A wordy ramble about inspiration:
Had this idea pop into my head during a breakdown in exam week, and now things at school have gotten busy again, look back at this work. I want to draw this for the MC in bigbaddogs, because some of the little details in the game feel so real. I feel like I can relate to the MC's state of mind, and maybe this could resonate with anyone who plays bbd or just gets it. (I try to keep the character design kind of vague) Never posted it before ’cause I thought the proportions looked a bit off and wanted to redraw it, but then I realized this one holds some of the emotions I had in that moment. No matter what, I think I’ll still have a feeling on the first version.
很长一段想法碎碎念：
在考试周崩溃期间冒出来的灵感，最近学业压力又变大了又重看了这张画。想的是画给bigbaddogs的MC的，因为游戏里的一些小细节非常真实，觉得可以体会游戏里主控的精神状态，也可以当成所有玩bbd的或者感觉有共鸣的人。（我尽量把人物画的没有明显特征）之前一直没有发，因为觉得画的比例有点奇怪想要再画一张，但是觉得这幅画包含了一些我当下的情感，无论怎么样还是会喜欢第一次画的。