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Black Suit

Pairing: Wonwoo x Reader

Genre: Angst

Words: 2629

Warnings: None 

Description:  He knew about your dream wedding, he was there in every step in the way.  The younger you told him that the only certainty you know is your future wedding and Wonwoo’s role in it.

A/N: Heavily inspired by this song  Thomas Rhett - Marry Me  and influenced by my sister who’s UB is Wonwoo, This was originally intended for Shua

If you were to ask people to look at Wonwoo from afar and ask them how he looks, they’d answer the word dashing in a heartbeat, no doubt. Ebony locks styled in slicked back manner,  dressed in a dark suit that seemed to compliment his tall stature, seeming like its tailored to him in perfection, the hemline of his dress pants completely perfect in length, cuffs fastened paired with a black tie that accentuated the overall look with carbon polished gentleman shoes. Wonwoo looked like the perfect groom, there could be.

But, that doesn’t stop the jitters and the funny feeling has been swimming in his system, feeling nervous for the wedding never crossed his mind until here he was getting ready today for the big day. He can’t seem to calm his nerves, especially it’s now just hours away until you’re married. One looked at himself in the body length mirror close to the door in his hotel room, hands shaking, he decided to get the flask that contained a strong whisky get him out of nerves, that was on top of the coffee table near the bed, taking a long shot finding the need for the help of a little liquid courage wouldn’t hurt.  He needed to get by the end of the night hopefully without spilling any tears and that if he does nobody would notice him doing so.

He couldn’t believe that your dream wedding was happening in just a few hours away. This would be the wedding you had planned out since you were twelve and still asking him to push you while you sat in the swing, on the neighbourhood playground you guys used to frequent as a child and pre-teens.  At 12 you confidently decided that someday you plan to get married and he was the first one to know as you looked so determined with those dreamy eyes of yours smiling at the thought while he laughed at you teasing you to think about your math grade that was barely hanging in there before thinking of life long commitments.

~

At 15 sprawled out in the living room of Wonwoo’s family residence, between life talks and jokes you announced that when you get married you wanted it to be perfect, down to the miniscule details, even as far as saying that you wanted your own grandfather to officiate the wedding. At 15, Wonwoo smiled softly at you, admiring the same determination, he saw in you back when you were 12; it was the same look you had that got Wonwoo’s heart beating thumping. Some time ago, he found that your smile automatically has an effect on him, making him do the same as he always wants you to be happy,  he found out that the way you crinkle your eyes was adorable and had set his heart on overdrive, he learned that when you hold his hand, he’ll feel this warm bubbling inside of him that feels reassuring and he wouldn’t trade that feeling for anything else, he discovered that the way his name fell out of your lips are the favourite thing he likes to hear- the way other’s said his name had no tingling sensation the way you do. At 15, he realized that all his life for as long as he had known you, you already had his heart at the time you greeted him at the door with a bag of rice cake when you first moved into the neighborhood.

Wonwoo realized at that time when you were blabbering excitedly of your fantasies and plans about your dream wedding,  he had fallen deeply and immensely in love with you.

“I’m telling you Wonu, magnolias are a must, they’re too beautiful not to be included in the flower arrangement. Ooh! And I want it in some tropical island, not too far away from Korea since it’ll be too much of a hassle for the guests, but I won’t have too many people in the wedding, like to imagine how much that would cost. Dang, I need to have a good job in the future or my future husband better works his ass off for our wedding.” You continued blabbering while vividly imaging your dream wedding and what it would look like before taking notice that your best friend had zoned out in you with a smile on his face, not really looking like he was paying attention to what you were sprouting, it looked like he was thinking of something interesting for him to still smile like that and you know Wonwoo, there’s just two kinds of smile he has; the creepy one or the insincere one. And no, in between.

“Awww, what was that for you idiot!” Wonwoo moaned out as you slapped his arm that he is now soothing out.

“Well, you weren’t paying attention to me, you doofus! And you have a smile on your face! I get scared every time you smile out of the blue it’s like you’re thinking of something evil.” You barked back at him looking at him with accusing eyes.

“I was thinking how you looked stupid right now. We haven’t even figured out what would happen to us in the future yet here you are planning your wedding.” Wonwoo laughed at you while his thoughts wander to what would the future hold for the both of you, would you both get in to the university you planned out to? What kind of job will you both hold in the future?  Will you love it or not? Thoughts like plagued his mind.

“Things may be uncertain as of now life is always full of crazy surprises, sometimes it’s good and sometimes it tests you, but I’m sure about how I would like my wedding to be and you in it.” You reassuringly told Wonwoo as you look at him with bright eyes and a carefree look on your face that assures Wonwoo that whatever happens, whatever changes the future it might bring, you’ll still have each other’s back in the end.

“I can see it all right now.” Wonwoo smiled back at you warmly while his voice trailed off to the calming tone of his that you love as it gives you a sense of security that you guys will always be partners in crime, the best buddies for life.

Life did bring you both huge surprises! Who knew that the tall, lanky, awkward and book loving best friend of yours would become a trainee and later off into a kpop pop star under the group, Seventeen.

Now at 26, Wonwoo had the fame and fortune he never once imagined he would have. Though he did work hard for those things, but with only fulfilling his dream in his mind. He was not much of a spender anyway, he might splurge on gadgets and such, but not in designer clothes, jewellery and cars. He only bought things that fascinates and he deemed as he needs. Namely food, gaming, gadgets and books.  That was basically things that cover his expenses, if you don’t mind the fact that he always treats you to whatever establishment you guys go to.  Never bother bringing your wallet when you’re around Wonwoo as he feels the need to spoil yourself every time you guys are together.

Him, being in the group actually means, being introduced to all of the members, staff and managers. It was like Wonwoo and you came in a package, though you got particularly close to Mingyu since he was like the counterpart of you in Wonwoo’s life, which was okay since it makes Wonwoo less of a loner and Mingyu is honestly a darling to be with, never a dull moment with this overgrown puppy who lingers with the grim reaper like being dork you call your best friend. It was now never just the tandem of you and Wonwoo, Mingyu is now inserted into the equation.

You permanently moved into the city during college and was able to stay since getting a stable job in the city as well, which meant frequent visits at the dorm and company, heck you even sometimes you to their schedule in the guise of a stylist in which fans had thankfully never suspected you.

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It was like any other nights you guys spend together, after work you’ll refresh yourself with a bath, throw on some comfy leggings and a sweater or a hoodie anything you deemed comfy, some shoes or sandals and your off to the building or the dorms, not bothering to eat at home since you know you’ll eat when you guys meet up, this group in particular has religiously gone out to buy tons of food at the convenience store near the office and that means ramen and other holy grail of food they have would be your dinner. Though sometimes you guys do order take out when everyone’s too lazy to go out.

This night in particular, the group had commanded the both of you to do the nightly ritual of purchasing goods at the convenience store. Mingyu wanted to badly join you two, but with a stern look of Seungcheol and a need for further practicing the confusing dance move declared by Hoshi, the plan went out of the drain. In which the bean pole in Dino’s word, got all pouty before reluctantly letting you both go on the nightly adventure down the convenience store.

Humming softly, you trekked the path to the convenience store, just basking in the comfortable silence between you and Wonwoo. Missing times like this, when life was much simpler and quieter.

Passing by a playground you stopped walking and Wonwoo walked a couple steps before noticing you had not fallen into steps with him anymore and looked back to see you have a knowing look in your face, head nudging in the direction of the swing set while grinning at him.

Wonwoo let out a small chuckle before nodding and walking to the playground towards the swing set which made you grin so bad before excitedly skipping towards the swing while the bag of your purchase you were holding swinging wildly. That kind of childish innocence you displayed had Wonwoo’s heart beating faster than the usual, never being able to wipe off the smile he has on his face as he calmly walks behind you, trudging towards the swing set you’ve already settled yourself down with.

Sitting down to the seat next to yours, you both enjoy the peace around you, nostalgia hitting you both at the moment seemed like déjà vu and takes you back when you were 12 sans the part where Wonwoo pushes you.

“So much has happened in the past years that it’s crazy once you think about it.” You muttered while glancing at the sky, pushing yourself just a tad bit in the swing while letting out a small chuckle as the years flashed by in your mind bringing a smile on your face.

“Yeah, it has, but one thing never changed, though you’re always by my side.” Wonwoo agrees with you as he huffed out a sigh whilst thinking back to the years bringing a smile on his face as he looks at you so tenderly and longingly.

“I’ll always be here Wonu, remember when we were in first grade and I told you I’d never leave you alone. I’m still here, buddy you’re never going to get rid of me anytime soon mister.”  You laughed out as you looked at him with the same look you had back then, back then he realized how utterly in love he was with you and still is.

“Yeah, I know.”  Wonwoo smiled at you while muttering those words, falling into admiring you under the night sky, with the lamp near illuminating your features making you more irresistible than you already were in Wonwoo’s opinion.

The silence that dances around you both is comforting and hypnotic at the same time that as Wonwoo continued to stare more at you, finding himself focusing more on your lips, finding the sudden strong urge in leaning down and claiming your lips more prominent than ever that he couldn’t help, move closer to you and slowly lean down. Seeming hypnotized by your lips more than ever. Though you stayed frozen not knowing what was happening and what was running through Wonwoo’s mind. As he was just an inch away from your lips, breathe mingling with each other as the proximity so close, both of your hearts beating wildly at the same time, minds racing a minute per mile.

“Wonwoo…” You breathed out with a tone laced with uncertainty and hesitance, when he was just a tilt away from kissing you on the lips and that seemed to get him out of his reverie and snap out of the hypnotic trance he had.

“I’m sorry.” Wonwoo hastily whispered as he scrambled to get himself away from you as he panicked when he heard you say his name with that kind of voice you never used on him and that completely pulled him out in whatever got to his head and scrambled out to get out of presence of you as a way to get a hold of himself.

What was he doing? You guys have been friends forever and that was kind of awkward in Wonwoo’s opinion, he didn’t really know what had happened to him, it was never like him to have the best of his emotions get to him, he was always the calm and collected one between the two of you, the goal oriented and level headed one. Even though he knows he loves you, that was not how he wanted to confess to you this wasn’t the time he wants to know if you also felt the same way, especially now considering the situation.

 Wonwoo got his answer seeing now he’s decked out in the attire for your wedding. He wanted to find you as he knows that by this time you were in your magical wedding dressed that you’ve always dreamed about, probably looking so ethereal like a goddess, welcoming the guests now. He wanted to talk to you before the ceremony. He was almost near the venue that was designed to the perfection of your vision, before he stopped himself.

What was the use of talking to you now? That made him come to a sudden halt in his walking, the thought of messing up things in order is unnecessary and too late now.  What would it do if he had gotten all of the things he wanted to say to you?  It’s not like if he told you now it would change anything. It was this sudden realization that promoted the other realizations he had.

If only he had told you what he feels about you earlier then thing would have been easier.

So, here he was dressed in his black suit and black tie with a shot of whiskey to help him feel a little numb to make it through the night without crying as he wants you to be able to enjoy your day that you’ve planned out with him since you were 12.

If only it was him you were about to exchange vows of forever at the altar, if only he was the groom and not the best man.

If only you were marrying him instead of his best friend and band mate, Kim Mingyu.

If only….

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Ha! I was able to make this even though I was busy with grad school 

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Permanent

Pairing: Mingyu x Reader

Genre: Fluff (Pure?)

Words: 2233

Warnings: None (diabetes from fluff?)

A/N: Kind of like the epilogue for Spontaneous. The idea came to me when I should be sleeping cause I have MA classes in the morning, but fangirling doesn’t choose any time LOL.

The scene that is shown before you seem so foreign yet familiar that it warms your heart to such an immense state unexplainable. Now that you are not just living for yourself, but also for your baby girl and you like to think that with motherhood, it comes with the motherly instincts that anything that makes your child happy automatically makes you happy and seeing the father and daughter interact just fills you up to the brim of happiness.

How many times had you dreamt of moments like this?

Kim Mingyu holding your daughter adoringly with that soft smile of his and hints of his beautiful teeth, fangs and all with your little Miyeon looking back at her father with her sparkling eyes and tight grip on his fingers, is such a sight to behold. It fills you with so much love and happiness that it's close to the point of feeling surreal, you never knew you could feel so much love bubbling within you, filling you with fondness over such sight.

It honestly still needs some time getting used to. Seeing Mingyu's belongings littered around the confines of your apartment once again, his side of the closet filled to the brim with his comfortable shirts, pants, shorts and etc., his toothbrush once again next to yours, his mug displayed on top of the counter, his fluffy house slippers laid next to yours, his belongings just simply next to yours again, like they were never backed away from your place.

But, you noticed that lately he seemed much more tired and stressed and it leads you to believe that it's because of driving back to your house after practice or any schedule and your apartment is already a one-and-a-half-hour drive from Pledis building, and their dorm is just situated 20 minutes away in comparison. Not to mention his schedule has been hectic and filled to the brim, flying here and there, showing up at festivals and gigs left and right, is just down right drowning him into exhaustion and it alarms you that maybe, it would have been better if he goes back to living with the boys again.

And tonight, may seem to be like the time that you put an end to it. He had texted you hours ago that they had finished the schedule and he is on his way back home, skipping the dinner gathering the group has in celebration of the end of their promotion, just for the sake of having quality time with the both of you.

You had already fed, bathed and tucked in your little princess to bed after waiting for hours and it came to the point you can't pass up more time as it was way past Miyeon's bedtime. Now here you were sitting on the couch, dinner fully wrapped in cling film and sitting coldly at the dining table, waiting to be engulfed by your boyfriend whom is very much late and that worries you so much knowing he is driving on his way of even though he is already tired as he is with the schedule for the day.

Finally, after finishing a show you hardly put a thought into, just mindlessly watching to past up time. You hear the passcode being unlocked and the footsteps you knew by heart and the changing of his shoes to his home slippers accompanied with the tired "I'm home!"

Jumping out of your seat hastily, you rushed to greet him by the door and what welcomed you is an exhausted smile on his face and the dark bags weighing heavily on his features. Yet, you mustered up the will to smile so graciously at him and greet him back enthusiastically with a kiss on his cheek while helping him with his bag and ushering him to sit at the dinner table while you heat up his dinner

"So, how's the schedule today? I hope you and the guys are finally about to have your break. You guys are losing so much weight that it's scaring me." You said as you were done heating up his dinner and setting it down in front of Mingyu, before sitting down across from him at the table as you smile at him.

"Yeah, hopefully the company would be able to tone it down a bit with the schedule, but we aren't getting our hopes up, especially the leader line. Woozi hyung has been camping out again in the studio with Bumzu hyung trying to make songs for us for the next two years, that's it's crazy." Mingyu smiled appreciatively at you though you can see the traces of tiredness in his eyes and smile especially when he sighed out as he told you about Woozi with concern lacing his tone.

"Well, I guess if I'm not busy some other time, I'll drop by the building and bring you guys lunch and maybe for Miyeon to spend some time with her uncles." You reached out your hand to give a comforting squeeze on his arm while you watch him eat.

"I don't want our daughter to go deaf early, if you bring her to the company. Plus, imagine all the people squeezing her cheeks. That's my job you know." Mingyu joked before shoving a spoonful of rice in his mouth while he smiles at the thought of your princess visiting the building and every employee and his members probably won't stop cooing at her and trying to hold her.

"But, she'll get so many present if she did come, remember the first time you brought her, I swear it was like Christmas for her." You chuckled as you remember the first time he brought her to the company and came home with at least a very decent amount of pocket money, large bag of food and some toys that he struggled taking home as he balanced his hold on your daughter and all the bags he had to carry.

"Well, it can't be helped that I have a very adorable and irresistible daughter that everybody adores." Mingyu confidently said while grinning up to you with his eyes shining so proudly and happily as he brags about your daughter.

It just made you smile more adoringly at him as it just makes you so damn happy that he loves your daughter so much and that it's clearly evident in anything he does or say.

"Go wash up. I'll clear the dishes and be back to bed quickly." You said as you ushered him to freshen up for the night while you pick up the dirty plates and with intent to clean a little bit before heading to bed.

"Thank you." Mingyu simply replied while he looks at you with a smile that just says how thankful he is to you as he got up and kissed your cheek before heading to the bathroom.

 ~

 You came into the room after checking on your daughter and making sure to see if the baby monitor is running and to hear the water still running, while you go and do your nightly ritual before sitting on your shared bed and contemplating if you have to tell him to reconsider going back to the dorms to just lessen his burden and exhaustion

It seemed like you were too deep in your thoughts as you didn't notice that Mingyu has emerged out of the bathroom and is now comfortably dressed in some sweatpants and a loose white shirt while ruffling his hair with a towel trying to get rid of the excess water as he trudged to the bed while sitting down in his side, looking at you as you seemed too focused in your thoughts

"You alright babe?" Mingyu asked as he looked concerned at you wanting to know what you could have been thinking about so hard that you fail to notice him

You sighed as you looked at him with pure concern dawning in your face as you turned to him while sighing out before uttering

"Don't you think it would be much easier for you to go back to live with the guys in the dorm?" You questioned as you look at him carefully as you scoot closer to his side of the bed

"And why are you bringing this up now?" Mingyu looked so surprised and honestly a little bit offended that you asked him that, making him think and jump into the conclusion that you don't like living with him anymore, but still maintaining for his tone to be level headed.

"Well, it’s just that, Mingyu, my apartment is an hour and a half away from Pledis, that's an hour and ten more minutes before you can rest unlike at the dorms where it's just an easy walk for you, it's just making me worried how tired you look this past few days with your hectic schedule and all. I know you love being with us, but I'm just saying that I think it's better and easier for you to just visit us when you have the time. Miyeon is still little, she doesn't need to understand and I can still manage the café while taking care of her. While you continue to do your job. I know it won't make you less of a great father than you already are by not being with us all the time." You explained to him as you placed a soothing hand on his cheeks while you looked straight to him, trying to make him understand your point.

"I already made the mistake of leaving you once and that ended with me unable to help you with your pregnancy and missing out on Miyeon's birth. I don't want to do that again. I just can't. I'll take all the exhaustion I can if it means coming back home to the both of you at the end of the day. You both matter so much to me that it would not sit well with me with not being able to see you both and knowing your both alone in this apartment and your parents are not nearby." Mingyu then cradled your cheeks as he seriously looks into your eyes, with pure conviction seeping through his body that he will not go back to the dorms and leave you once again.

"It's just I don't like seeing you work yourself so hard, it pains me to see you looking close to fainting. I just want to make things easier for you knowing I can handle everything and that you don't need to burden yourself." You muttered silently as you looked at his eyes with a concerned expression and wanting him to understand from your point of view.

"Please don't shut me out. You guys are the best thing that happened to me. You are my family and you're the reason I keep on going, it first, maybe about my dreams, but now it's so much more than that I strive for both you and Miyeon and our future together and I don't think I could ever ask for more. I love you both so much that I'm willing to sacrifice some sleep just to both see you and know you are both fine." Mingyu wrapped his arms around you, bringing you closer to him while tucking your head into his chest while kissing the top of your head as if he's afraid to lose you again. He did it once and he honestly have never felt so half empty in his life. Never again would he like to feel that again.

After some time with the both of you just basking in each others warmth and just letting the comfortable silence mull over the both of you as you both continue to hold each other dear

"I'm sorry. I just really don't like seeing you so tired." You quietly muttered breaking the silence as you burrowed yourself deeper into his embrace as he soothes a hand down your back and pulling you closer to him as he kissed the top of your head once again

"I'm just waiting for the right time for me to officially make us a family. I want to someday make you both officially carry my surname and probably more of our babies to come in the future." Mingyu mumbled as he imagines the future for the both of you and it makes him smile and feel utterly giddy just thinking of your wedding and all

"I'm sure I can wait for that time to happen, but for now, I think it's for us to sleep." You mumbled while looking up at him with a smile gracing your face with your eyes already brimming with tears at his confession, making your heart bursts into an immense amount of happiness.

"In case I haven't told you enough, I love you. Thank you for being both my whole world."Mingyu settled into the pillow still not releasing you from his hold before placing a soft kiss on your lips and letting it linger for a moment to just enjoy the feeling.

"In case you didn't know, well, I guess I'm crazy about you too Gyu. I love you." You smiled with your eyes closed as you snuggled closer to him before drifting off to sleep knowing that you're blessed with such family that you can't ask for more.

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First Heartbreak

Pairing: Minyu x Reader (Ft. Kris Wu) Genre: Angst & Fluff Warnings: Mention of mental disorder Word Count: 7650

Summary: Well, you basically learned you're stuck on a cruise for a week with your ex -fiancé with his current girlfriend and that's not all, your first love with your childhood friends whom you haven't seen in a long time are on board too! So much for being a stress-free vacation. A/N: When I take my meds and I get dreams that I would write out when I wake up hahaha

 Life hasn't been great for you so far, almost everything in your life. Especially your parents, honestly, you love them to death, but sometimes they just make you want to curse them to the hell and back. It's just that they pressure you so much about the need to settle down and give them grandchildren, like it's that easy to just do those things for them, it's not like you can just order a husband and a kid for you with a snap of a finger. They don't even do that to your older sister, who's a doctor as they believe she needs to focus more on her career and that in God's timing, she'll have a family of her own, and you're like, couldn't it also be applied to me? Can't they just be happy for you as where you are right now? Especially in your case as you're still on the process of putting your life back again together and you've thought how there's nothing wrong with staying single and being as a strong independent woman, right? Hallelujah to Beyonce right?!

 There's also your boss who's always on your neck, breathing down, pressuring you to be better than your previous performance, it would have been motivated if not for the fact that he always makes it a point to nit picking every little mistake, just waiting for the chance for you to fuck it up and slip to fire you I have said fuck it a long time ago.

 Normally, your friends would be the best people to understand your situation, but let's be honest, not all friends are the same, and that applies to your college friends who's all giving you invites on their wedding, don't get me wrong, you are honestly happy for them but it feels like they're slapping you in the face of what should have been.  Just imagine going to the reception without a date and all your friends would ask you about how your love life is, or how have you already move on from your ex fiancé, but the worst part of it all is that they'd ask you about him! Like hell no I don't know how he has been, I haven't talked to him since he moved out and frankly, no, I don't need to be reminded of him thank you very much.

Things had just been piling up tremendously for you and it's been close to the point of being unbearable for you; physically and mentally. So, when your company announced that they're giving a large discount on this cruise as a sort of incentive, you immediately snatched the chance to be able to just unwind and relax for a second because honestly you feel like any more moment you dwell upon all these toxic thoughts you'd be hurling yourself at a bridge and saying adios to all this mother fucking stressful problems of yours.

 So here you are, at the port, ready to board such a luxurious cruise ship that would tour around Singapore- Malaysia- Hong Kong for just a week and you're just ready to indulge and focus on distressing yourself. You only just told your parents about the trip and your boss wanting to detoxify yourself and disconnect to the world for some time, meaning you've turned off your phone so no one can contact you. Feeling like this has been the best thing you've ever decided on your life.

That is until after you have settled down on your cabin and headed for lunch that you saw your ex fiancé, Kris, eating with him, you assume current girlfriend, just a few tables away from where you were seated and it has you cursing every God's up there for mocking you.

Your relationship with him started when you got accepted into college, being the 'foreign' girl you tended to be more closed off with other people since it's a whole lot of different continent, country, people and especially culture, but then you met him at one of your classes at world literature which was a minor subject, but compulsory to every major you need to take up, you don't know why,  how can you miss him when he was practically towering some people even though generally people around you were tall, he was just on a whole new level kind of tall, he had that striking blonde messy hair with his thick eyebrows and that certain charm and charisma he exudes, you are not blind to see someone who was an eye candy. By some grace or whatever, he decided to sit next to you, it might be because you feel like he didn't want a nosy or chatterbox seatmate you don't give off that kind of vibes as you most look like somebody who's prim and proper and kept mostly to yourself. So it came to a surprise that you both get along, small greetings turned to small chatters that lead to eventually hanging out even though you both finished the subject and don't end up in the same classes anymore as you take up creative writing and literature while he takes up architecture, those hangouts then leads to dating and what do you know you guys had made your relationship last to the point of him coming back home to Korea with you and finding jobs at the heart of the city and eventually a year leading off to your engagement

The stress and demand of both of your jobs just had a toll on your relationship as dates were missed, text and phone calls were failed to be read and heard, misunderstanding raised here and there and the lack of time for the wedding planning had stressed you both especially with the pressure of your parents and friends adding up to the equation just made it messier than it was and to top it off there was this one colleague of his that has set herself up to be the one deserving to be next to him, you see she text him at the ungodly time of the night asking something about which you were sure that's not entirely about work,  and how you remember seeing her when you visited him in the office to be particularly clingy to him and you just had this intuition in you as you can clearly see her making and dropping hints of advancements on Kris and it didn't sit well with you that he either doesn't he it or he's basking in the attention she was giving him and it irritated you to the point you confronted him about it at one point.

Before you knew it you guys were spewing venomous words at each other with stress significantly overpowering each other's thinking, past mistakes were brought up, feelings were hurt and it ended up with him leaving the shared apartment with his luggage and you are returning his ring and burying and discarding any of his belongings when he didn't come back after a week with you waiting for things to simmer down.  It makes you crumble that the years you've spent together was easily left forgotten by him to just walk out of your life like, you knew you were accountably responsible for your falling out, but you thought your love was stronger than that, but guess you were wrong about that.

Your relationship just ended on a messy note and no proper closure. What hurts you the most about your relationship is that the getting back up again alone part, how do you do it when he was all you've ever known?

He was the one you've built your dreams and future around so how do you reorganize that again?

How do you go on from now?

How do you move on from now?

Those were the questions that clouded your mind months ago, before practically forcing and willing yourself to at least be fine and by some miracle you were getting by and slowly though unsteadily getting yourself back together without him intoxicating your mind now, it was so true for you the saying; out of sight out of mind. Everything was slowly falling into place like how it should have been without him and things were looking up until...

What were the odds that you'll see him again after that? You knew he changed cities, hell, even if he changed countries you wouldn't mind as long as you both don't ever cross each other again! Before he can even see your presence you hastily stood up and made a beeline for the exit and heading to the lounge deck, needing some fresh air as you feel like a panic attack might happen and you just wanted to be left alone before it does happen as you've been diagnosed with GAD (General Anxiety Disorder) and it was not a pretty sight and feeling, though you have been recently recovering slowly from it.

Things were finally looking good for you until you bumped into somebody and you mutter apologies, "Y/N?" The person you've bumped into you inquisitively asked you as he was sure you were very familiar and he can't be wrong that it's you. Looking up with wide eyes, not believing you bumped into somebody you knew!

 "Cheol oppa?" You carefully asked, since if it was Seungcheol then he had changed drastically through the years. His face matured very well and chiseled out, his body became more toned and buff in a sense that not the wrestler type, it just looked like he works out regularly without being a gym rat.

 "So, it is you! Y/N, long time no see!  Wow you look so different!" Seungcheol immediately launched himself onto you, grabbing you into a hug and excitedly exclaiming how you changed so much.

 "Yeah, well so do you! How have you been?" You asked while still being a little bit awkward with how things were unfolding, you were honestly feeling great that you saw him but it's just that it’s been a long time since you saw each other and things have changed; you're more guarded these days, always not letting people fully in as your scared of being hurt again.

 "Yah, don't be so awkward with me you munchkin! I practically raised you!" Seungcheol playfully chided you earning a soft scowl from you

 "You're just 4 years older than me, you know. “You dead panned

 "Yeah, and I don't see no difference with that, you little troll. Hey, like the whole gang is here for everybody's taking a break and it's so nice that you're also here, it’s like a reunion!" Seungcheol voiced excitedly as he explained to you the situation you were not prepared for, cause if he said the whole gang is here that basically means you'll be able to see Kim Mingyu and you were not ready to see him just yet.

The thing is that you have a history with Kim Mingyu, he was your first love, he was the one who introduced you to the concept and the feeling of being in love, he was the first person you held hands with that felt right, the first person to experience what kissing feels like, he was the one who first made you feel what it's like to feel safe in someone's embrace... He was also your first heartbreak and you probably were his' too. Though you never really had a label, though if you put it to context, but you did every other things couples did and everyone just thought that you guys were together, nobody asked as it was obvious how you guys like each other. He was the almost and the one that got away from you, your romance had happened way before middle school and you guys were inseparable throughout high school, but the drifting apart happened when you got accepted at a university in Toronto.

As said before, you didn't really put a label to what you guys had, you both just knew that each other just felt the same way, those adoring glances across the room, the visible sexual tension between the both of you, the comfort in each other’s presence, the chemistry between the two of you were undeniable and all your schoolmates in high school can justify that.

But maybe the labels were needed if you didn't want to drift apart, but you did anyways. During the time you were in college, you really didn't want him to wait for you as you were scared that what if at some point that you're away from each other, you realized you didn't really love him and that would be unfair if he waits for you. You really didn't want to hurt him as you genuinely care about him, but either way you had hurt him and you lost contact of him and after all that has been through, after your stupid decision, you had never heard from him again. And you hoped that it did him good, not hearing about you as you don't want to hurt him further and feel much more of a jerk than you already did.

"Oh, is that so. Yeah, that's great, listen Cheol oppa, it was nice seeing you again, but I really need to rest for now, if you want to talk again, my cabin is in room 402, if you want to catch up just knock on my door, okay?" You smiled at him, already feeling weary as you felt mixed emotions- weary, dread and hopefulness all at once and they were not a great combination as you feel light headed with the sudden occurrences that's happening in a mere hour of your first day on this vacation nonetheless!

With that, you scurried away to your cabin just wanting to bury yourself on the bed and hopefully not wake up to such a sudden mess and not feel anything. Maybe hurling yourself off deck won't be such a bad decision, right?

   You should have hurled yourself, you thought as you are now currently seated at the table all of your 13 childhood friends occupy. When Seungcheol knocked on your door and dragged you to the dining hall, you should have expected this, but denial rules over you and that is how you found yourself unprepared with the onslaught compliments and queries of 12 guys since you've noticed the other one has kept mum and avoided your gaze in which you try to stay neutral in, like you could understand him but can't he even just acknowledge your presence?

"OMG NOONA!"

"Y/N!"

"Hey twerp!"

"Sup Y/N?"

 When they saw you being dragged by Seungcheol, you could have laughed at their surprised faces, if not for the fact that you were feeling a tad bit uneasy with how things are rapidly succeeding.

"You have some explaining to do little missy! You haven't contacted any of us for some years, don't you think we didn't forget you, you twerp." Yup, that was mama Jeonghan all right, welcoming you with his sass and all.

"Hyung, you might scare her off like that, she just got to see us, let her settle down first you know." Wonwoo calmly chimed in, and for that you had been most thankful for and mouthing a thanks to him in which he replied with a soft smile and nod your way.

After you had settled down and most common greetings and questions were answered, it was like you had never left and didn't contact them, they still treated you the same and the merriment and familiarity was present until Joshua asked you a certain question,

"Y/N, I heard from my mom who still talks to aunty (your mom) that you have a boyfriend, so where's the lucky guy?" Some were interested in the question while others are just good naturally enjoying the comfortable atmosphere you guys have carried on with conversation within themselves

"Ex-fiancé actually." You mumbled softly while twiddling with your fingers not looking at any of them, but you can feel that everybody had heard it as a sudden moment of silence, even Mingyu who seemed to think you're invisible is now looking at you while you finally looked up and had a small weary smile on your face, trying to convince them that you're fine.

It seemed like nobody was prepared for your answer as pin drop silence dominates the air for a couple of minutes before Seungcheol decided to ask the younger ones to ask for some drinks in the bar to loosen up the mood. After that no one brought up anymore topics related to your love life as you were able to smile at some conversation and jokes they made making you feel comfortable once again, but you can feel a certain someone's gaze on you lingering and as you wanted to confirm if it was him, as you turned to look at him, you were caught by surprise to see him gazing steadily at you, not shying away from your stares as he continues to gaze at you like he wants to understand what's going on inside of your head and all.

The night was coming to an almost end, and with you being tipsy, you found yourself seated next to Wonwoo, whom you were also really close back then, he was like the ultimate brother you never had, and you both had similar taste in books, music’s and stuff, hence why you both just connect mentally and personality wise. That's how you ended up taking everything to him, from the pressure of your parents, your boss, your friends and your ex-fiancé whom you said was also in the same cruise ship and that just makes you feel like somebody above was out to get you and make your life shit. Basically, spilling everything to Wonwoo because you knew he would keep mum about it and that he would understand you the most, as the one who understood you the best can't seem to bear being within a radius of your presence.

 You honestly felt like shit, first,  there's this annoying ringing in your head even though you weren't that drunk, but drinking alcohol always just ends up with you being an utter mess as something about your body not being able to fully digest the alcohol or some shit explanations, second is that you promised the gang to have breakfast with them in the dining hall in which you badly want to just skip and be in bed and just order room service but you can't cause you'll never hear the end of it and they'll probably end up knocking on your door anyways, thirdly, you didn't want to risk seeing Kris once again, you were lucky enough to not be noticed by him and lastly, you're just not ready to face someone with the name of Kim Mingyu, especially with you being almost drunk and all.

You and alcohol don't always mix alright, there's bound to be some stupid shit you've done once you consume the forbidden drink.

 When you were finally in front of the dining hall, you just stood there contemplating about what you're about to do, your life choices, and all those shenanigans, but then it all came to a halt when you felt someone lacing his hands through yours which caught you off guard and your expression morphing into confusion and surprise

"Mingyu?" You didn't really expect for him to make physical contact with you seeing just how detached he acted towards you last night

"Come on, you need to get some breakfast, you barely ate anything last night." Mingyu looked straight at you with his expression still so serious, so unlike him as your memory could recall, he always had this beautiful wolfish grin on his face with his ever so twinkling eyes that holds so much story, depth and love on them.  

He hauled you inside as you saw the boys are seated on a large table, you expected that you were joining them, but Mingyu just can't seem to stop with surprising you as he made a turn for the private booth with the two seatings only that was lined near the glass wall that overlooks the sea.

"Aren't we going to sit with them?" You asked as Mingyu pulled out the chair for you and placed you there not bothering to answer you as he settled himself across from you and raising his hand up indicating for a server to come up and assist you both

"We'll have the classic American breakfast, but please make the other serving a chocolate chip pancakes, two double shots of espresso and water too, if you may, thank you." Mingyu ordered which had caught you off guard, he still knew your favourite breakfast and that you badly needed for intake some caffeine for you to be able to get through the day as soon as you possibly can.

Once the food attendant walked away with your order, you were left with the feeling of uneasiness and utter confusion. Like, what is up with him being hot and cold to you?

"Wonwoo told me." Mingyu curtly told you and that sentence was enough for you to grasp the situation.

"I don't know how much he had told you and now is this a pity party for me? I don't need you to do this for me." You voiced out with a venom laced tone, now on full defence as it became a coping mechanism for you, ever since everything went haywire in your life. You get it, he might be feeling sorry for you, but you didn't need him to force himself to do this for you, that was what you thought as why would he be voluntarily making conversations with you when last night you barely seemed to exist within his radius

"He said enough for me to make up my mind and no, this is me acting out for the years I've lost the chance to." Mingyu calmly told you after sighing out because if you become suddenly guarded, damn it, he didn't want for you to think like that.

It was just last night when Wonwoo told him the gist of what was happening in your life and how alone you feel he couldn't help himself but to take up the chance to at least make you feel  better as if he was honestly speaking for himself, he actually waited for you all these years, even without a single news or communication with you, like a habit that's hard to kill, he couldn't erase you from his thoughts and heart, you were too deeply engraved within his soul to relieve himself of his feelings.

For moments so fleeting it could be missed within a blink, he could not throw them away, it was those short moments with you that made him understand what he wants and needs in his life, it was those moments that opened up his eyes to the future that wouldn't be complete without you, he knew from the moments spent with you was the happiest he had and he could never let it go even if he tried. You were too precious for him to shake off and forget. Last night just hearing from Wonwoo the things that weighed you down hurts him and he wanted to kick himself for acting so cold towards you that night, it was out of pure mixture of emotions and questions that made him act like that.

Why haven't you contacted any of them or me?

Where have you been all this time?

How have you been if and you have been well?

Did you forget him already?

Was his promise of no importance for you to just not contact him?

If you have a new lover?

Were you married?

Where is he if you were?

Are you happy with your life right now?

 He wanted to ask you all those questions and all. He wanted to embrace you and tell you he waited for you, but all of it went down the drain when he looked at you and see just how more beautiful you had become, you looked much more gorgeous than he remembered and it made him weaker to see traces of the hardships and fatigue on your presence and voice. He badly wanted to do anything but his brain had stopped his body from doing anything and it had consumed him more when you told everybody you were almost married. It deterred him more than he already was and it made him stay rooted and unable to function, making him turn in early and miss out the drinking session with you and the guys, wanting to be alone for a while since his roommate Wonwoo was with you and all.

But after Wonwoo came back and told him how torn you are right now and what you have gone through it made some sort of hope in him come alive, it was already not a surprise for him that Wonwoo had an inkling of what he felt for you, hell he knows everybody knew what he felt for you even after all the years that passed, but Mingyu always thought he had managed to convince everybody that he was alright and didn't miss you at all, guess he was wrong since everyone could see right through him that at dinner, he was breaking down and building up at the same time within your unexpected presence, they knew you were the only one capable to do that to Kim Mingyu as he was utterly and undeniably still in love with you, but it was probably too much for him to take seeing you so suddenly after all those years.

" Mingyu..." That was what all you could mutter as your voice trailed off as you felt that all the words are clogged up in your throat and the heavy and obvious implication of his words had weighed down on you, making you realize you had made this amazing guy wait for you all these years and you were wasting tears on someone who wouldn't do that for you even if they were held at a gun point. It makes you feel utterly stupid and guilty at the same time. "I want to do this right this time Y/N."Mingyu told you earnestly while he looked straight at you, determination seeping through every pore of his being made you believe that there's no doubt he would never turn back on his words and that you knew he was always the type to say what he really means, and by any means you are utterly grateful for him for saying such words you never knew you longed to hear, it sounded so foreign yet so right to your ears but you just feel overwhelmed at the moment, not expecting for him to still love you and you feel like you're being utterly unfair to him.

It was like words were not needed, but time was so the silence that filled in between you as you wait for your orders to arrive and you were more than grateful for the silence as it gives you time to organize your thoughts and feelings as all of this was being dumped on the both of you on such hurried events that you found a need for a moment to step back and think through what you might want to say and do. "I need to think about it first, please give me some time to think about it Mingyu." You said as you look down at the floor as endless thoughts flooded you at once making you unable to make proper judgement and answer for him and you didn't wait for him to reply as you scurried away and plan to head to your cabin leaving Mingyu alone, not really wanting to see his facial expression as if you might you might just crumble down.

 But it seemed like luck was something you lacked as low and behold as you were rounding up the corner of the hallway on the way to your cabin you see Kris walking alone, a few feet away from you, but you can clearly tell he saw you as his gaze zeroed down on you, making you freeze up and just stare back at him, not uttering a word and holding out your breath as you feel that if you release them, you'd let out all the tears that's threatening to flood out from your system. "Y/N." Kris breathed out as he tensed from seeing you face to face after all the fiasco that happened between you, not really expecting to see you now.

You kept mum not really knowing what the right words to say and holding back for the sake of your sanity and pride not wanting to let Kris break you down again.

"How have you been? Doing well I hope." Kris asked you with a mumbling voice with a tone so soft you might have believed he genuinely cares about what you feel.

"Do you really have to ask? You know we can just pass by each other and pretend like nothing happened and move on with our lives like what you did in the past Kris."  You scoffed as the dam broke down and bitterness clouding up your voice as your emotions turmoils and just makes you honestly just want to break down right there and then

"After all this time, you’re still going to dump this all on me huh." Kris looks offended and if you may say so, you could see a tinge of hurt in his eyes yet you decided to dismiss it."Don't patronize yourself Yifan. I think it's best you just go ahead and make this easier for the both of us, that's the least you owe me." You said with your fist clenching as you hold back the tears threatening to spill out as you clearly just want go and get this done and over with.

"This is so much like you, selectively ignoring your main problems and hoping not to deal with it. This is why we had to call it quits." Kris frustrated barked back at you with anger seeping through from him and it riles him up how defensive your stance is.

"Let me correct you Kris that you walked out on me and left me no choice but to call it quits. Don't put this entirely on me as if you have nothing to be guilty about." You said with your voice raising and your whole body tensed and shaking as anger is now bubbling within you, close to screaming at him

"It's because you never put me first! You're always thinking of the wrong things and not fully trusting me!" Kris exploded as he raised his voice at you.

"Well, I'm sorry if that's the case! But it's not going to change that you walked out of the door and ended it cleanly with me so don't go acting like you're the only one that got hurt because, news flash to you Mr. Kris Wu, I had to deal with everything when you left! The sadness, the shame, going through depression and dealing with everything else while everybody who knows us judged me for you leaving me like it was all my damn fault!" You were fuming as you marched towards him and started spewing those words at his face as all the feelings and thoughts you were holding back are now freely rushing out of you.  You really wanted to scream at his face, but you had some decency left and not make a commotion bigger than it already is, seeing you are both in an empty hallway but possibly the cabins are not.

After that, he just looked at you with an unreadable expression as both parties not uttering anything, just heavy breathing on both parts just letting everything soak down on the both of you as answers left unsaid are now being brought up

"You're here with her now and you've moved on so just let me also get on with my life Kris. I'm tired of all this, I'm tired of hating you and myself. I'm tired of basing my worth on your." You weakly said to him after a minute of pure silence basking around the two of you as only felt drained and numb right now and it could be clearly seen on your weary expression and stance, like you've been drained of every life form in you.

"I really loved you, you know."  Kris looked at you with a defeated expression and seriously sprouted those words at you, not really knowing how it would affect you.

"I knew you did." Your voice barely above a whisper as you looked at his eyes with a pained small smile painting your face as you willed yourself to walk away from him and finally get some peace and alone time in your cabin.

As you have taken a nap after the confrontation with Kris, you finally decided to open your phone and just call your best friend Nari, whom you haven't talked to in a while, but even if that was the case it didn't seem to affect your relationship as you guys can talk for hours like you guys didn't talk for years.

  After explaining everything to her what happened and a bit of crying here and there and some mentioning of Mingyu on the side but mostly about what happen with Kris as she knew him from your stories long ago before you had not contacted each other

"I'm telling you Y/N, like seriously, you should have seen it coming like a guy with many names should have warned you how confusing and problematic he can be! But no, you had to be googly eyes at him and be willing to marry him sober!" Nari ranted off at you through the phone and it was honestly nice to hear her voice and crack some jokes as at least it makes you chuckle just a little bit and take your mind off of things and your feelings

"It's nice talking to you again and knowing you're still your crazy self."  You said as you didn't feel the need to settle back on the topic of your past, yes, you can definitely put pass Kris in your history, you need to move on to be able to push through the present.

"You know based on what you told me about this Mingyu guy, he might be good for you, the guy waited for your ass you know, but as a good friend I'm not pushing you into having a relationship right now, it's just he might be good for you now as a friend and companion and you never know what the future has install for you."  Nari wisely advised you as she spoke her thoughts and opinions on your current situation with the best intentions in mind "... Thank you, Nari, I just really want to thank you I guess... We should keep in contact more. I really missed talking to you so much." You honestly told her as you feel suddenly just relieved to have somebody like her to tell your burdens and have such a supportive best friend like her, it means so much to you especially with the situation you are in.

 It was around quarter to 10 PM when you had decided to get some fresh air on the deck, opting out to skip in dinner as you obviously missed it and you were not hungry, you were just looking for ways to clear up your mind and be able to breathe.

As you were strolling along on the chilling yet oddly relaxing and comforting windy deck, you saw a lone familiar back near the railings gazing through the vast sea, seemingly deep in thoughts. He didn't have to turn around for you to know it's Mingyu, by heart you knew his presence, even if years passed by and you didn't see him through.

You trudged next to where he was situated in, but keeping a mindful distance and opting to copy what he was doing, just appreciating the view of dark sea beyond, letting the wind blow through your face and hair freely while hugging yourself for some warmth as your thin long cardigan seem to lack with its purpose.

You guys seem to be too deep in thoughts or the silence was just too comforting to break as you guys kept mum, standing side by side, both aware of each other's presence.

 "I'm sorry for earlier..."You meekly said, almost like a whisper so faint that if Mingyu might have not heard you if not for him knowing full well how close he was to you, though you still continue to gaze ahead not really sure if you would have to courage to look at his eyes,

"I might be too rash with my actions so you don't need to apologize."Mingyu said understandingly while giving a little shrug as he put his hands in his pockets, also still staring ahead, afraid of breaking the calm atmosphere between the two of you"

“No, it was wrong of me to keep you hanging for years... It's just that I thought that it would be selfish of me to do this you again... Waiting for me again." Your voice barely above a whisper as you bare your raw emotions at him, you’re finally opening up to him as your heart urges for you to take this leap of courage to be able to tell him how you feel.

"I'm not the same as I was before Mingyu... I don't think I'll ever be the same, I'll always have my guard up and defence. I'll be unbearable at times even I'll be sick of myself. But, I'll try to be better..."  You continued as tears are now seen to pooling in your eyes as you try your utmost best to convey all your jumbled thoughts to him to make him understand you better. "I'm not stuck with idea of liking the past you, you know. Nobody would be the same after years that passed by Y/N. I know and understand that. When I told you, I wanted to be here for you, I meant it in every sense I could plausibly do. I really to do this right with you if you allow me." Mingyu shifted his body to get a look at you, with a serious gaze, but his eyes portraying nothing but pure sincerity that it makes you tear up, feeling overwhelmed that someone so amazing like him would devote himself like this to you.

Right there and then you just know he didn't need to prove anything to know he's telling you the truth.

"I can't just jump into another relationship right now, and I hope you understand that... If you can just be my friend right now... I can't guarantee you anything right now, but I will really try... Try to be better for myself and you if you really plan to stick with me." You trailed off as you smile weakly at him with some tears falling down on your cheeks, not being able to do anything else.

With a hopeful heart that he might stand by his words got you emotional as four months of being alone and lost, you've finally had someone again, to be there for you, just a simple presence to make you feel like you're not so alone in this world.

"I've already done so much waiting for you just to let you go now." Mingyu smiled lovingly at you with light chuckles vibrated through him as he towers over your being but just being mere inches away from him with his mildly intoxicating smell that mixes with the crashing waves wafts just hits you how comforting he can be.

By now you were a sobbing mess who without a warning hugged him suddenly as you feel the overwhelming need to convey just how thankful you are for him being simply there for you.  Especially when he placed a kiss on your head as he gently swayed you side to side while basking on such sweet moment

 It might take some time for you to be completely comfortable with him, but you know that in the future a head, there's a great plausibility that he might be the one you spend your life with, there's a certain gut feeling in you that from the start you were bound to love him, you might not be able to say it to him now, but in the future, you might just will.

   "Daddy, why do you always tell me that good things happen to those who wait?" Your five-year-old daughter just asked Mingyu, who had tucked her in bed after bathing and clothing her in her pink comfy pyjamas. She was always a cute little curious kid who asks you thousands of questions a day, every kid goes through this phase, but it seemed like the miniature and the girl version of Mingyu has a knack for being curious about everything.

"Well baby girl, for example, when you wait to eat dinner instead of eating snacks, Mommy gives you cookies for dessert, or when you blow your soup and wait for it to not be hot it doesn't burn you and you get to eat the yummy soup. Want to know a secret angel?" Mingyu animatedly told your daughter as he tried to explain it to her as simply as he can that she can understand with a proud grin on his face as he pinches her little nose affectionately and makes sure his princess is comfortably laying to have a good night's sleep

"Yes! Daddy!" your little girl coped with her ever-sparkling eyes with knowing a secret, as she ever curious nature prevails.

"I waited for a long time for your Mommy." Mingyu adorably put a hand next to his mouth enunciating the gesture of a secret towards his little girl. "

Really daddy? Why did you have to wait for mommy?" Your daughter asks with great interest and her big curious eyes shining as she looks at Mingyu waiting for answers

"Well, because Mommy had been away for some time, but daddy always knew that mommy would be his wife so he waited and it's the best thing that happened to me, especially now that we have you and your little brother on the way. If daddy didn't wait, I would never have the best things in my life." Mingyu told your daughter as he lazed and propped himself on the side of her bed while he smiles and continue on with his explanation.

"Now sleep my precious angel, I hope you have fun with your first day of school tomorrow. I know you'll make lots of friends and you'll love the teachers." Mingyu kissed her forehead lovingly as he prepared to turn down the lights in her room for her to sleep, though she did have her night light on.

"Night night daddy." Your little one yawned as he turned to her side and sleepily clutch onto her Mr. Toki, her favourite stuffed animal and finally drift off to sleep.

As Mingyu closed the door and walked to the master bedroom, he saw his wife, you with your round and protruding belly, getting ready to slide under the covers, he walked up behind you and back hugs you while he nuzzles his nose onto your neck while placing your hand on top of his'

"Thank you." You murmured as he swayed you gently side to side, like how he did back then, still giving off the same protecting and comforting vibes.

"Hmm." Mingyu only replied as he continues to do the swaying motion, just enjoying the moment and being thankful for all that he has in his life, he has a beautiful wife with an equally beautiful and loving daughter plus he has a son on the way, just weeks till he's ready to greet the world, he has a very supportive friend who he knows that always got his back, he has a career that he enjoys and makes a decent amount of money, he has his whole healthy family- his in law's always telling him how he's their favourite son in law. He has everything and more that he could ever ask for.

"You know as selfish as it could sound, I'm so thankful that even after all that I've done, you were just there waiting for me, even if you did it unknowingly..." You sincerely told him as nostalgia hits you and it makes you smile at the thoughts of what you've both been through the years. The good and the bad, everything, you couldn't be more thankful for them, it made you both stronger and it leads you to the life you always dreamt of.

Mingyu gently spun you around, being careful in handling you, especially now that you might go into labour anytime and cupped your face and leaned down and kissed you so sweetly that it makes you cry during the moment as you feel his undeniable and immense love that he holds for you. He didn't have to always say I love you for you every time because you can clearly see it on how he treats you and those loving smiles he always sends in your way. You just knew it simply.