#marauuuders

[beaubcxton]

GRYFFINDOR for @aster-ria

[mimimimo]

upset because the day before i started getting sick i bought blueberries intending to bake with them and i thought i would recover in time to use them but i was wrong and when i checked today half of them were rotten!! fresh fruit is expensive body what have you doOOOooone i hatge youuu

also upset because i thought my fever was gone and also estimated time of being sick as opposed to Mildly Sick was three days unfortunately i was wrong i was also wrong about not having a fever anymore WHOOPs turns out no i still do have a fever 

so.. do i save the blueberries and bake a small batch today?? upside: i get delicious thinsd and don't waste money downside: the last time i tried to bake while sick i.. someone had asked me to make something.. um.. i don't remmber whoor what but i remember sitting on the floor stirring batter? and then lying on the floor because that was too exhausting.. i don't remembr.. what hapened after hat but i'm p sure actually whatever i made turned out fine though? so.. yeah maybe i will.. do the baking.. but that time at least i had people around but also noobe helped me anyway nbecause im designated baker so generally theyre like if i leave jaime alone with ingerdients i'll magically get baked good sin a couple hours so ill leave her to ut so  i was basically alone anyweays

i'll.. decide later.......

also im really confused but i think last night i had a dream where a young remus was teaching at jogwarts but in his class was tamaki and there was a host clulb and tamaki was like sensei need some help from you speciafically you because of you know what and remus is like DID YOU JUST OUT ME AS A WEREWOLF I HATE YOU BUT YOURE A STUDENT SO I CNT KILL YOU sigh okay what and tamas like oh no not that it's cause your special preference and goes on to describe in the tactless yet well meaning way that he needs his help as a man with ~knowledge of feminine tastes~ and remus is like because.. i'm.. gay>??? i don't know if i am more or less upset at you???????? but i still want to strangel you regardless why are you still smilingnand gesturing wtf are these sparkles around your aninme face but then he hekps tamaki pick out a set of earrinngs anyway and it turns out theyre for haruhi and he's like well at least they're for the most sensible and deserving student ever man haruhi's the best and also my goddaughter????????????? also tamaki is so annoying i want to weep but i am a professor i must not stangle students!!!

anyway what im trying to say is i woke up sad because marauders 

and then angry because i'm still super sick