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Updated information on the Murakami family
hi everyone so… yeah… okay so I think I finally got around to properly writing this down. i’ve been tweaking the Murakami family for a while now and I wanted to put all the updated info in one place so I don't lose track of it myself lmao. so here we go.
picrew: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2306681
So, I haven't changed the essence of Nadeko character much, rather, I've expanded it even more. Because for me, Nadeko is still a character who has a really hard time understanding her own identity. She's constantly caught between what is generally right and necessary to do versus what she actually wants to do, and that tension is entirely shaped by her social role and her life in the yakuza world.
Nadeko was raised to be a "lady." That meant learning how to smile, how to serve tea, how to make men feel comfortable, how to be the calm center of a room full of chaos. The older sisters taught her that her value lies in her grace, her discretion, her ability to hold things together without ever demanding credit. She's good at it. She's very good at it. But there's a difference between being good at something and wanting it to be the whole of who you are.
The problem is, she doesn't know what she wants outside of this role. How could she? She's never been given the space to imagine herself as anything other than the woman who supports from the shadows. When she tries to think about her own desires, they feel blurry, almost illegible. Does she want to leave? No, she loves her family. Does she want more power? Yes, but admitting that feels ungrateful and dangerous. Does she want to be seen as something other than a potential wife or a diplomatic asset? Yes but she doesn't even know what that "something" would look like.
And then there's the other side of the coin: the "right and necessary" things. Nadeko is practical. She understands that the family needs her to play her role. She sees how the older sisters keep things running, how their informal power keeps the wheels from falling off. Part of her respects that deeply. Part of her even wants to be like them like indispensable, respected, feared in her own way. But another part of her resents that this is the only path available. She's not allowed to be stupid or reckless or selfish. She has to be perfect.
I don't think Nadeko has answers yet. She's still figuring out what she wants, still learning to hear her own voice beneath all the layers of "should" and "must."
damn 18 years ago today anime for katekyo hitman reborn premiered. okay happy khr anime day 🎉🎉🎉🎉
🎀🌸 Happy Birthday, Nadeko! 🎀🌸 ver. rumideko
Art by Bumi
nadeko didn't have to go without a picture after all... thanks to @einsatzzz! i received this wonderful gift from her and i can't stop admiring it! thank you so much!! please tell the artist that I'm just thrilled with how cute they are together 🥹🥹🥹 happy rumideko,,,,,,,
and again happy birthday nadeko!! this is the best day ever!
🌸🌸Happy Birthday, Nadeko!🌸🌸
honestly, this year has been a difficult one for me. a lot of plans went sideways, and in the end, i wasn't able to finish my birthday art for nadeko. but i absolutely had to make this post.
i’ve said it before, i love nadeko very much. she is an extremely important character to me; i’ve invested so much time and effort into her. she is a person of iron will, yet with a tender soul, who sincerely loves those close to her. i am incredibly happy that nadeko is so well-loved; for me, it is a great joy. there is no better feeling than knowing that a character you love so much is loved by others in the same way.
i am sure this day will be the best one, because it is her day. happy birthday, nadeko!
have this picrew as a treat
happy birthday to meee yay
want to show you my new khr oc so. here we go
her name is aizome kokoro!!
she acts super sweet and innocent, but that's mostly an act. kokoro knows she's cute and uses it to get her way. honestly, she's pretty full of herself. she talks to herself in the mirror and has these inner devil thoughts, which is mostly played for laughs. she also really likes good-looking people, boys or girls, but she likes Ichiro the most. it’s a funny obsession on the surface, but it’s actually serious thing.
underneath all that, she's a genuinely kind person. she just has a weird way of showing it.
the reason she's like this is because of her dad. he works for siblings’ grandfather and always wanted to secure a good spot in the family. so, he pushed kokoro to be friends with nadeko and, most importantly, to try and become ichiro’s future wife. kokoro just wanted her dad's love and attention, so she went along with all of it. this is why things are awkward with kaguya and even with ichiro himself
nadeko deals with her just fine; they aren't friends, but nadeko can handle her annoying personality without much drama. the person she actually gets along with best is itsuki. she feels like they're the same, both of them are kind of the "unwanted" kids in their own ways, so she understands him.