#monsoonask

[awelloiledmachina]

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✉: For one thing no one else knows. 

"…"

Monsoon’s mother would starve her for days on end because higher entities didn’t need things of the earth to nourish them. 

♪: For my muse’s theme song.

Colour Fade - Funeral Suits

[awelloiledmachina]

o and monsoon bc i have found a recent interest in this pretyy little lady

Send ✚ for a HEALTH headcanon. 

Monsoon isn't usually picky about her health, she's just incredibly picky about what she eats (she's always been naturally thin, so her figure has kept fit). She does suffer from joint problems, though, and doesn't enjoy exercise because of the discomfort.

Send ♕ for a CHILDHOOD headcanon. 

She doesn't like to discuss her childhood much, but... her mother shaped her into the person she is today for better or for worse.

Send ✿ for a HAPPINESS headcanon. 

Honestly, Monsoon doesn't find enjoyment in much. She does like art, though, and travel clears her head and makes it... better.

Send ␛ for an ANGER headcanon. 

Monsoon is an angry person. She harbors a lot of emotion under her cold shell, mainly fury. Little things can set her off at random times, or 'touchy' subjects (such as her father) will turn her violent.

Send ♆ for a BODY headcanon. 

Monsoon's face, shoulders, stomach, back, and parts of her thighs are covered in freckles.

Send ϡ for a MENTAL STATE headcanon.

Monsoon's mental state is... chaotic. Her thoughts are incoherent at times, and her temper can be brutal. She doesn't even really know what to make of herself (is she sad? angry? dying?). There hasn't been any formal diagnosis (her mother refused to take her to doctors when she was a child), so she has yet to receive help for whatever she harbors.  

There has also been a history of mental illness in her family.

Send ღ for a LOVE/SEXUALITY headcanon. 

To be put simply, Monsoon is asexual. She doesn't crave sex, nor does she experience sexual attraction.

Send † for a RELIGION headcanon. 

"Zere is no god wort worshiping."

Send ✄ for a PET PEEVE headcanon. 

Everything makes Monsoon angry, pretty much.

Send ☂ for a FOOD headcanon 

She enjoys German food more than anything.

[awelloiledmachina]

what does monsoon think of everyone else?

"Zey are... so sad. Starving. Sick. Zeir nuclear blood is wretched. Zey stink of filth and copper." 

????

[awelloiledmachina]

Why does Monsoon not like sex? Does she not get aroused by anything? Is she asexual?

YES. VERY QUESTION. MANY GOOD. 

You do not need a man to prove you are real. Do you not remember the way the wind caressed us as bamboo, our howling as wolves, the heat of the plains as we hunted for our fellow lions, how the sea foam created you? The sun has touched you. Nursed you. These spots... your claim to the universe. Can you taste the blood of gods in your mouth? Your belly is full with the flesh of humankind.

You were brought to rule. Not to please. Spit on their mothers, their children, their graves.

"Ze touch of a man is hideous."

Translation: The italicized text is her mother. She was taught at a very young age that she is above the 'pleasure' a human can grant. She has had sex before and.... well, she didn't enjoy it. She doesn't experience attraction, only admiration. Humans are disgusting. She's a goddess. 

[awelloiledmachina]

peeeeeeeeeeeeeenis