okay maybe a little, i've been kind of burned out from kiss for a while now. my new thing is completely Motu and other things that are taking me in completely. Came to realization once I saw this image on Twitter with a caption that completely resonated with me, I don't remember the caption but my god the image 😭
So is my love for kiss is gone? Yes, but not completely because I came to enjoy all the artists and writers here so much I feel bad for even thinking about leaving (i'm just going across the street if you think about it), I fucking love you all! you're all amazing and sweet, the artists are incredible and the writers, mucho grande! amanzo~!
art and writing will continue but not for kiss, maybe in the future it will start up again who knows. I enjoy my time here in the fandom here a lot, chatting with people i came to love talking to for anything, doing art and coming up with stories for kiss that helped me improved my writing as time went on, discover some hidden gems in the wild that I cherished, I don't hate kiss, I don't hate the fandom, I love it all but it seems that changes can happen.
Are they a little scary, yes but in time it'll be fine.
am I sad or mad for losing my spark? I feel happy and satisfied for what i've done for this fandom, what I do for you guys and what I've done to get to this point. I feel like i've done enough to just be complete for this fandom in a way I don't have to worry or be upset, I just feel....
contentment.
Will be here on Tumblr still? yes but not much, i've been noticing that it kind of has been dying and slowing for a couple years, with how some sights like Skype, Omegle, some sites been declining (devaintart, i'm looking at you) or deleted. Art is still shared on here, likes and reblogs are fine but...it seems, for a past few years and months. it's been slowly declining, the staff are like 3 or 5 people. they don't respond that much anymore, the flagging systems are awful, the engagement is fine but in the back of my mind.
i'm going like, Tumblr's been here the longest. sites can just shut down, leaving nothing left., there archives but not the same for sites. With the way Tumblr is going, I got to move eventually to places that are active enough in case anything happens.
so I made a new twitter account (18+ only), I still have discord, I have bluesky, furaffinity, mostly active on twitter and Bluesky, i'm never deleting Tumblr. never! i'll still be here from time to time ^^~!
will I still chat and engage with others? of course, I love being with you guys. will I read your stories, Reblog your art, come up with ideas with y'all, definitely. can you still tag me? yes, 100 times yes! i'll still be here, just on the other side.
