductor as trains pass
never telling your friends the bad parts so you’re never too much
clinging to the smell of the ocean and pine forests whenever it gets hard
ducking into an alley at night and just climbing until you can see the whole city
becoming absolutely savage on camping trips, you know you can’t catch a rabbit by chasing it. you still try every time
never letting yourself depend on anyone, no matter how pure their intentions might be
taking pictures of everything
going to the renaissance faire every year and eating an entire turkey leg
always having perfect control of yourself
the anonymity of being a stranger
constantly unlearning everything your parents taught you
saving every penny for a chrome covered beast
smelling every candle in the store and getting a headache
running through the woods barefoot, scattering squirrels and deer
clawing your way to happiness even if it nearly kills you
looking out of a plane window and seeing mountains
Thanks to @theimmortallesbianguardian for tagging me in this
Luckily I've never deleted a single picture in my life and I know that I don't know 10 people to tag so I'm gonna try my best
@fandoms-and-freerunning
@lanabananabread
@shortsadbisexual
@momochizoey
@laidbacklesbian
@closet-keys
@uglysapphics
@namelesslife
Thanks to @theimmortallesbianguardian for tagging me in this
Luckily I've never deleted a single picture in my life and I know that I don't know 10 people to tag so I'm gonna try my best
@fandoms-and-freerunning
@lanabananabread
@shortsadbisexual
@momochizoey
@laidbacklesbian
@closet-keys
@uglysapphics
@namelesslife