[not fanfic, just venting]
Okay, so I’ve somehow ended up with a massive hyperfixation on the COD: modern warfare games, and it’s a true hyperfixation cus it’s like, consuming my life. I’ve never had any interest before, but my brain hates me
So, I thought paying full price to pre-order the new Call of duty despite knowing its overpriced and just a money grab would be a great idea because in my mind, there was only two possible outcomes:
I buy it, it’s somehow ended up as a good game, and I have new content to consume until the hyperfixation (hopefully) passes.
I buy it, I play it, it’s so shit that the hyperfixation does and I can actually live my life again
Little did I know, neither of them happened, the worst possible outcome did. I bought it, played it and it’s shit and so disappointing but my hyperfixation is worse. I can’t even vent about this to my friends cus I sound insane..
The only comfort to me is that the fandom on tumblr write really good smut… :/