last moment chassis reveal i guess
told myself at first that i wasn't going to make anything, because it wont be goodbye for me, but as per usual i changed my mind lol
i've been cycling in and out of feeling sad and feeling okay a lot. today in particular is overwhelming. im thankful for my sillies who got me into this game (got me a duo of ocs that compel me a lot and a whole wife. i got a blorbo wife now) and for having put myself out there a little more to connect to different people, even though it's pretty late.
even last year i think this news would have been devastating to me, so i'm thankful for my growth since then too. i feel a lot more settled in with myself. for better or for worse d2 has been my go-to cope through a lot, including some extreme difficult times. there's a lot of love and appreciation for my experiences, as there will be moving forward. right now i feel it is a great privilege to see something you love to its 'end'. seeing your friend to the door, that type of stuff, but a little grander.
