I Gotta Be Honest. One Of The Reasons I Have SO Much Trouble Updating is Working On This Particular Story Is It Really Hurts.
When I came up with MU all those years ago, it was with the notion that my Honey Pie was going to do the final art from my little Thumbnail Book. I did over 80 pages for her to do as I wrote; the first 7 pages are her art from my thumbnails and story, then the rest is all me.
It just drags up all of these feelings and memories, mostily of the good times but some of the bad times as well. It takes me right back to being there and it just fucking hurts.
I have been very allergy sick over this past year, in and out of the hospital a coupla times, and I have been fighting the software the site uses to try to get it set up the way I want it (right now it’s like the second Deathstar; operational but still under construction.) and yeah, I’ve got a huge buffer of art where I’ve got to just put the dialogue in, but it’s very hard to open it all up and work on it because it opens it all up when I work on it.
Yes I cry like a little girl everytime I open MU. Yes I know I’m a giant pussy.
What I do care about is there’s no real update schedule aside from Sundays at noon when I’m supposed to have the new pages up. I realize probably nobody reads Murder U but I”m still failing the ones who have and myself.
I’m trying. But it’s hard.
