#meme tbd.

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GOODFUCKINGBYE IM GOING INACTIVE ADMIN WHO ?

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Vice :: What bad habits do they have? Is there something they would be ashamed of?

❛❛ i tend to get very distracted , to the point of losing communication with everything around me . sometimes i get too invested in a book or researching a subject , and i end up holed up in my room for days . i forget people try to reach me via my phone , and i don’t know how to explain how disconnected i’ve been . ❜❜

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what would their hogwarts house be?

❛❛ i’ve been sorted into ravenclaw by the pottermore test and friends who decided i fit the bill … i really , really wouldn’t mind answering a riddle to go into my apartment . sometimes i think about asking xander to stand on the other side of the door and read me one before letting me in . ❜❜

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escape, grudge & question !!!!

Escape :: What do they do to destress? How successful is it?

❛❛ i usually distance myself . being around people when i’m stressed just adds fuel to the shitty mood i get in , so i make a habit of letting steam out on my own . it works , running , reading , lying in bed aimlessly . ❜❜

Grudge :: How bad does an insult go over? Do they hold a grudge long?

❛❛ i used to be a very unforgiving person . i’d remember things , even small stuff , for ages . after a certain point in my life i just decided that it wasn’t helping my growth as a person , so i’ve been trying to let go of the hate inside . ❜❜

Question :: How often do they feel doubt? What topics are they defensive about?

❛❛ i feel doubt all the time . with every important decision i’ve made , like moving to bikini bottom , deciding what to study , who to surround myself with . i feel doubt about the smaller stuff too , i think i’m just a very doubtful person . it’s hard for me to simply … trust my gut . i still have the habit of getting defensive over precisely the past, but i'm working on it . ❜❜

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y'all, 9 & 11, and 💕!!!

9. best thing in their life?

❛❛ i think … the people around me ? i guess the best thing any human could have around them are companions , us being the pack animals we are and all . ❜❜

 11. biggest lie?

❛❛ i’ve never told anyone a big lie , i’m sure . the biggest lies i’ve told were to myself , such as thinking that everyone important to me will stay in my life and causing a refusal to let people go , or that my worth is only equal to my academic success . ❜❜

FUCKING BLESSDT !!!

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insomnia and touch

Insomnia :: What’s their sleeping schedule like? Snorer? Sound sleeper?

❛❛ i don’t have much of a sleeping schedule at the moment . during breaks , i tend to sleep whenever i’m tired enough to sleep , which could mean at intervals of fifteen to twenty four or more hours . ❜❜

Touch :: How do they handle contact? Is their personal bubble big?

❛❛ i wouldn’t say it’s … big . it’s small , i guess . i get uncomfortable when i’m touched by strangers or people i hardly know well enough , but i’m okay with receiving touches by friends . ❜❜

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hello darkness my old friend