Mirror!Chekov Headcanon
So I've been trying really hard not to think about this because I'm really interested in making an Adult!Chekov blog, which takes enough attention away from this way already. BUT I JUST. I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO REALLY GRUNGY REVOLUTIONARY ROCK AND ROLL AND I JUST NEED TO EXPRESS SOME IDEAS.
God I just really want him to be a manipulative little teenage shithead. Sex and revolution on the brain. Cocky, controlling, and heavily HEAVILY dependent on intense medication that's been fed to him since pre-academy days. He'd be obsessed with the combat aspect of his position, and not afraid to let his finger slip at the expense of someone he doesn't give two shits about. Without the drugs pumping through his veins though he's actually one sad motherfucker. I'm not just talking overly modest or simply Mr. negative. I'm talking self loathing, suicidal, twitchy little fuck that's whipped into doing whatever anyone wants in a heartbeat.
Anyway I thought I'd just throw this out there before I drown in it. ALSO EVERY SEXUAL TENSION THREAD PLEASE OH MY GOD THE KINKS THE KINKKKKSSS. I'D ACTUALLY HAVE TO PLAY HIM AS A SUB (Which doesn't happen a lot wink wonk)