just ranting about some things
so i talked to this guy last summer and then i started going out with this kid pat in november and apparently he didn't handle it so well.. me and this kid tom talked for about 5 months and like a week before my birthday i told him that i didn't want a relationship but then two weeks later, pat and i started texting, at that point, it was nothing and we were just friends but a few weeks later we started going out. 6 months later, we are no longer together cause that fucker cheated on me but that's a completely different story. anyways, me and tom started texting again and i guess a month ago (?) he told me he liked me and asked if i felt the same.. i told him the honest truth, i told him i was extremely confused because of the whole pat situation and he called me out on my shit saying that it was fucked up for me to do that and yada yada yada. but we never really talked much about it except that night. and then about a week- wait, no.. like 2 weeks again, me and one of my friends went and hungout with all the guys because we had nothing better to do and he was out ad when he was leaving he went to go give me a kiss and i just turned my head and then he snap chatted me later calling me a bitch, but whatevaaa. and then last week we were all out nd i pretty much called him out. he was standing behind me the whole night with his hands on my hips trying to turn me around so i would talk to him but i just wouldnt budge but when we were about to leave he said he would drive us to where we needed to be so me and him walked out before my two friends. but we finally go outside of where we were at and he kept trying to pull me towards him so i went out. here was my rant in a nutshell
me: you really think you can not talk to me all week and expect to get shit, no you're out of your mind
him: i don't talk to you? i talk to you everyday
me: no you don't
him: okay i dont (hint of sarcasm)
me; and then after i say this whole thing about pat you just don't answer and then answer the next day saying "you should" (in the text i said i felt like a bitch) like thank you for making me feel even worse
him: well, it was fucked up so why'd you do it
me: i don't know, if i did i wouldnt be fighting with you
and this whole time he just had this stupid ass smirk on his face
me: wipe the stupid smirk on your face
him: come here
and that's when we kissed cause i'm a stupid motherfucker and caved
we havent really talked since... we were both out last night and we didn't talk much idk it's awkward. i still don't know if i like him, not that it really matters cause i'd never go out with him but idk man i don't like emotions
