#mir exam

[selenitalunar]

Urgen más plazas de formación sanitaria especializada (MIR)

Hey, I know this is in Spanish but we are trying to let the Spanish governtment know that we need more positions for doctors to acces the residency program, so If you could help me signing the petition it would mean a lot.

As some of you know, I’ve been struggling during years to succeed in this exam who grants access to the residency program in Spain. 

There’s currently 15.000 doctors who apply for a total of 6.570 positions, that means that this year 8.600 doctors won’t be able to access it.

I’m one of those doctors. Please, help with you signature if you can.

Thank You.

[selenitalunar]

I'm not good at drawing, although I love art, animation and comics.

I'm not good at singing and I have no clue of music, although I love opera and musicals.

For some time, I thought I was good at writing, but it turns out although it makes me happy and love to read books, I' m not good at it either. I kinda suck.

I'm not good at acting, I took a performance and acting course at my local city. It seems I sucked, although I love movies and theatre.

I was good in biology and chemistry. I studied Medicine. I'm a doctor BUT It seems I'm not able to do the specialization exam good enough to specialize and end my formation and become a great doctor.

So, when I say I'm good at nothing. I'm a failure as a person... God I say it because it's true. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me but it's like I'm so bad at everything. I can't find a single thing that I'm good in. It sucks to be me.

Find your passion. Yeah. But what if you suck at everything. What then?

I'm so lost, and sad, and angry. I don't know what to do. I'm a complete failure.

You can't go trough life with good intentions, strong morals and ethics, yeah honest... But that serves for nothing to survive. I just want to do something I can be good at for a chance.

Because I'm tired of doing effort and not suceeding. All being for nothing. I'm exhausted and sometimes I think about dissapearing. I won't do it because I'm a fucking coward but sometimes I feel like rubbish. And I can't keep living like nothing pierces my soul day after day.

Sorry for interrumpting your scrolling, but I needed to let it out. At least in this void I feel somehow not alone.

[selenitalunar]

MIR EXAM DONE!

I'm free again! And the first thing I'm going to do is to watch "Agent Carter" at last. This evening I'm going to see the four episodes that aired ;)

I don't know my mark yet. It will take a pair of weeks for the Spanish Ministry Of Health to put the lists on... So... 

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEE and that's what matters right now. That and the ammount of sleep I need to catch on.

It's been a year of study. Six months of pure dedication to this exam and I'm phisically and mentally exhausted. I need rest.

I love you all!

Me, I'm almost a MIR Doctor, almost ^^

[selenitalunar]

La medicina exige muchos conocimientos que no se adquieren por ósmosis. Exige humildad, sacrificio, esfuerzo y afán de superación. 

  El MIR es madrugar el primer sábado de Julio (sin dejar pasar ni siquiera un mes después de licenciarte) para ir a recibir 8 horas de clase a una academia. Es un decir no constantemente a la vida social que va a seguir girando a tu alrededor. Es reciclarte y rellenar huecos, recibir un mal resultado de un simulacro y ser capaz de seguir adelante. Es la humildad de ver que siempre hay gente con mejores resultados que tú y la fortaleza de seguir esforzándote para ser un poco mejor. Son millones de horas de estudio, madrugones, ansiedades, agobios, tensiones...

  Que no te confundan, esto no es un examen y ni siquiera una plaza. Es todo lo que has luchado por ella y quien te diga lo contrario no lo ha vivido. 

(X)

[selenitalunar]

Early wishes but good luck on your test :)

Awwwww thank you! ^^ I’m studying an awful LOT since June and I have class all the Saturdays. Going to sleep now because I have class tomorrow ;)