#mental struggles

[oomlanoomla]

It's astonishing to me how Markiplier creates such a comfort space for so many people. And it's slightly different for all of us sure, nevertheless he's able to do that and that's awesome, he's super awesome.

[stacysutton01]

[pinkmourningdoll]

i feel horrible. i’m neglecting to do what christians are supposed to do and i feel as though i’m failing God. but if i do what i’m supposed to do, the intrusive thoughts and impulses i feel and cannot fight just get worse. 😭

[questionable-idea]

"am i really this neurodivergent or is it just a lack of discipline" beating up my brain with a hammer

[v4st-e7ernal]

Someone wanna distract me ?

Or even better

Would someone be so kind to hammer a stake through my fucking throat?

[m0tiv8me]

Yesterday I ate like complete garbage and as a result I felt like complete garbage. No energy, terrible mood and just lacked any ambition. Went to bed early and got a solid nights sleep. Woke up feeling refreshed and ready to tackle the day. A healthy breakfast and plenty of water and this day is headed in a much more positive direction.

[trashandwriting]

Things only maladaptive daydreamers know

Spending literal days in certain situations in your own reality. Nights even.

Making faces and moving lips when imagining stuff, then realising and hoping no one saw it

Having heated arguments by yourself in your room.

Spicing up everything you do with your imagination. Learning? Your suddenly a professor and have to explain that stuff to your students. Cleaning? Your comfort character is watching you while you hum songs while doing it.

h o r n y

Either not being able to watch the show/movie your reality is based of without stopping every five minutes and acting out a scene or obsessively watching this and nothing else.

Trauma

Creating whole musicals and music videos to your favourite songs in your mind

Watching something from the show/movie your reality is based on and thinking "this is so wrong. This happend differently. I live here, I should know"

Either sleeping in with your comfort character next to you every night or just imagining scenes.

Sudden conversations that make no sense to anyone but you

Weird or really violent imagination (torture, being captured and abused ect.)

Not often dreaming about your own reality even though you practically live there every day (or is it just me?)

Googling "imaginary friends at age [...] normal?" in your teenage years

Thinking they be gone soon but here you are, maladaptivly daydreaming your problems away.

Improving your character and your story so often that it's now so detailed you could write literally about ten to twelve books about it. Fuck.