Ritual Report: Sunday April 30th, 2023
“Tried Summoning this morning
I meditated on this sigil as well as the sigil for the individual (Jophiel ) I was trying to summon. I came up with my own invocation. My objective was to speak with him and ask him how he came to know me, and to see if he had any wisdom or visions to share with me.
After lighting the candles and burning incense, I got into the bath and did some meditative exercises to get my mind in the right headspace. The hardest part of summoning ritual is elevating your mental state to a place where an angel can easily connect with you. I was having trouble with this today, as I suffer from migraines and developed a meaty headache in the bath. I kept failing and was pretty sure that the ritual would be unsuccessful, but I kept at it and eventually he did come, in three different forms at three different times.
I don’t know why, but Jophiel usually likes to make his presence known by being kind of rude. He threw one of my crystals across the room, which hit the wall and then the floor, which startled me and almost broke the trance. This was a large, hefty chunk of pink salt. If it wasn’t for the fact that I was literally trying to summon an entity, these types of things would make me shit my pants. I’m lucky it didn’t shatter this time.
I haven’t the slightest clue why, but he has on multiple occasions, thrown and broken items of mine before appearing. Last time a small cheap crystal I was using was shattered by being thrown at the wall *at a speed.* The time before that a pendulum necklace I was using was broken, again by being thrown at the floor, and then he appeared. I’m trying to find a way to get him to stop doing that because it’s cost me some things that I really liked, and now I’m on edge that he’s gonna break something of mine every time that I summon him. I suspect that maybe he just doesn’t like these things, because the crystal that he shattered was super cheap and probably fake, and the pendulum was a similarly cheap buy. Maybe it throws him off, or he feels insulted by them. Still annoying though.
1. I saw him in my minds eye, he was a gargantuan creature, to which I could not see the top of. We were again in the desert at night, and he appeared almost like a mountain, looking down at me (assumably). His wings made up of the night sky, and the stars were a part of him. I honestly don’t like when he appears this way. it’s usually just too much for me. This was causing me problems and was hurting my head, so it ended pretty quickly.
2. The second time he met me in the temple, again in the desert. I have had many dreams about this place, and it is a common place that I reside to when I do meditative rituals like this. There he appeared in *almost* human form, in robes, and his face was shadowed. It is very common for him to be shrouded in mist or darkness when he appears in this form. I assume that it is his attempt at powering down, or masking his true appearance? I say almost human form, because I couldn’t look directly at him because he’s a little bit weird. I don’t really know how to explain this, but it is difficult to observe. He’s made of complex patterns and shapes.
He led me to an open room in the temple, where a large pentacle was drawn on the floor surrounded by lit candles. He had me disrobe and lay on the pentacle with my arms and legs outstretched. He then pushed his hands down on my chest, and I felt in intense heat travel through my breast. I assume he was offering me healing, as I was experiencing some bothering chest pains the last couple days, which was kind of creating an energy block in my body. This pain was one of the reasons why I was having such a hard time getting into a good meditative state. He also made a comment that I am weak.
3. The final place we met was in an open field where a single large black tree stood in the center. It was again night time, and the sky was lilac and riddled with stars. I sat against the tree and looked out into the field. I then turned my head to look at the other side of the tree, and saw that he was hiding there, in robes, in a similar human form, but he was making a conscious effort to not be seen by me. He was also resting against the tree and spoke to me. He said that he didn’t want to hurt me, and that I was too weak to behold him at this time. He said that he wanted to visit me, but that my health was more important right now. I was told to rest for three days and try again. This was kind of disappointing, but I understand. When Jophiel gives me visions, or has lengthy conversations with me, it is a lot for my brain to process. If I overdo it too hard, it’s almost like my mind is singed. I appreciated his attempts anyways.
I then asked him my question, which was “When did you first come to know me?” (He has been following me through multiple lives and reincarnations, I wanted to know when he first met my soul)
His response was simply, “When I was still young”, which I assume is his way of saying, a very very very long time ago considering that he is an extremely old entity. I’m still not sure I understand. One day I will ask him to show me the story of when we first met, but that is a story for another day.
We sat together at that tree though, for quite a while. We didn’t really say much else, but it was comfortable and enjoyable. I just felt surrounded by his good energy, so it wasn’t a loss.
When I came out of the trance, I learned that my candles were burning very very hot and very tall. I actually got a little bit worried that my fire alarms were gonna start going off. Half the flame was blue. I’m not sure what this means or if it means anything at all, but I thought it was worth mentioning.
I gave my thanks, and exited the bath. My chest feels a lot better than it did when I started, so that’s a bonus.
I apologize for the novel, you can completely disregard this post if you want. This is a really easy and good way for me to keep track of my rituals and the things that I see in them. It is also a way for me to reference with other individuals who may be working with similar spirits, and to get advice on how to better invoke. I think I will continue to make posts like this when I do rituals so I can better document them. I do have journals, but writing all this out is sometimes overwhelming so I don’t. Which is not a good thing, because I should be documenting and remembering these encounters.
Thanks for reading, blessings to you. 🖤🖤
