May 12, 2025
I know this is something that I have briefly brought up before. But not knowing what I am or how to be has been an issue. I know it is for the best to be myself and let any labels assign themselves. It is however difficult to not feel as though I am missing something. In this vessel, I feel I am missing many of the abilities that make me, me. That I am plain and ordinary. I try to be human as my vessel is...but that is not me. However, I am a pathetic excuse for a demon. Too reserved and mannered. (Not that, that is a terrible thing.) Though I think some forget what I am. (I am speaking in general of humans.) I then worry others will see me as a fangless creature that isn't capable of harm...which is foolish.