Letter #17
@markxhan My Jack <3 I can’t believe that you and I are together. I honestly can’t. It’s like a dream. It doesn’t feel real, like it’s really happening. But it is and that is so incredible to me. I think of you constantly and can’t wait to see you. I’ve said it before and I mean it, no one, not a single person, has ever made me feel the things you make me feel. You don’t even try, it just happens. The way you look at me or the way you whisper to me, goes straight to my heart and even now, writing this, I have all these butterflies inside, just thinking about all those things. What started out as a playful joke turned into the deepest feelings I’ve ever had. We never played a game together that day, but, I think we both won anyway. I look forward to every day with you. I look forward to many more lazy mornings next to you and many more adventures. This is just the beginning and I want it to go faster but at the same time, I want to cherish every moment and make time stand still when we are together. I never meant to fall for you, but I find myself falling deeper and deeper every single day. You were just a friend and then suddenly, with a smile and a whisper, you were my everything. I hope these feelings never end. You became so much to me so quickly, it’s kind of scary. But like I told you...I trust you. It’s hard for me to say these words...but...I love you, first as the friend who ate pizza until sickness with me, and most as the guy who has my heart and soul. Ah, I’m blushing.













