Saw a porn video earlier and an idea has been circulating through my mind all night and I just need to write this down. Thinking about one person specifically who does indeed know who he is
It was a porn video about someone edging someone else. But not casual edging like we all do, like professional edging. Though, this video wasn’t using hands; they were using different instruments and I wish I was doing that to him….
I don’t think I’m all that mean (though some would beg to differ) but I do know how to be firm. I know what to say to people to get them to keep going and I know what to say if I want them to stop immediately. I know how to reward when necessary and punish when warranted. I imagine on this day he particularly got on my nerves but I don’t blow up or get mad in a way a normal person would. Instead, I keep the behavior as a mental note in my back pocket. A reason for why I’m denying him or being ‘mean’. He’s so frustrated and annoyed that I’m not giving him what he wants as if it wasn’t directly caused by his behavior. Eventually he gets so needy that we come to an ultimatum: I get to use him however I want until I feel like it’s made up for said bad behavior. He might think ‘oh he’s gonna fuck me really rough and use me like a cock sleeve’ or ‘oh he’s gonna make me dress me up in his favorite outfit’ and the best part is he couldn’t be more wrong. See, those are things he WANTS me to punish him with…. but we both know that’s not a punishment. He WANTS to get fucked like a slut, WANTS to dress up for me. Oh no, the punishment will be making you so ungodly needy you won’t know how long I’ve been using you. Making you so needy that you can’t even tell what you’re begging for at this point. And that’s exactly what I do
I line him up on the edge of the bed, laying him down on his stomach. His legs are off the bed and his cock is hanging down between his legs, right on the end of the mattress. I tie his arms up so he can’t go anywhere. I put his collar on him and tie his leash night and taught with something on the bed frame so he can’t wiggle as easily. I cover his eyes with something since he’s face down on the bed anyway. He won’t be seeing anything. I cover his ears with his headphones. I either tape up or stuff his mouth full of something. If the rest of his senses are dampened, he can focus more on the torturous pleasure of his cock. To start, I’d lick his cock all the way from hip tip to his taint. Up and down, up and down; just enough to get him nice and hard for me. Maybe I take a couple minutes for myself to eat his ass while I jerk him off a bit. Unfortunately I’m a sucker for eating ass and even though I know he likes it I just can’t help myself. Once he’s gotten hard enough and played with a little bit I get to use all my fun toys on his pretty pink frenulum. In the aforementioned porn video, the guy was using brushes, and vibrators. And the one that got me the most: a satin/silk tie. You know the long skinny part on the back of the tie? The band of fabric that you tie into your collar? Yeah. He was using that nice and tight against the recipients tip and he was going fucking crazy. Squirming and moaning not like it hurt but because it was ‘too much’. I can imagine my cute boy trying his hardest to squirm on the bed after I’ve tied him up nice and good, his butt wiggling and squirming from the feelings. Fuck he would look so cute like that. And you know, most edging sessions end with, yknow, cumming. But not this one. Oh no. After I’ve used him for what I’d be willing to bet he thought was hours, I just… leave him. Who knows maybe it was for hours but we’ll never know. I just leave him be. And the funny thing is that while I was giving him this ‘punishment’ he wanted it to stop. Wanted me to stop edging him and being so mean, just let him cum already. But the second I stop and leave him alone and tied up? He’s begging for *anything*. He’s so so desperate just for me to go back to the brush, just to lick it a few times just to go back to the edging just ANYTHING. He’s was so frustrated and pouty in the moment but the second it goes away he immediately realizes how much he really wanted it
Sorry this was such a wordy, not put together post I just wanted to put this thought on paper so to speak. Hope you enjoyed reading :3
