“Hey, we have all done shitty stuff before. Most of us aren’t as proud of it as you seem to be.”
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⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ She pauses for a moment. This car ride was unbearable. She was sick of Sans trying to stop her. Even if he had to do so gently now since he’s so close with Toriel. Honestly, she had a lot of plans before going to the surface again. Starting up a war… Giving human souls to Asriel and trying to get him to wipe humans off the face of the earth. Just killing until she was finally not angry anymore. For now, she was pretending to be Frisk and living with her mom again. Alone this time… ˎˊ˗
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ Having Frisk’s soul, not just using their body, was difficult. It’s not like they don’t still feel just as empty as ever, but she had forgotten how it felt to feel for other people. Even if she always had lower empathy than someone like Frisk, she had none at all when she was dead. Pissing Sans off might just be an attempt to get him to attack her. Because all that fighting before made her feel so strong. Now that she was back up here, she felt small again. Even if she was strong enough to come back to life. Sometimes she actually thought about just… Giving Frisk their soul back just so they could be done with all of it. But determination was a funny thing. Chara didn’t want to die yet. There’s a lingering feeling of not being satisfied. Maybe she never would be. ˎˊ˗
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ Bragging about their erased timeline to Sans was foolish. But his words do sink into the compassion they had stolen from Frisk. It’s less like a stab and more like someone pressing their fingers to a healing wound. Not painful enough to really make you scream but… Enough to make you uncomfortable. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」“I did what I did because I was strong enough to. Why the hell shouldn’t I be proud of that?”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ It’s a dog eat dog world. Chara was on the bottom for a long time. And even after that, she saw what happened to Asriel and the humans that fell into the underground. There’s nothing to have faith in. Frisk never learned that. But Chara knows that it’s the nature of living things to use power to dominate the weak. That’s how the universe works. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」“Don’t be a sore loser. It’s your own fault you lost the game.”
