We’re two growing foxes that play in the night. You stand, nose in the air, whilst I bite at the white sock at your ankle and instead of warning me off, you nudge at me with your whiskers in a gesture looking for more touch. The white patch over your eye flickers a reflection of the moonlight and we dart under a car when a set of footsteps heads home from work in the early hours of the morning. Your black eyes tell us the direction home but we stay out longer, taking the slow way back. You amble on your toes and I trot, legs longer, faster, but circling back to brush tails when it feels like you’re too far behind. It feels like that a lot lately. We look for home, though it has been within us all night and your ears prick up when I howl that at the moon. You love statements such as this, you love all the circle time and the “so tell me how does it feel?” You ask if home is not the rain hitting the roof of a building we are inside of. You ask if home is not the shine of a road and its open stretch before us. You ask, licking the redder rough patch behind my ear, if home is not the knowing of cats eyes and the fall that we always land on our feet. I shake my head, wolfish in the flash of teeth, a hyenas laugh that erupts from my bouncing bones. This, I tell you, I tell you and I tell you, when you’re on your back and my nose is on the soft parts of your belly where the breath rises and falls within the fur there that is untouched. This, I tell you when you tilt your head at my laboured admission because you call me Arctic for a reason and I don’t ever shiver, a fire made of fox. You blink slow and upon a tremble I tell you it’s what home is made of.















