#missing mycat

[chcltroses]

My heart is so broken 💔. I had to put my sweet Tuxedo cat Shades to sleep. He was a good boy. He loved to play, his purr was music, and I think I'll miss his little snore, and when he sat like a human. I hate that this hurts so much.

[chcltroses]

Late nights are when I miss you the most, that soft fur and the little mews you make trying to get my attention. Most of all I miss that little broken purr. It was the sweetest music. It sounded like a tiny hoppty , just buggadah buggadah buggadahing along.

In just a short time you became a part of my life, of my kids lives. You touched our hearts and there you’ll stay until we meet again someday. I hope to find another kitten or two to love us and we can love them in return.

Sleep in peace my handsome little tuxedo kitty.

Shades

1/19/21

💔

[chcltroses]

Its coming up on the 19th that I lost my sweet Tuxedo cat Shades. Christmas was hard, was sick new years. Hopefully this year my kids and I can pick another kitten or two

[chcltroses]

I found a piece of a story I had been looking for. So now for some of today, I'll be writing. Of course I have to break to put up my tree. Smdh. Can't believe I waited this long. Not sure about this Christmas. It's the first one without my beloved Shades. I do have something I didn't have last year though. All my babies together. My heart is so full, but there's still a cat shaped hole.

[chcltroses]

Missing you terribly.

Its been four weeks already. Still can't believe I won't hear that little broken purr of yours. I was feeling ok, until I looked at your litter box. You never know how much you miss a little furry dude that reminded us of Shifu from kung fu panda. So many things remind me of your absence.

Just when I think Im used to your absence, I find one of your toys. You will never be forgotten. I will see you again one day, my loving tuxedo.