I love me some shots! So last night I was out and about as Sandy from Grease. I was surprised that the parties last night were not the normal like shit ton of people. So we ended up party hopping. When we finally stayed put I I ran into this boy that I have an interest in. He is literally so sweet to me, and I think he is the first guy that I have been able to cuddle with, grind with, kiss and sleep in the same bed with without him trying anything. Other than just wanting to kiss me. It was so wonderful. I also ran into another guy there that I have an interest in, and he took me to see our other friend and I got to have three shots of vodka! YAY! Than I went back out to party and ran into the first boy I mentioned (none of the ladies I am after were out tonight sadly) we were both drunk. And we ended up grinding together and I ended up sleeping over with him and I didn't get out of his bed until about 11:50. Haha yea thats my life. And while we were grinding he wasn't a pig about it, like he wasn't trying to grab my ass or get into my pants or under my clothes. It was so wonderful, and he kissed me, just kissed me. Not make out slobbering all over me tongue down my throat. Just kissed me. It was such a nice change from what I am used to. I didn't feel like this object or a toy. I felt like he actually cared enough to respect my space. Though this morning the kissing wasn't that great BUT I am not going to just toss him aside cause the kissing wasn't that great. Though I still don't want a relationship. I just can't do that to myself and I can't do that to someone else. I still feel like I am really numb and jaded from the last two back to back bad relationships I have been in. So all in all I had a really great night and morning. Hope all you had a great start to your weekend as well!