#mokozroach rambles

[mokozroach]

POV: we’re having lunch together except i suspect you also listen to redacted audio

"i FINALLY bought a new desk fan. yeah, its a Lasko one………👁️👁️"

"haha! yeah they‘re really…closely knit……👀"

"my favorite flower? hm i quite like the dahlia……👁️"

"it was bad so i just REDACTED the AUDIO………………...🙂"

"it was super stressful. a total…inversion………….👀"

"yess a mix of both is really important. the balance……..😶"

[mokozroach]

HOT TAKE TIME OMG TAKE COVER people eat up the trope of angel crushing on darlin and vice versa because they see both of them as females and due to them not viewing lesbianism as a serious thing it doesn‘t translate to them as cheating. if angel was a man and darlin was a woman you would absolutely clock it as wrong.

"no theyre all just close and do it as jokes!" bffr your partner crushing on your friend even as a 'joke' is off-putting at the least and relationship-ending at the most.

in my opinion.. ☺️

[mokozroach]

this is fucking me uppp 😭 have people even watched his first audio before talking about this? ;-;

do people just ignore the literal sexual jokes and innuendos he made at doc in his first audio? like why do so many ppl skip past them im so lost. this is a redacted audio myth at this point, like a tale. the Great Hush-Platonicization

im not mad btw im just genuinely confused why so many people say this, ik this anon means no harm <3

[mokozroach]

every single time i open any social media app im greeted with people using medical terminology for everyday things, without understanding what they actually mean. and it drives me INSANE 😃 to name a few:

'dissociating' rather than just 'zoning out'

'overstimulated' rather than 'overwhelmed'

'maladaptive daydreaming' rather than just 'daydreaming'

'hyperfixation' rather than 'interest'

it is so DRAINING to see the line slowly blurring between the terms that describe extreme traits and things just everyone deals with on a daily basis. and dont get me STARTED on how watered down OCD and ASD is becoming, like holy shit. anyways rant over. point is - its frustrating and annoying.

[mokozroach]

the hush in the song - some quotes from the audio i like

"the hush in the song. i found myself"

"i started to become my own person with your help. Knowing you made me want to know myself."

"i don‘t want purpose. i want experience."

"you‘re the only person who ever wanted to know who i am, not just what i am."

"you made me happy before i even knew what that word meant."

"i choose to make the time the world would take away from us."

"i‘m strong enough to rip this plane of existence in two, but you are what makes me feel safe."

"i shouldn‘t exist, but you make me glad i do."

hush you enormous unintentional romantic…

[mokozroach]

hush never smiled before he met doc. he never had a reason to. and even when he had one, changing his facial expression wasnt something that came naturally to him.

now imagine

he finally learns to smile and cant stop doing it, it feels nice to express what he‘s feeling, a simple thing. doc, of course, loves to see his smile, and is usually the cause of it.

now imagine

hush learning that a smile can vanish in the blink of an eye. he learns how things that upset him make him not want to smile anymore. something as simple as being told he 'doesn‘t look right' or 'doesn‘t belong here'.

he learns that he hates the feeling of a fading smile. the lump in his throat and the pricking at his eyes. despite what most believe, hush feels very deeply, he is anything but emotionless, he just has his own way of expressing it.

inspired by this fuckass video thats been making me cry all day

[mokozroach]

im sorry can we talk about how this is all happening in the SAME DAY????

like - if im not mistaken here, vega and warden go to the closeknit building and vega gets killed 5 mins after meeting hush

THEN hush goes to doc and panics, THEN drags them out with him to hold hands while he ressurects the old man

THEN hes mad and is like 'take me to warden' and they chit chat abt their situationship

THEN hush takes doc back to their house and they awkwardly flirt again

THEN vega storms in and interrogates hush and leaves again

THEN hush and doc awkwardly flirt again and do a little kiss kiss

ALL THIS HAPPENED IN LIKE A DAY??? doc does NOT get enough sleep with hush around

[mokozroach]

the concept of hush’s appearance having all grey, desaturated colours due to his makers not bothering to put any character into his human form (as he is solely a purpose to them, nothing more) and hush experimenting with colourful makeup, clothes and hair dye/clip ins.

the thought of him enjoying colours, shapes and textures and customizing his appearance, learning that he can explore his identity even if it‘s not relevant to his purpose.