I saw a video of you smashing some enemies with pure joy over the fighting mechanics, and it was one of the only things I watched that day that made me smile. When I realized a lot of your other videos you'd posted were just as fun, I had to follow. (I'm picky about streamers at all, and to me finding someone who's interesting and I genuinely enjoy who doesn't have shitty politics is like finding a seat in a landmine factory.)
I really appreciate that you're vocal about your feelings and honest in your responses, and your bluntness to asks is one of my favourite things about you, too (my bf's Dutch and he's the same and I think it's such a refreshing attitude)
I'm sorry you're going through these feelings right now, but I also wanted to thank you, too, for putting into words what a lot of people struggle with, bc passing *is* hard and not being able to really fucks a lot of people up when there's little irl support.
But I hope you find that support you need one day, you're lovely and you deserve better.
The whole ‘Dutch bluntness’ thing is starting to be a problem, honestly. That, combined with my autism, has caused me to lose a lot of friends at this point... Sorry that I honed in on the one negative thing.
