Sphallolalia
The universe owes no explanations - not a ‘why’ nor a ‘how’, not to a plead nor to a demand.
—’The train to Shinjuku Station will be arriving in 1 minute. Please stand behind the marked line.’
The intercom announcement comes just before the hum of the tracks. Delic isn’t anywhere near them but the sound is distinct, akin to a high-frequency that needles its way into his ear and makes him feel a buzz creep just above his nape. He can pick it up even beneath his date’s chatter but acts like he doesn’t.
“Scary—!” The host jokes in an easy reply, the gleam in his eyes looking particularly receptive, if not inviting another playful threat, “But, y’know, I can’t really make promises as to availability. You’re gonna have to bring that one up to the boss-lady. She’ll kill me if I make arrangements under the table.” Not that he couldn’t afford a few ‘deaths’.
The morbid idea almost earns a snort from him.
Delic’s smile doesn’t fall, but his head tips to the side, making a deliberate nod in the direction of the tracks, “Your train, by the way. If you miss it, you’re gonna have to stick around another half an hour—” The humming gets louder, enough for him to adjust the edge of his headphones around his ear. It’s a subtle enough motion, overlooked in the teasing smile that he offers after, “And you know just how torturous that can be with me.” That remark earns him a smile. And Delic… he smiles back. Not because he feels a radiating delight bubbling in his chest or a drive to please or some uncharacteristic form of affection, but because he’s learned the social cue, and it’s picture perfect.
The train arrives in time — what else is there to expect from the JR’s reliable lines? — and his date waves (he’d say it’s coquettish) before disappearing behind the automated doors. And he’s left by himself, to walk outside the station, to text his boss once the date is over, to relax in the crisp breeze of the evening, and to look down the venue as neon-lights light up in busy the streets of Tokyo.
It’s a view, between the dying, amber reflection of the sun against the glass windows and the vibrant colors beginning to paint otherwise muted buildings.
Delic hums. There is delight. Then there isn’t as he sucks in a breath that sounds almost like a wince - it’s betrayed by the sheepish smile on his face, and a brief roll of his eyes. He remembers a text he’s left pending - left on read - before his little outing had started. That was four hours ago… probably. He doesn’t dare look at the time-stamp on it before recording a voice message to send back,, “You said you wanted to meet up, right? How busy are you now?” Will it be work? Will it be pleasure? Will it be adventure? Will it be a pain-in-the-ass? The evening is still young, so he supposes he’ll find out soon enough.
















