#middle school souda

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

Ah… well, to be honest, if anyone does know a 100% solution to stop bullying, I would appreciate to know it too.

But from my personal experience, you gotta stay strong, anon. Don’t let them get to you. Sometimes, you gotta show them that you’re NOT scared of them. Buddy up and find new friends if you can… don’t find yourself in situations where they can overpower you. Um… well… I wish I knew what worked immediately though.

There’s so much I want to do to my bullies. Some days I just want them to all shut up… and have a flying fistful to cork their mouth shut!

Y’know wat I mean?

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

"Well, I like tinkerin’ with their engines and motors. Bikes don't have those."

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

i popped my bike tire! any quick fixes??

"Well, for super easy quick fixes, I recommend an on-the-go tire patch-up kit!"

"It contains tire patches that ya glue on with this adhesive! So it’s perfect when yer biking and there’s no way of reaching a shop immediately."

"It’s really easy. Then you can replace the tire on a later time!"

[neon-island-machine]

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[askmiddleschoolsouda]

Video Blog 5: Afraid

((Mun: I understand this contains a very poisonous type of thinking. Please feel free to message me if you feel this is OOC and I’ll tag it properly. This is stemmed from Free Time Event 5))

Shit…

This is nothing to worry about… just a lil’ scuffle with our “friendly” class bullies shitheads.

Today for class discussion, the teacher’s prompt was “what are we afraid of?” When she came to me for an answer, my ex-friend and those shits kept sniggering. Then after school, they pulled me aside to test if I was “scared of their fists”.

I know I’m … (I hate to say it but…) I’m uncool. Weak. Cowardly… but I’m not scared of them! Tch!

But you know what’s scary?

People.

You can’t trust people. They hurt you.

I have every right to say I’m afraid of trusting others!

Trustworthy? No one is! No one!

Why does it bother me… still? Do I want someone to trust…? Is there any one good enough to trust?

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

um middle school souda and chihiro can't exist in the same time, js

((Look at what you did, anon))

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

Hey Souda does it bother you that you have such a cute baby face? [like omg seriously you're fucking cute]

Oh wow, thanks… hahaha… I was aiming more for… cool but I guess cute is getting somewhere.

((OOC: Inside? I think the young middle school boy is just overflowing with joy from positive response.

Ahaha… and thank you! ^^” My baby face is like a curse/blessing in disguise? My sisters also got me cute shit from Japan and they’re just begging me to be cute for them… gah… it’s so easy to break out of character when it comes to my sisters.

Thank you thank you! x,D;; ))

[askmiddleschoolsouda]

How is middle school doing for you? I know I hated it.

Aaaah, I miss elementary school to be honest. It’s really something I miss. We were carefree and everything was bright and fun. Not to mention there was less share of drama and stresses and such. It’s a blurry dream now.

To be honest with you, I feel like I’m barely getting through middle school now.

Pressure, expectations, and stresses just enforce changes in people.

For me, it’s a lot of it. Lots of changes.

Ah! Don’t get me wrong, I have no intention of giving up!

I’m looking forward to the future even when the going gets tough. Just need a bit of elbow grease and I’ll make it through! ((That goes for everybody!))

At least I hope so… I wanna get out of here…

((thanks for the ask!))