#markus calveley

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"Here's the facts. I'm better than you, faster than you, more popular than you. So save your gas for a race you can actually win."

AMAZING artwork done by the amazing and lovely @eemeowii! Thank you car, this turned out amazing <3

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The wonderful and very british @joffyworld is quite based! He wrote a poem about NeXus and it made me very cry, and I wanted to share it with the masses so that people see how based he is at writing.

The Sound of Halfway Down

There's a whistling in the air that I just don't have the time for, It's not that I don't care mind you of course But my mind is racing and time is running short. I guess the great blazing I'd predicted Has delivered it's retort in the form of a great SNAP As the brass ran across my body and swept me off the edge, Tumbling, tumbling, tumbling, tumbling Delivering unto me the sound of halfway down.

I kept good company in my stead to keep the pain at bay, Tried desperately to change the outcome or to calculate the ways. The hatred brewed new hate in me; La Haine c'est une moissonneuse, Wore convictions just like armour dressed in such a pretty gown, But more oft than not I lost my plots, such led me here today. I've played the fool and heard the rules From the sound of halfway down.

We had to have a plan we didn't come in cack-handed But handed cack we were by the gack slinging slingers, The déjà vu hit Deyja as the view turned to black and blue and red, The dead don't speak of memories but they're all that I have left, The sounds around me become a cacophony of silence as the world stills, And all that's left is the sound of halfway down.

I hope my friends will carry on although I know, Deep down in soul they're torn apart, Like the Charge of the Light Brigade's gun spark; They followed me without question. Despite the conflict of bad advice and order, Disorderly conduct from your leader can lead to further war, The war inside me has drawn to a close and all was for naught: Now that I've become the corpse surrounded by your very own screams that make up The sound of halfway down.

The lightning sparks and streaks as the skies fall, Passion, The rain pours and hits fast leaving me disorientated and now I've lost, for life, Desire. Quenched by that liquid "justice" such that I have been reacquainted with my own, Sanguine; Ran hot, now shot, the round does blast through and take out The last downcast of man, such that I was, Disservice. Machines that made my mind up and helped me find myself within them, Whirr. Organ and my own never-ending - Failure. One last BANG, The muzzle rang, The sound of falling down…

None stand now amidst the treeline of reality…

We few, unhappy few, Company's peace! We've found the truth, The folly of youth Lets me depart now To the dark beyond's Cold arms; To the calling Peace I've never found…

It's quiet…

Inhale… Exhale… Inhale…

It's over…

Exhale… Inhale… Exhale… Inhale…

It's done…

Exhale… Inhale… Exhale… In…

White…

Rain Pours, Rome Falls, The sound of falling; Done.

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if i become an artist, i can draw myself making out with my stupid raccoon man

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i was in class today going through my photo gallery and i stopped on the art of markus in the racesuit. my teacher asked me what i was looking at because i was "visibly giddy".

i made him too hot. fuck