Dec 16, 2017
hmmmmmm
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hmmmmmm
hey please d.on.t rebl.og this thanks
my fave thing is spending two hours putting on makeup and being too dys.phoric to go out in public so i just take a bunch a bunch of pictures and take it off
anyway here some pics of todays Look
(my lips are supposed to look like that; i didnt powder/clean up my eyebrows; these all have filters cause my foundation is a terrible texture and makes my skin look worse than in is; i tried a new way of contouring; i know i same face)
(basically i dont wanna hear anything mean about this thanks :))) )
i keep thinking about becoming some sorta ve/g again but. 1. i would wanna talk to my doc cause I've had problems with anemia in the past no matter what I ate/supplements i took and 2. it's also been an issue in the past of me just using that as an excuse to maintain my unhealthy eating habits and e/d without as much scrutiny. like I like the idea of having my morals more closely align with my eating habits but it's not really good for me from multiple standpoints
so my cohort is having a "party" for the last night of us being here before we fly out to rwanda and like. party is in quotes cause one of the people doesn't drink which is fine but they don't want any of us drinking either which... imo... is Less Fine. so there's no alcohol. anyway I'm not going I'm gonna moisturize and lay in bed lmao
alcohol is so cheap here and I can buy it myself I'm never leaving
hey y'all I’ve actually started using my Instagram I’m @smeeels
yeah like. i just wanna go home. i just wanna be home for a while. i had just gotten home after missing my dad's birthday and mothers day and now I'm gonna miss fathers day and forth of July and multiple friends birthdays and. i had considered transferring or taking a leave of absence and I'm not gonna do that but. i just wanna be home for a little while. like I know this is a great opportunity and I should be greatful but I just miss being home and not having to work all the time.
like me feeling that way is maybe kinda mean but I haven't drank or smoked since I've been here and like. I'm dying.