I don't believe I've sent anything here, or if I have, I couldn't find it. A confession from me is absolutely the last thing I think would have happened, but here we are.
It's me. Moze. Who finally wants to break this silence, just this once.
To Feixiao: I'm forever grateful. Everything the Disciples did, I now realize was not normal. Thank you for giving me a chance to view life outside of that cult. I still count every strale you give me. We all have complicated views on our origins, but the way you persevere in spite of your borisin bloodline inspires me. You give me hope that even someone like me deserves to live just one more day.
To Jiaoqiu: I appreciate your lack of judgement at having to wrap my hands after every time I wash them. One day, I'll get better. And I want you to be there when I do. I want you to finally feel my hands no longer cracked and dry. Your hands may be stained from the past like mine, but you remain clean. I will eventually accept the stains of my past as you have and no longer try to wash them away.
-Moze, from Honkai: Star Rail, Fictive/Introject
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