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For @intothedysphoria who said eyeliner Jason and broke my brain.
Also on Ao3 Here.
When Eddie woke, the room was still dark and his head is still swimming.
They'd let loose the night before, because they had a few days off before the next show of the tour, and one of the groupies had produced a bag of mushrooms. Normally, Eddie wouldn't partake like that, but it was a party, the boys and girls spilling into the room, and they didn't have to be onstage for a few days, so he tried one or two. Eddie hadn't thought he had done too many, but he kept hallucinating that the guy sitting on his lap had Jason Carver's face.
The same guy was there now, the black-inked wings spreading out over his pale back. They must have stumbled back to Eddie's bus, because in the barely-there light, Eddie can see the t-shirt quilt he made with Wayne spread over the guy's waist.
Eddie reached out and traced the lines with light fingers, brushing down over the dip of his waist, the jut of his hip. Goosebumps pebbled under Eddie's fingertips, sent shivers up Eddie's spine as he traced over this perfect skin.
He didn't remember anything happening beyond a few hazy kisses, and the feeling of the guy's thighs bracketing Eddie's waist as he carried them over the threshold to the tour bus. It was probably the Jason thing, fucking with Eddie's head.
The last time he'd seen Jason they'd broken up, right before Eddie left to go to play in Chicago. At the time he'd thought he had time to make it right, to win Jason back. But that night they'd been approached by an agent, and within a few days they'd signed a contract.
Eddie had tried to call, many times, but Jason had ignored him, for years. Eddie didn't know why he had it on his brain now, of all things.
This guy was with him, and beautiful, or Eddie supposed. And Eddie was on tour, this is what he's supposed to be doing, not staying faithful to a guy from high school who's probably forgotten all about him.
One wing was whole, feathers rendered in delicate black lines. The other is busted, a broken bone and inky blood spilling down the guy's...
"M'mmm, why are we moving?" He turned and Eddie's breath caught.
It was him. Or someone who looked just like him. Blonde hair, a little longer, was mussed around a perfect, angelic face. Apart from the smudged eyeliner. Christ, he's still haunting Eddie, all these years later.
"Bus is moving to Detroit," Eddie said dryly.
"What?" Jason fucking Carver sat up in alarm, and that's what finally convinced Eddie.
He didn't know how Jason Carver had gotten backstage at a Corroded Coffin concert, let alone wriggled himself into those skintight jeans and the mesh shirt he was tossing over his head now.
"It really is you." Eddie murmured.
Jason shot him a look of abject betrayal. "What?"
"Jason, wh- why are you here?" Eddie asked.
"Why am I here? You asked me. You said come back to the bus, baby?" Jason shook his stupidly tight jeans at the bed. "What the fuck are you talking about?"
"But shouldn't you be like... in Hawkins?" Eddie rubbed his forehead.
"You-" Whatever Jason was about to say is swallowed with a gasp as the bus jerked to a stop and he landed hard on the bed, half over Eddie. He tried to struggle away, but Eddie grabbed him hard and yanked him so that they were staring at each other.
"Jason. Why are you here?"
"I t-told..."
"I don't remember last night, I was on mushrooms." Eddie cringed.
"It doesn't matter, it was a mistake-" Jason struggled harder, brushing hard against Eddie's morning wood and drawing a gasp out of them both.
"It does matter," Eddie said after a moment, when he was able to get himself back in control. "Angel. Why were you in Chicago?"
At least he stopped struggling. His eyes are briefly illuminated by a streetlamp through the sliver in the curtains, lucent blue and frightened, so clearly frightened.
"I work there. At a club, I'm a," Jason swallowed. "Dancer. My parents kicked me out and I didn't have money for school."
Eddie digested this for a moment, his stomach fluttering as he took a chance and reached up to cup Jason's cheek. "You came to see me?"
"My friend won the tickets on the radio," Jason bit his lip. "I thought you wouldn't recognize me, and then you did but..."
Eddie cracked a smile and reached out to slap at the light beside the bed so he could get a good look at Jason. "I did. I just didn't believe myself. Fuck, Angel. I've been lookin' for you in every crowd for years. Is it any wonder when I see you I don't believe it."
Jason's lip trembled. "What? You didn't... I mean you're famous now..."
"You think that would ever make me forget you?" Eddie whispered. "I remember everything. I remember kissin' under the bleachers and-"
Jason groaned, shifting a little, rubbing them together. "Eddie."
"You came to see me," Eddie said.
Jason nodded, head still in his hands.
"Did you win the tickets for real?"
Jason paused, unmoving.
"Baby. Did you buy them? To see me?"
Jason held, and then nodded again.
"Fuck." Eddie grinned. "Fucking hell.
Jason made a choked off noise, something like defeat, when Eddie pried those hands away.
It was him, that face that haunted Eddie's dreams, ghostly pale. A little older, a little more tatted, but the same guy who'd taught Eddie what love meant, and then what heartbreak meant too.
"I still love you," Eddie said. "Do you love me?"
Jason's eyes darted around, looking for a way out. He licked his lip, and blinked hard, like he couldn't see Eddie when he said it.
"Yeah. Yes. But Eddie-"
Eddie didn't wait for the moment to kiss, to memorize Jason all over again, from the curve of his lip to the taste of his tongue, to the growl he let out when Eddie pulled back even for just a moment.
Jason curled around him, spreading his thighs and rolling against Eddie in time with the chase of his tongue.
Eddie's thankful, so thankful, Jason hadn't gotten to the jeans yet, because he can spread his fingers over Jason's hips, and adjust him until he's seated just right.
They break, mostly so Jason can trail kisses down to Eddie's neck, nuzzling into his morning stubble.
"Dancer, huh?" Eddie ground up into Jason, relishing the weight of him.
"Want a private show?" Jason muttered, and then jerked away. "Oh fuck. I have work tomorrow. You have to let me out."
Eddie tightened his hands, wherever they were, grabbing Jason's ass so hard he yelped.
"Come with me."
"To Detroit?" Jason frowned.
"To everywhere." Eddie said.
"But... work."
"Let me say the sleezy thing, just one time, but I'll make you work," Eddie said, easing his grip so he can urge Jason into moving his hips again. "But at least Detroit. Call out sick. Come with me. Give me a chance, Angel."
Jason bit his lip, and Eddie remembered so many years ago. A bitten lip and a confusing, rambling speech about how long distance was going to be too hard, how Jason couldn't expect Eddie to wait for him.
Eddie leaned up, taking Jason with him until they could rest their foreheads together.
"I've waited for you, I'm done with it, Angel. Long distance doesn't work, so let's not do it," Eddie said softly. "Please, Jason. Please."
Characters: Jason CarverEddie MunsonJim "Chief" Hopper
Additional Tags: Angst, Getting Together, Getting Back Together, Drunken Confessions, Fluff and Angst, Eddie Munsonâs got a big filthy mouth but who can blame him, Heâs drunk and in love
for Munversummer, angst week; prompt: exes to lovers
insp: Dial Drunk - Noah Kahan, Post Malone
âYouâve gotta be kidding, Munson. Again?â
âHop! Thank god, I thought for sure they were gonna send Doug and Bob McKenzie my wayââ
âI donât know what that means. Get in the damn car.â
âYou didnât even read me my rights!â
âGet in the car, Munson,â he growls, shoving him a step toward the frame of the cruiser.
Eddie flips his hands around dramatically, because thatâs fucking dramatic, and then winces as the skin pulls around his bruised and bleeding knuckles. âAh, fucker,â he grumbles, falling into the seat just a split second before the door slams shut. Hopper gets into the drivers seat. âIf youâd decapitated me just now it wouldâve been real bad for your image, Mr. Town Safety Officer.â
âPity. It woulda been great for my sanity. A guy can dream,â he laments gruffly, backing out of the bar lot and onto the road. âWhat the hell are you doing swinginâ on regulars at the Hideout, Munson? Youâre a regular. Youâll have to see them in four days when youâre back at it, barfly.â
Rude.
âViolence is never the answer. Itâs a code I live by. But I also live by the gentlemanâs code of defending honor, so sometimes I donât like the answer. You comprehend my struggle?â
âYeah, I sure am well-versed in your monumentous task of being a gentleman.â
Heâs right, of course. Infuriatingly enough. Eddieâs been in, found himself in, and put himself in this situation far too many times to not talk Hopâs ear off about his mental and emotional turmoil. Heâs a talker, heâs a sharer. Heâs pretty sure the cranky cop wasnât listening anyway, though the look on his face now tells him otherwise.
âYou canât go âround punching people in the face âcause they tell you what pisses them off. Weâre all constipated on self-importance and loud about it, thatâs our god-given right as Americans.â
âHe called him a fag, Hop.â
âDid he call you a fag?â
âNo but Iâm not talking about meââ
âAnd neither was he, Munson. Maybe donât assault people who are insulting someone whoâs not even there.â
Eddie just shakes his head a bit and turns to watch the streets pass.
He doesnât get it. No one gets it. Eddie can shake off shit people say about him; heâs been doing that for a score plus two years. The point is, dickbag at the bar was taking a swing at him by way of taking a swing at Jasonâs reputation. And he didnât even know if Jason was gay, no one did. No one but Eddie. And he wasnât even Eddieâs anymoreâ not for the past few months. But the two years before those few months were fantastic, just phenomenal.
Heâs not even sorry.
As the car stalls for a moment in the glow of a stoplight, heâs not sure if heâd prefer to think about those two years or the sick cracking sound dickbagâs face made against his knuckles. It hurt like a bitch and was completely worth it. The deep red light filling the cab is reminiscent of the blood that spewed from his nose. What a time to be alive.
He presses his temple to the cool of the window when the car lurches forward. Hop grumbles under his breath, shaking his head. Sometimes Eddie thinks it must be his own personal variation of a chronic twitch. Heâll be struck with arthritis of the neck before the yearâs up.
*Check in, Hop. Takinâ the kid to the drunk tank again?
Eddie rolls his eyes at the sound of the transmitter, crossing his arms over his chest.
âYeah, Powell. Headed back.â
*Was it about the boyfriend again?
The police suck. Always in his business. Keeping him from kicking snide, soused homophobes in the head.
âNot his boyfriend.â
Fuck this.
âAlright kid, you know the drill. When you get to the station you get one callââ
âI always get one call, thatâs the lawââ
âYeah. You know the drill. I just said that. Whoâre you calling?â
âJason.â
The quiet that ensues feels unbearably heavy. âWhy the hell did he just say that?â is not a question he even asks himself anymore. Because, why does he always say itâ he just canât help himself.
Hopper glances at him from the rearview, only a half-second of a thing, and itâs still full of far too much fatigue. âAre you sure thatâs a good idea, kid?â
âWho else do I have to call?â he shrugs.
âI just talked to Wayne at the diner on Wednesââ
âWell itâs been two days then, Hop, when are you gonna call him?â
His glare could cut through stone. Good thing Eddieâs made of tougher shit than that, right?
For sure.
That is, until heâs being escorted out of the car. Definitely a far too frilly term for the fact that heâs being ushered out a cop cruiser into the station. Not glamorous at all.
Hop, predictably, shoves him past the cell toward the phone with all the measure of a man resigned to his next ten-max-minutes of another man pleading his case into a phone line. He checks the phone book as if itâs necessary, having housed a single solitary Munson far more often than heâd prefer in the past five months.
When Hop dials the number, Eddie doesnât even pretend to be aloof. He watches. With bated breath, even. He couldnât take his eye away if he tried.
Hopper glances to him sidelong from the phone book as it rings, a quick look that flashes back to the white pages even as it rings. And rings. And rings.
And then in picks up.
âWhat?â
He sounds terse. That should be a bit warrying, but Eddieâs far too distracted by the fact that he hasnât heard his voice since the last time.
Hop doesnât proceed with the obligatory is-this-fill-in-the-blank that would be customary to the situation. He already knows by this point what Jason Carver sounds like through a phone; Eddieâs facilitated the situation a few too many times over for him to know immediately. âYouâve got a collect. Hereâs Munson.â Itâs a far more brief run of the statements, being as practiced in it as he is.
Eddieâs hand wraps around the plastic like an old friend.
âHeyyy,â he says smoothly. Totally. Like he doesnât wait days just to be here again.
ââHeyâ? Are you fucking serious, Munson?â
Eddie canât really find any remorse within him, and thatâs his own deeply-rooted issue. He can be sorry for continuing to put the other man in this situation, albeit briefly. Heâs much too selfish to let it linger too long, though.
He sighs heavily through the speaker when Eddie doesnât answer, hung up on the sound of his voice as he is. Fuck, heâs still so whipped.
âWhat is it this time? It better be good. You better notâve smashed the barâs stools just to get the cops called on you again.â
That was a fun one.
âNo, I didnât start itââ
âWas it a fight?â
âI think it fails to meet the criteria by technicality; to be a fight the other person has to hit you back, Iâm pretty sure.â
He makes a frustrated, angry sound. Heâs adorable. Eddie wishes he could see the pissed off expression on his face.
âThatâs not funny. Is this always some kind of goddamn joke to you?â
âIt shouldnât even be called assaultâ itâs hardly worse than disturbing the peace. And my peace was the one disturbed first, I just got in a little spot of trouble making it evenââ
âYouâre always in trouble, I hate itââ
âThatâs weird, you always order extra pickles on your sandwiches,â he smiles, his tone unfittingly teasing for Jasonâs measure of anger. He can actually hear the other manâs taxed sigh on the other end. âGet it? âCause Iâm in a pickle? Top tier comedy you canât get nowhere elseââ
âMunson.â Well. Thatâs not a happy tone. âItâs late. Iâm tired. Iâm pissed off that when itâs late and Iâm tired and the phone rings I already know itâs gonna be Hopper on my line giving you your one phone call. I shouldnât be used to shit like thisââ
âShit like me?â
ââI shouldnât have to be used to shit like this. You shouldnât want me to be used to shit like this.â
His whiskey-waltzing blood feels like it sours in his veins. His eyes flick to Hop, where he leans against the wall down the hall looking all pitying and a little disappointed and a little too knowing. That concoction just upends all the sourness into his stomach, sending signal flares tightening warningly through his body. He twists his head along the wall to turn away from Hopâs unfortunate gaze.
âYou shouldnât have to be used to it,â he agrees softly. Maybe if he lowers his voice he can pretend itâs a private conversation. âItâs the last time, I swear.â
âYou always say itâs the last time, Munson; itâs the only swear you always conveniently forgetââ
âThen I promise, this time. Guarantee. I vow it. I assure you. You have my word.â
âYour word means nothing.â
âIt means everything,â he corrects. Feels like it pleads. Feels like heâs maybe not talking about his oath, not anymore. Not when heâs suddenly thinking about what he was thinking about before the first beer again. About standing in Jasonâs apartment and telling him Iâll wait however long it takes, it doesnât matter. If youâre never ready, if you never want people to find out, I donât mind. I love you, not whether or not people know about it.
It was too much for him, that honesty. Instead of coming out, theyâd broken up. Instead of moving in, heâd come back three days later to pick up a box of his things. That was the night of his first phone call.
Jasonâs end of the line is quiet.
Eddie peeks out from the curtain of his hair at Hopper, taking off his hat and rubbing his forehead over the back of his wrist with a heavy sigh. âJust give âim a rest, kid.â
Eddie shakes his head once. Not a chance. His booze-brain has just enough confidence to know thereâs not rest being given âtil the sunâs risen on that holding cell.
Something shuffles, and he tilts his ear closer to the phone. Presses into it. âYou canât keep doing this, Eddie.â
âI wonât.â
âYou will.â
âI wonâtââ
âYou will, Eddieââ
âYou know I wonât. Youâre just too scared to find out Iâm not lying. I never lied, about any of it. Just about the not doing this again, âcause I get to see you. But I mean it now. This is the last time, and you wonât have to save my sorry ass anymore. You wonât have to see me. I can do that for you, I promise.â
The line is quiet again.
And then itâs dead.
Eddie listens to the continuous tone of it for a second. He turns it over to dig into his forehead before hovering over the rest and dropping it. Feels fitting, being a dropped thing that drops things.
âJeez,â he hears, breathed through a heavy exhale. âThat was harsh.â
âOh shit, did he hang up? Thatâs cold.â
âCallahanââ
âDid ya hear him? Those were some grade-A lines. Weâve heard far worseââ
âShouldnât you be speed-trapping the highway?â Hopper grouses, annoyed.
The officer waves him off as he stands, swiping a shitty foam cup of coffee off his desk. âWell, if I was your boyfriend Iâd come get you.â
Hopper pinches the bridge of his nose.
âHeâs not my boyfriend,â Eddie grumbles as the door slams shut.
Eddie knows itâs pathetic. Knows he should maybe be embarrassed, just how pathetic it must look from the outside. But he canât really care.
He doesnât care what people think, he doesnât care about his sky-scraping record, he doesnât even care that itâs obviously starting to finally push Jason to his breaking point. He cares that itâs the thing that gets him close, one more time. He cares that Jason shows up, that he can look at him again, no matter how pitiful or upset the expression. Heâs not a good person; itâs not like heâs proud of it. He said it before, heâs selfish. He wants to hear him, to see him, to talk to him. Doesnât care how, just that he can.
But it feels different this time, loitering by the phone. Heâs used to a defeated âon my wayâ, a terse âgimme tenâ, an aggravated âfineâ. But he hung up.
That could be it.
This could be it.
He played a hand too far. He didnât care one time too many. His luckâs been pushed past its limit.
The way he sounded, like heâs not just tired of it, heâs exhausted. And Eddie means it; after tonight, he wonât do it again. He gave his word, this time. But that doesnât mean Jasonâll show up. Doesnât mean he believes himâ why would he?
Eddie feels like a horse kicks him straight in the chest, ramps his pulse into high-gear.
He takes the phone off the hook quickly.
âYou get one call, Munsonââ
âI have to catch âim, Hop,â he answers frantically, fingers flying over the dial.
The other manâs massive hand slams down on the hook. âYou got your call. Now you wait. Thatâs the rules.â
âYou gotta let me tell him he doesnât have to come,â he rushes. If heâd ever pleaded for anything before, it canât even compare. âI canât let him come here. Please, I have to call backââ
âIt wonât change anything, kid. You made a deal,â he says pointedly, a bit softer. As soft as the guy can be, Eddieâs pretty sure, while still looking pissed off by an issue thatâs lasted a quarter century and weighed down by a fatigue older than the sun.
âI have to try,â he urges. âIâll let you note my BAC, I donât care. Iâll stay in the tank all nightâ rot in it for days âtil Wayne starts to look for meâ I donât careââ
âIt wonât change anything, Munson. Youâve never lied in the bed you made, have you?â
No, he fucking hasnât, and heâs not about to start.
âWhat do you want me to do, Hop? Want me to become devout? Recite a creed? The pledge of allegiance? Sure, just gimme a shot at thisââ
âYou took your shot.â
âThen give me another! If I can tell him not to then I can at least pretend heâd still come when this happens for real! If he hung up and heâ he doesnât then, thatâs it! Game over! And Iâll be here next week and Iâm not calling anyone!â
âJesus, kid,â Hop growls, at the end of his rope. He points the phone threateningly at Eddieâs neck. âYouâre a danger to yourself, you know that?â
âFuck that!â he yells, and at the withering power of his glare he tacks a weak âsirâ at the end. âJust... Please.â
âI need you to hear something,â he says slowly, enunciating and far too close. Eddie nods just as slowly. The hard lines of his face relax just a little, and itâs almost unnerving to watch it happen in real time. âIt wonât change anything. Got that?â
Eddie does not got that. Itâll change everything, even just for him. Thatâs all he needs. He needs to believe there would still be a chance that Jason would come if he really needed him. Needs to believe he didnât push it too far, too many; isnât past the limit. Heâd do anything to make that happen. Heâll take up Jasonâs faith. Heâll kiss Hopâs badge. Heâll become a rule-follower, a law-abiding citizen. Heâll wipe his history of Hopâs backseat. Heâll scrub his fond memories of criminality.
âGot it.â
His hand lifts.
And Eddie dials.
And Jasonâs line rings. And rings.
And rings.
He gets the machine. He wonders if that means heâs on his way, to pick him up for the last time and thatâs it. Or if it means he went to bed, left Eddie to his own and hung him up for good.
He wonders which is worse.
He wonders why this was the solution; why wondering and knowing for sure both seem like they can do the same amount of damage.
âJason, donât⊠I⊠nevermind, I donât need you to come get me. Just. Get some rest, I know youâre tired. And I meant it,â he adds quickly, more so because of the tightness in his throat. âI wonât call anymore.â
The sound of it being placed back on the hook feels deafening. Louder than earlier, when heâd dropped it. Louder than in the past, when heâd slammed it. Thrown it.
Hopper shakes his head. Again. That personalized tick. As if heâd really hoped Eddie would be smart enough not to try.
Heâs never smart enough not to try.
"God, kid, why do you do this to yourself?"
The door flies open.
Jason rushes in faster than Eddieâs pulse can pick up at just the sight of himâ which is saying somethingâ tense shoulders under a dark green t-shirt and quick-moving legs in his worn out jeans. Hopper gapes at him as he flies across the room, like heâs stuck in the same trance as Eddie is until his palms land on his chest and shove his back into the phone.
âYouâre just fucking with me by this point,â he manages to yell while still keeping his voice low and dangerous.
Eddieâs spine objects to the harsh collision with the phone box, but he can only focus on the hard set of his tight jaw, how pretty it looks even under his rage. All of him is pretty, even under his rage; his angry, piercing blue stare and his button nose and his slow-curling petal-pink lips and his cheekbones, tan skin, frustration-wrinkled brow, windswept blonde hairâ
âWhat the hell are you doing to me? Is this fun for you, huh? You like being able to call me up because you know Iâll come and get you every time? Thatâs not ok, Munson, Iâm trying to forget this happened, not hang onto it!â
Ow. He knew that, but it still hurts to hear it.
âI know, I shouldnât beâ Iâm sorry, I wonât call anymoreââ
âI canât hang onto this anymore, itâs driving me insane! I get it, I fucked up!â
âYou?â
âI convinced myself that even as a last resort maybe you still need me. Every time you say itâs the last time, and every time Iâm worried that youâre rightâ and then you say youâll mean it this time, just because I asked? I canât get over losing you every single week, and every time wondering if youâll finally call without a cop forcing you toââ
âI didnât think you wanted me toââ
âOf course I did! Two years Munson, we were gonna move in together, you told me you loved me and I got scared and broke it off, of fucking course Iâd be too scared to call you up again and sayâ what? âHey, I broke your heart but mineâs broke worse, you want it back?â
Eddie stares, wide-eyed and mouth slightly agape in his shock.
âYeah, that sounds like the perfect thing to say. Can I still have it?â
His brain feels like itâs still ringing on his landline, not ready to perceive him standing here and definitely not fully capable of understanding everything heâs just said.
Jason blinks at that question, his mouth moving before it finds the right words. His brow tightens a bit. âWhat?â
âThe last time you called, you left a message.â
Heâs definitely only more confused. âWhat?â
âAnd you said my machine was a piece of shit, and I shouldnât bother packing it.â
âUm⊠yeah. I said weâd just use mineââ
âYeah. So Iâm still in love with you.â
The thoughts connected in his brain, but given the look on his pretty, shocked face, that line was not as direct as it had seemed in his head.
âI think about you all the timeâ all the time. And I hate that rememberingâs all I have but Iâll stick with it if it means I just get to do this. Make a fucking fool of myself every weekend and pretend itâs fine that you taking me home is all I get when really I miss your random searching around my place when youâd lose your glasses but wouldnât ask for help even though you literally couldnât see, and the way youâd try to conserve tin foil by cutting it exactly the right size but it was never the right size so youâd always use way more than necessary and be so mad about it when it literally costs like a buck eighty, and how you hate double conjunctions, never finish your sudoku puzzles, and always opened the blinds in the morning. I miss stubbing my toes on your huge fucking study Bible and making your coffee for you and the way your hand felt in mine and the way you looked at me like you never had to say it, but I knewââ
âI did,â he says. Heavy, and damp. âI did, and I didnât say it, but I still doââ
âYou do?â
âYeah,â he breathes. âYeah, yes, of course I love you, I though that was pretty damn obvious.â It ends with a laugh that sounds caught between despondent and resigned. âWhy else would I put up with all of this?â he asks, waving around the station.
âWith me?â Eddie clarifies, stepping closer. Thereâs an overwhelming joy bubbling up in him from the absolutely fantastic turnout of this high-potential-for-heartache kinda night.
Jason rolls his eyes. Those beautiful big blue awesome still-in-love-with-Eddie eyesâ fan-tastic turnout, this night. Really, just the best. Who knew he just had to keep being a drunken asshole to solve all his problems?
âYes. Most definitely you,â he prods.
His smirk is evil, and teasing. So lovely, the way it looks just like no time has passed at all. Like they canât be in the middle of the Hawkins Police Station, because theyâve never been here before. Like itâs four months ago, and heâs looking at him like that, and Eddieâs fine with being a secret. Heâs fine with a lot of things, long as it means he gets to keep Jason.
Heâs so close, now. Eddie could reach out and wrap his hands around his waist, pull him right against him. He could reach out and put his hands on his jaw and drag him in. He could reach out and take his hand. Heâs one reach away from endless possibility.
That look in Jasonâs eye is dirty and promising. He remembers it well. It makes him take that step closerâ why reach when he can just get there himself? And Jason tilts his chin up to look at him, licking over his lip slowly, watching Eddie watch it. He knows what heâs doing.
Hopper had apparently left to give them privacy. Or, more likely, left because he just isnât installed with the bandwidth to be in the same room as their situation. Either way, itâs obvious when he returns, as heâs immediately yelling, âYou are not fucking in my station!â
Which they really shouldnât test. Eddieâs surprised enough that Hopâs as tolerant as he has been to listen to Eddieâs bitching and moaning about another boy when heâs about as manâs man as they come in Midwest Indiana. He shouldnât push his luck.
Except thatâs kind of all heâs been doing all night.
So when he says, âThereâs only one cell and I can fuck âim with my hands tied, you should see it,â itâs really not a warning. Itâs just a fact.
And Jasonâ he doesnât even look embarrassed. He doesnât give a fuck. Couldnât give a fuck away if it weighed a thousand pounds or was worth a tenth of a penny. He just stares at Eddie as he tells a law enforcement officer that heâs fucking him whether he likes it or not, eyes growing heavy and dilated and lips parting and Eddie wants to crawl in there and die.
âI donât think I said anything about letting you fuck me,â Jason says, but the way he practically purrs it makes it far too obvious to Eddie that it should be inferred.
âJesus, go homeââ
âWhat if I said please? A lot? Iâll even throw in some âIâm sorryâ and âplease, Iâm so, so sorryâââ
âYou just wanna fuck me âcause youâre drunk and horny.â
âNeither of those are even in the top twenty reasons why I wanna fuck you.â
âLord have mercy I will throw you both outside.â
âOh, yeah? Lay âem on me, then.â
A door slams. Hopâs backup is speed trapping the highway. And he definitely does not want to hear Eddie laying it on âim.â
âBecause youâve got the best ass in town. I could bounce a quarter off that thing.â
âYou haveââ
âI know. It was awesome.â
He laughs. What a fantastic sound.
âBecause your mouth drives me fucking crazy. The things youâd say, tell me to do, tell me you want. Think Iâve come more than a handful of times just hearing your pretty sounds with my fingers working you openââ
âOkay, thatâs enoughââ
âNo, itâs not. Because on New Years, you fucked me three timesââ
âEddieââ
ââand then you rode me âtil I was an incoherent wreck and Iâm pretty sure I was legally dead for a minute just from the way you looked, fucked out coming across my chest.â
âOh my god, Munson,â he sighs as if exasperated, but he sounds a little winded, a pretty blush blooming on his cheeks.
âBecause I can still remember every gasp from the first time I touched you. And I still remember how it felt to wake up and slip back in so easy, like you wanted it, and were just waiting for it. And I still remember how you taste, every part of you, and I hate that remembering is all I haveââ
âItâs not,â he says, his blush dented by his smile, so close.
âItâs not. Because I stillââ
âI still do, too,â he breathes, the air of it hitting Eddieâs skin just before his mouth does.
And this mustâve been it.
That thing he was waiting for. That thing he was doing everything for. It couldnât have just been to see him, to hear him; heâs spent a long time running from shit to know what it looks like when heâs trying to run toward something, and heâs been running toward Jason for too long. Even before the split, heâs been running head-first, headlong, head-crushingly hard straight for him. No wonder heâs the thing that made Jason run instead, and no wonder running has always been something heâs good at. Because whether itâs toward or away, it doesnât matter. This innate thing in him takes him where he needs to be.
Heâs been chasing him, he realizes. And this is what it all was for. To hear him say it back, backed by the reverberating echoes of every drive home and awaited phone call. This must be it. It canât be anything else.
So Eddieâs going to keep running for it. When the it heâs running for is this, thereâs no way heâs stopping now.
With Jasonâs mouth pressed to his, and his body just the same, his hands pulling him in like heâs been longing for for months, heâs finally got what heâs been running for.
Heâs just glad he doesnât have to dial drunk anymore to get it.
Hello!
This is my entry for the Munver Summer event! @munversummer
The prompt is Fluff: Future/Reunion, so I imagined some sort of "spicy" reunion.
Munver is my favourite pair at the moment and I hope I could post at least another prompt!
Title: Big wedding "bells"
Rating: E
TW: drunk sex
WC: 2822
Summary:
Jason Carver waits near the altar.
Eddie Munson is on the other side.
They look at each other at the wedding party.
What could go wrong?
What is that "big" secret between them?
You can find the fic in Ao3 and a little snipped below!
Jason Carver struggled to contain his emotions when the wedding march started playing. His heart was beating like a drum.
Everyone in the hall stood, waiting for the grand entrance. Jason felt his palms sweat and smiled nervously at Chrissyâs brother beside him.
Chrissy entered, arm in arm with her father, her face hidden behind the veilâbut Jason could still guess at the happy, shy smile underneath. Her dress was perfect for her: white, airy, not over-the-top. Simple and elegant, like her bouquet of roses and lilies, which filled the air with their perfume.
From the opposite end of the aisle, Margaretâthe other brideâhad entered too, escorted by her own father. Her dress was also white but slightly sexier, with a mermaid cut and a dramatic neckline. A crown of flowers adorned her head in place of a veil.
After much discussion, the brides had chosen to walk in separately, one in front of the other, so they could see each other at the same momentâneither one robbed of the surprise. Maggie looked more emotional than expected and was on the verge of tears when Chrissyâs father lifted the veil from his daughterâs face and stepped back for the ceremony to begin.
Jason was moved, too. Ten years ago, he mightâve dreamed of being the one at Chrissyâs side. But now, he was genuinely happy for themâespecially for Chrissy, who had been brave enough to leave everything behind and find herself. Sheâd built a little family with Maggie and their cats, and helped Jason find himself, too.
The ceremony was breathtaking. The brides read their vows, and Jason cried like everyone else. Eddie Munson, three seats down, blew his nose so loudly that Chrissyâs mother cleared her throatâtwice.
Eddie hadnât changed much. Jason would recognize him anywhere. No suit, of courseâjust black jeans, a ridiculous black jacket with red silk lining, and a bat-shaped bow tie. The wedding wasnât formal, anyway. Eddie had plenty of flaws, but he didnât lack confidence. And he hadnât aged badly, Jason thought, blushing, before forcing himself to focus on the celebrantâs speech.
The party was held at a hotel with a large garden and a pool. The weather was perfect. As afternoon turned to evening, the brides changed into more comfortable white dresses to dance, and the music and alcohol began to flow freely.
Eddie was in his element, even if the playlist leaned a little too pop and cheesy for his taste. But it was Chrissyâs wedding, and he was overjoyed for her. Sheâd found the love of her lifeâshe deserved it, after everything sheâd gone through. Eddie had always supported her, but deep down, he sometimes felt sheâd been even braver than him.
He danced, drank, greeted old friends, and played with kids until the party turned adults-only. When he started to think that the open bar had been a bad idea, it was already far too late. He was tipsyâand had no plans to stop.
Needing air, Eddie stumbled out to the poolside and flopped into a beach chair. A group was already gathered thereâlaughing, shouting, singingâand Eddie grinned, tempted to join them, even though he didnât know most of them.
Then he saw Jason.
They still lived nearby, but their paths rarely crossed. After high school, theyâd seen each other a few times, eventually coming to better terms. Eddie wasnât an angry freak anymore; Jason wasnât a bigoted jock. They were both still close to Chrissy and had buried the hatchetâbut that didnât mean they hung out.
Jason still looked hot. Eddie cursed the alcohol rushing through his veins for reminding him of that stupid high school crushâbecause what could be more classic than a freak falling for the golden boy who tormented him?
He used to hate Jason... but God, he was horny for him too. That tanned, shredded, blond captain running drills on the field while Eddie hid behind the bleachers? That smile? It was so unfair.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Jason Carver/Eddie Munson
Additional Tags: Angst, Breaking Up & Making Up, Hopeful Ending, background stonathan, Toxic Relationship, Friends With Benefits, Internalized Homophobia
Series: Part 2 of nostalgia acts
Summary:
âI asked,â it was the guy to his right. Something that started with an M. Everyone had introduced themselves earlier, but Eddie couldnât remember their names for the life of him. He didnât really care to. âIf youâre seeing anyone?â
Okay, so Steve and Jonathan hadnât told their friends why Eddie was here. Which was nice, sort of. Eddie didnât want his personal business spread out like the Sunday paper, but he also wished that these people knew enough not to ask stupid fucking questions.
âNo,â Eddie answered.
âSo youâre single?â
âIâm not single,â Eddie muttered, before going back to picking at his label.
My âfree weekâ entry for Munver Summer!!! Itâs a direct p2 to the other fic I posted for this event but it could be read as a stand alone :) But AHH!! This was the last thing I had planned for this event so I canât believe itâs over but wowow! this was so fun and lovely to participate in<33Â
Munver Summer 2025 - Week 3 : AU - Genderbent - Meeting at the Lockers - 22.10.2025
Here is my beyond late contribution to the @munversummer đđ
Week 1 - Fluff : Sick Fic | First Date | Coworkers | Future/Reunion | Childhood Friends | Holiday/Birthday | County Fair | Anniversary / Week 2 - Angst : Friends With Benefits | Grief/Death | Miscommunication | Exes To Lovers | Unrequited Love | Enemies To Lovers | Unhappy Ending | Whump / Week 3 - AU : Time Travel | Omegaverse | Role-Reversal | Vampire/Werewolf | College/University | Fantasy | Rockstar/Groupie / Week 4 - Freek Week : Free Week | Free Week | Free Week | Free Week | Free Week | Free Week
Week 3 : AU - Genderbent - Meeting at the Lockers - 22.10.2025
I decided to go with Sapphic Munver and with our two sweeties being disaster lesbians~
And of course Jason is a cheerleader in this :3
Done using watercolors, ink pens, colored pencils, gel pens, graphite pencils, alcohol markers, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, jewelry, pins and patches, Eddie's tattoos, the Reebok logos, the hearts and light and shadows effectsÂ
AO3 post / Bluesky post / DeviantArt post / Instagram post / Pillowfort post / Twitter postÂ
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jason Carver/Eddie Munson
Characters: Jason Carver, Eddie Munson, Jason Carver's Parents
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Regency, Omegaverse, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Jason Carver, Alpha Eddie Munson, Courting Rituals, Gossip, First Kiss, Misunderstandings, Jason Carver Needs a Hug, Eddie Munson Has a Crush on Jason Carver
Summary:
Mr. Munson had the terrible talent of always looking like he was laughing at Jason, with a calculating little grin. Like he knew exactly what Jason looked like as God made him, and found Jason wanting.
Everyone thought Munson was so charming and so affable, even if he was a tradesman. But Jason knew who he really was, saw that grin for what it really was.
Jason stepped back from the window as if burned, clutching his wrapper tight at his neck.