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Can I vent about something that infuriated me when I came out to my mom five years ago? Cool? K, thx!
Why do parents always make the coming out of their Trans child about them, the parent?
For my example. My coming out wasn't about her. It was about me, and my own mental health. I knew I was a girl. Granted, I'd only known a week beforehand at that point in time, but I still knew I was a girl.
She had no reason to explode at me when I was addressing how I felt.
She literally said, "AND HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?", and, "DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BAD THIS HURTS ME!?!?!?".
Of course I didn't. The conversation wasn't about her. It was about me. My feelings. My struggles with MY identity, and how I'd felt comfortable enough to confide in her. The only person I felt I could trust.
And she snapped at me...
The one person who I trusted. The one person I came to for guidance. And she turned on me.
She selfishly made it about her. About how it affected HER.
I was distraught. I was scared, afraid, horrified, and at the end of her entire meltdown......
Broken.
Even after I closeted those feelings away, they still kept trying to claw their way out. But I know if I tell her again.... It'll just repeat history all over again....
I'm tired. I'm depressed. I'm broken. I've lost the will to fight, and try to get three to her.
I just wish that ..
Things could've been different...
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My head hurts. I'm tired.
Ich weiß, ich bin viel zu viel für dich. Ein perfekter Sturm, der durch dich fegt, bis nichts mehr übrig ist, typisch ich. Kaum ist alles gut, will ich, dass es splittert und bricht, provozier' dich zu Wut, Blicke, Gewitter mit Blitz, verdreh' danach Worte, bis dir krank und schwindelig ist. Und komm, wenn du grad drüber warst, dann mit „Bitte nimm mich zurück“, Shit.
I genuinely think I'm too dumb to learn another language I'm not smart enough to learn another language my brain won't comprehend and allow me to learn another language