WARNINGS!CollegeAU, drug use (weed), oral (fem receiving), p -> v (cowgirl & missionary), toe sucking, deep throating, tit sucking, fingering, spitting, light praise kink, belly bulge, unsafe sex (don't be silly! wrap the willy!), pet names(mami, baby, mama, mi corazon), Spanish with translations, chill!Connie, high!Connie, Dominican!Connie, soft!Connie, yearning!Connie, cussing(just the words fuck, shit, variations of shit, and damn), a few bits of fluff, a little angst, full on smut, got a little lazy towards the middle, Connie x Black!raquelle!reader
SUMMARY!Connie Springer. That dog ass nigga that's always finding a way into your home, pussy, and even sometimes into your heart, shows up at your apartment on a random night to just "talk", when things take a turn. You end up giving in to him and let him make you dick dumb because why not
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"And I hate how much I love you, boy!"
It's been exactly five months and three weeks since you broke up with Connie. The break up wasn't clean, it was actually pretty far from clean.
You were tired of Connie's bullshit!
At first, it was him leaving the room whenever somebody called him, which was okay with you because you'd do the same thing sometimes.
Then, he would start denying your affection, complaining that you were "all up on him" and that you needed to "let him breathe".
Finally, the cherry on top is when he would come home at like five o'clock in the morning, smelling like he sprayed some strong ass perfume on and his lips shining and sticky like he had lip gloss on them.
So you broke up with him.
You weren't about to sit around and cry over a man when you could be living your best life like you were before Connie happened to you.
Now, you're doing a little better, focusing on your classes more, feeling a lot better, and you're practically glowing now.
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Present time
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Right now, you're sitting on your living room floor while working on your final project. you were stressed out!
Two empty red bull cans and a half finished one sat on the coffee table near all of your papers. your computer was opened, yet you weren't doing anything on it. your phone was playing some music that was supposed to calm you down but it wasn't helping. your golden doodle, Cami, was laying in your lap while you tried hard to think.
You were more than halfway done, but your brain decided to just randomly shut off.
Your doorbell went off and you got up, putting Cami in her cage so she wouldn't run out the door before unlocking the door and opening it.
There stood Constance Springer. The same man who said he "didn't need you anymore anyway" the day y'all broke up.
He still looked fine as hell. silver chains glinting in the dim hall lights, stud earrings shining with each movement, watch bright and catching your eye, his eyes low and a little red, the red kiss mark tattoo that you said complimented his skin so well standing out.
He had on a simple graphic hoodie with some black sweatpants. it was simple, but he made it look like he was wearing something designer.
All you could think about was how good he looked as you bit your bottom lip a little. but you were pulled out of your thoughts when Connie started speaking.
"You been crying?" he asked, looking at your red and puffy eyes.
"Uhm, I- what you doing here Constance, and what you want?" you asked, trying to change the subject.
Connie noticed what you were trying to do, but he let it slide. "Damn, you using my full name now? What happened to "Papi" and "Connie"?"
You gave him that look, the one you used when you weren't in the mood for anybody's shit. "Constance, you got ten seconds to tell me why you standing at my door."
"I just wanted to talk to you, girl, calm down."
"And you couldn't have done that over the phone?"
"Can I just come in to talk to you?"
You roll your eyes, but let him in anyway.
As soon as he stepped inside, he noticed how your living room was a little messy as you went to let Cami out of her cage. Cami instantly ran to Connie when she saw him, and he picked her up, she seemed to love him way more than you since the day he brought her to you.
"Start talking." you demanded. "you got five minutes." you stood in front of him. He smelt so good, you just wanted to wrap yourself around him.
"I'm just gon' be straight up with you, I miss you, baby." he said, sitting down and bringing you to stand between his legs, putting Cami down before he settled his hands on your waist.
"Connie, be forreal, stop playing."
"I am bein' forreal, mami."
"Sir, are we forgetting that you're the one who was cheating on me, lying to me, had me up waiting for you late at night, and had me crying my whole heart out to you just for you to not even give a fuck!?" you took a step back from him.
"And I'm sorry for that, I-"
You cut him off. "And I'm glad you're sorry, but a sorry ain't just gon' magically fix everything! You really hurt me, Connie."
"Can we just talk it out?" he was being way different than his usual self, usually you'd tell him his sorry wouldn't do anything to fix something and he'd just shrug and walk away. maybe he was actually sorry.
So y'all talked for a long time, and it wasn't one of those usual one-sided conversations either, he actually sat in front of you and listened, even letting you cry into his shoulder when your emotions caught up to you. you two eventually deicided you could try to be friends.
Now, you were sitting on your couch, a lot more relaxed since Connie and you were passing a blunt back and forth while he scrolled quietly on his phone and you started back working on your project with your feet in his lap.
It was just like how y'all would be when y'all were still together, well at least before he started being sneaky. but this was just simply platonic right now, at least that's what you told yourself.
A few moments later, he put down his phone and started massaging your foot while placing kisses on it. Tooootally platonic stuff.
"Connie, stop." even though you were saying stop, you weren't making any attempts to stop him, only a weak little push to his face with your free foot.
"Mmm, baby, I missed you so bad." he said before licking and kissing all over your white French-tipped toes.
You sat up after a few seconds, you couldn't help it anymore and pulled him into a kiss. you couldn't lie, you missed your man, well ex man, too.
The kiss wasn't soft either, it was a clash of lips, teeth, and tongue.
Connie sat you on his lap and your legs instantly wrapped around his waist.
He soon brought his fingers down to the waist band of your sweatpants and slipped them under, shoving past your panties and sliding his fingers between your soaked folds.
"Damn, mami, you wet as fuck for me." he slowly pushed his middle and ring fingers inside of you, warmth enveloping his digits.
You let out a low, soft moan into his ear as he started pumping his fingers in and out and curling them just right.
He went a little faster and toyed with your clit, rubbing lazy circles against it while you started grinding down against his hand.
You had to bite your lip to keep from getting too loud, you didn't want any neighbors at your door at 9 o'clock at night complaining about noise.
"You gon' cum for me, baby?" Connie asked as he went at a faster pace with his fingers and thumb.
You nodded and he wasn't satisfied enough with that. "I know you hear me talking to you, girl, use your big girl words." he slapped your ass hard, leaving a delicious stinging sensation behind that had you whining.
"Ngh~! Y-yes Con!" after about three more pumps of his fingers, your orgasm hits hard, soaking his fingers and your panties with thick, milky white cream.
Connie licked his fingers clean as he watched you take off your soiled pants and panties and get on your knees, already pulling at his pants and boxers.
Your eyes got a little wide when you pulled him free, you forgot how thick and long he was. he was about six and a half when he was soft, but when we has fully hard he was about 7 inches.
You spat onto his dick and started stroking it, trying to figure out how you were going to get it all into your mouth.
Sooner than later, you licked a line from the base of his dick to the thick mushroom head of it before taking him into your mouth inch by inch as you hollowed your cheeks.
Connie put his hand on the back of your head, fisting your hair as he let out a loud groan, feeling you take him deeper and deeper.
You started gagging a little as his dick made it's way down your throat, but you soon relaxed your throat to take him deeper. spit started dripping from your chin onto your chest. tears fell from your eyes and slid down your cheeks as you bobbed your head.
Connie let out a very audible groan, almost close to a moan, when you pulled your head back up and licked over his slit while stroking him. "Shit, mami!"
You knew he was close because he started tensing up, so you went back to deep throating him.
Sooner than later, he was shooting ropes of cum down your throat and you swallowed it all.
Normally, you would've been at least a little exhausted, but when you haven't had any type of dick for five months, you were bound to be energetic.
You got up and looked at him with those eyes you used when you really wanted something. "Want you inside me, Connie." you said as you crawled back up onto his lap, helping him peel off his hoodie and t-shirt.
"It's all yours, baby." he watched as you lined him up with your entrance and slowly sinked down, both of you letting out moans of pleasure.
You wasted no time in bouncing quickly on his dick, that plap, plap, plap! sound being made as your ass made contact with his thighs.
You braced your hands against his chest, grinding down a lot harder. you didn't realize how much you missed having him inside you until tonight.
When your pace slowed down, he gripped your hips and slammed you down on his dick himself, making you let out loud moans into the air.
He started sucking on your left tit while groping the other one, switching between the two of them.
You whined into his shoulder, feeling embarrassed because you hated when he would do that. "C-Connie! Stop!" but you didn't think of it for long when you felt that spring in your stomach getting tighter.
"C'mon, mama, cum on this dick." he encouraged you as he landed a hard slap on your ass, making you jolt forward.
Not long after, that spring in your tummy snapped and your eyes rolled back, your body tensing up as your orgasm came crashing over you.
Both of you were sticky and satisfied, or maybe you were the only one satisfied because he picked you up before you could fully come down from your high and started walking towards your room, closing the door behind him.
Connie threw you on the bed surprisingly soft. He climbed over you and started kissing all over you before capturing your lips in a kiss. It wasn't like all the other rushed and rough kisses you shared earlier. It was softer, your lips moving against each other slowly while your tongues tangled together in a lazy dance.
He pulled back after a while and just stared at you, admiring the things he never really noticed about you until now. "You're so beautiful, baby."
"Tell me something I don't know." you ssid jokingly even though your face started heating up and the faintest smile ghosted your lips.
"And that's why I never compliment you." he rolled his eyes before lining himself up with your entrance. "you ready for me, mami?"
You nodded, a little eager for him to hurry up and push it in already.
"Use your words, mami."
Rolling your eyes, you complied. "Yes, Connie, I'm ready for y- ngh!~" you were cut off by him wasting no time in pushing inside of you.
Connie easily found a steady rhythm that was fast enough for you to start seeing stars, but slow enough to not make you have an orgasm just yet.
Your gummy walls were warm and cozy as he rocked his hips. He started kissing you everywhere while whispering against your skin.
"Mmm, mi chica preciosa."
Mmm, my gorgeous girl
"Eres tan perfecta, cariño."
You're so perfect, baby.
"Te quiero muchísimo."
I love you so much.
You clenched around him at the praises and especially at the end when he said he loved you, he always made you weak in the best ways possible no matter what.
Connie started going a little faster and you instantly clung to him, legs wrapped around his waist, nails digging into his back.
When you looked up at him, he was looking down at your lower stomach and he was going a little slower. You looked down to where he was looking and a you could see the print of his dick, slowly sliding out then sliding back in. Something about that made you a little turned on.
"Fuck, that's sexy as hell." he looked up at you and you bit your lip, God everything about this man was fine, sexy, perfect, and everything in the book.
"I missed you so much, Connie." you let out in a soft moan. That was the first time since this whole thing started that you voiced how much you missed him too, and for some reason, he started feeling a little warm inside knowing his quote unquote "baby" missed him too.
He was currently hitting that spongy spot over and over again and you started seeing stars, your orgasm was close as hell.
"Fuck! Connie, I have to c-cum!" you let out in a whine, tears spilling from your eyes as you hiccup.
"Hold it in for me, baby. You can do that for me?" he whispers in your ear and you nod with all the strength you can muster.
He started drilling into you and you cried out. After a few moments, his thrust started get sloppy and his rythm was lost, so you knew he was close.
"Cum for me, mami." He groaned as he bottomed out.
You both came at the same time, your eyes rolling back as you let out a chocked sob and he let out quiet grunts into your shoulder.
When you both came down from your high, you just stayed like how you were for a minute until he got up and went to turn on the shower, coming back to carry you to the bathroom.
After taking a hot shower, you stood in front of the mirror and got ready for bed with him.
He pressed a kiss on your neck and wrapped his arms around your waist. "I love you, baby." He whispered to you.
A small smile graced your lips and you gave him a quick kiss on the lips.
"Say it back."
"Say what back?"
"Say you love me."
"Connie-"
"Just tell me you do, I just wanna hear it." he started pouting a little.
"You're a grown ass man begging for an "I love you too", by the way."
"Well excuse me for having feelings like any other normal person, I'm allowed to be vulnerable."
"Don't get sassy with me! But I love you too, with my whole heart."
You were now in your bed, laying in new, soft sheets with a human furnace right in front of you.
You were tracing the different things that were on his sleeve tattoo when he spoke up.
"So, you going back to calling me papi orrrr?"
"No, that was old me, new and improved me does not call men anything even remotely related to the word "father" and "dad" if they aren't my actual dad."
"Damn, can I at least be an exception?"
"No."
He let a few moments of silence pass before talking again. "Not even daddy?"
"Connie! No! You got some weird kink or something!?"
"Fine, I'll shut up."
You eventually got tired and started falling asleep.
Connie tried to be discrete and slowly took out his phone and took a picture of you tucked against him. He took it at an angle so that if anybody looked at it, they would know it was you by your spine tattoo peeking from out of your tank top and that small scar that was right by it.
You knew he was going to probably send it to Onyankopon, Eren, and Armin and probably gloat about how he got you back and they needed to pay up, so you let out a sleepy. "Do I look good in it?"
"Real good." he murmured, and you eventually fell asleep.
The next day, you woke up and realized you didn't finish your final project, so you got up slowly as to not wake up Connie, then you rushed out the room.
When you came in the living room, you saw all your papers stacked into a nice pile and your computer closed next to them. You immediately grabbed your computer and opened it to find everything turned in and finished.
There was a small note by your mouse that read "I didn't wanna stress you out after giving you the best dick ever, so I finished everything for you. By the way, why the fuck are your classes so hard? I was struggling with this shit and I'm pretty smart! Luv, Connie."
You rolled your eyes at the way he waa cocky in the beginning, but nonetheless, a smile still graced your lips.
Maybe he did change.
"I can't stand how much I need you!"
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･ ｡ﾟ★: *.author's note .* :★.
This took waaaay longer than it should've! I was supposed to finish it the day I started but I kept getting distracted, so it sat in the drafts for almost a week! Sorry! And also I almost had a heart attack when I had to make him say "mama"! I was physically and mentally cringing but I felt like I couldn't replace it with anything sooo yeah. Also probably should've added this in the warnings but there's zero proofread so ignore the mistakes if there are any!
Luv,
Mrs.Kode💋