Literally from my journal the day before receiving this: "God... I am always on to the next thing and the next thing and the next thing to buy, to plan, to dream about, to pursue. I'm not very still, satisfied or content. And there's only so much, in my human power, that I can actually do and accomplish. I dunno God... But I pray to get into school, and I pray for a relevant full-time job for this upcoming year. Ask and you will receive, right? I guess I never really ask from you, but just try to do it all myself." #forgetwaitlisted #morelikewaitontheLord #Gratitudeongratitudeongrace #ForeverGoBlue












