Your hobby is your own. Embrace it as you wish. To every creature one thing held in reverence whilst another will hold that same thing in disgust.
For example: I find Fulgrim utterly unsympathetic. I find the “shipping” of Lucius and Tarvitz so utterly unbelievable and unsupported by the canon of the HH novels as to be laughable.
As a result of Morningstar, I have no love for Magnus. I think he did -everything- wrong.
But you know what? Others think differently: And that is awesome. They are allowed to do so. It’s their hobby, too, their passion, and we nonetheless connect as friends and fellow enthusiasts otherwise.
As long as your beliefs do not harm other people, you are entitled to them.
And remember: There. Is. No. Story. Bible.
Malal loves you,
-M.