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[text]: So I might be in a hospital right now…

[Text]: Please tell me you mean Seattle grace and your coming to see me

[Text]: What do you mean you’re in a hospital right now? Are you okay? What  happened?

[Text]: Babe come on text back, what’s wrong? what happened? did you fall? where are you? I’m coming to find you, tell me where you are??

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@mxsicsouls I need to stop, I am such a photoshop fetus! 

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@mxsicsouls "Some people wait for love to come, til its to late, that won't be us, cos there's an energy pulling me to you, we are two hearts beating together now it's true."

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❤ five times my muse says they don’t love yours, and the one time they admit it.

1. When Callie asked him after they had been dating for a couple of months and Mark denied it, calling her ridiculous for even suggesting it. They weren’t serious, they were just a little bit of fun, besides, she had guys lining up wanting to date her, what was she really wanting with him. 2. To Lexie, the first time he and Sarah Break up and he’s trying to get over get by getting under his ex, Lexie is his ‘go to’ and as much as he won’t admit it, the whole time he is with Lexie all he can think about is Sarah, and how she’s isn’t Sarah. 3. Sarah is singing for the kids in work, and Mark is stood in the door way watching her, in complete awe of how amazing she really is. Karev pokes fun at him telling him he’s like a little love sick puppy and he should just ask her out on a date already. He scolds Karev and pretends like he’s not looking at her like a love sick puppy, when really he is. 4. They have been dating for a few months, and whenever she is out of the city he is miserable and insufferable to be around, Callie laughs at him and tells him the reason he is acting this way is because he loves her and he just needs to admit it. 5. Her album launch went amazing down in LA, he was so excited for her, when he picked her up from the airport the next day he showed up with a huge bouquet of her favorite flowers telling her how proud he was of her, yet still the words ‘i love you’ weren’t uttered. Even if he knew months ago she held his heart. 

The one time he did:

They were in New York, she had a gig, and Mark had the week off so decided to leave Seattle to come with her to his favorite city in the world. The gig wasn’t until the next day so he took her to all his favorite places, to the little spot up the back in Central Park, he loved the contrast on the city and the park, and they were walking through at sunset his arms slipped around her waist she was laughing about how much of a New York Dork he was and the words slipped out, no big gesture, no over the top display, he was laughing with her and he leaned into her kissing her lips and said “I love you Sarah.” like he had said it a thousand times to her, and they simply continued to walk through the park. 

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✿ five times my muse almost texted yours, and the one time they did.

[SMS drafts]:   I’m sorry, I fucked up, I thought we were over, I never done it to hurt you I’m an idiot. [SMS drafts]:   I love you Sarah, please let me try and fix this. Lexie meant nothing, she was a mistake. A huge mistake. Can we at least talk before you leave?[SMS drafts]: Please don’t do this, don’t go, not like this. We were suppose to be better than this, we were suppose to be different. We can fix this, i know we can but we need to be on the same continent to do that. [SMS drafts]: I miss you so much. At work, at home, in the damn car. You are everywhere, I hate myself for letting you go. I hate myself for being the reason you left. I can live without out, but I don’t want too. [SMS drafts]: I love you more than I have ever loved anyone, I wanted to marry you, to have a life with you, you’re were my best friend and my girlfriend and I don’t know what to do without you. [SMS SENT]: I found that necklace your mom gave you for your 21st in my dresser drawer. If you send me your address I’ll fedEX it to you along with the rest of the stuff you left here. x

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☁ five times my muse has thought about yours, and the one time they do something about it.

1. The day he knew she was flying out of Seattle, he thought about going to the airport and begging her to stay but he didn’t. 2. Standing in the queue at starbucks her track ‘nobody’s perfect’ came on the radio and he thought about calling her but it would have been 2am in London so he didn’t. 3.At work when Callie said she had called her last night and asked if he’s spoke to her, he lied and told her she wasn’t answering his calls but really he had been too scared to call her in the first place. 4. Driving home from work late one night he passed their favorite restaurant in the city and he remembered how beautiful she had looked the first night he took her out for dinner, and how nervous he had been that she had even agreed to it in the first place. 5. At home when he pulled down a sweater from his closet and out with it fell one of her flannel shirts, bringing it up to his face he could still smell her perfume lingering on it. God he missed her. And the time he did something:He was at work and he was miserable to he went to Hunt and told him he was quitting, he asked for him to but hiring someone new on hold for a week weeks, to give him time to figure a few things out, that night he booked the first flight to London the next morning and 18 hours later there he was showing up at her door after a month of missing her more than he could even put into words. 

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; another world | Sarah & Mark |

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The tour was starting tomorrow, it was going to be insane, they were hitting up 16 states, and even crossing the boarder over to Canada to play a show in Toronto before finishing up back in New York at Madison Square Gardens in exactly 6 weeks time,it was going to be intense. Exhausting even, but damn it was going to be exhilarating, THIS was what Mark Sloan lived for, him & his band The killers had already broke internationally and were at the peak of their career, every station wanted an interview, every magazine wanted him as their centrefold, they were on FIRE. The tour came on the back of their latest album, and was all everyone in the business was talking about, after confirming Sarah Hayes as their support through out the whole of the tour they were all set to make this the best tour ever. And a month after the Home tour finished was their EURO one, the next few months were going to be crazy, and Mark LOVED it.

Mark came out of the tour bus to find his drummer but instead found Sarah, she was talking to one of the sound techs who was looking a little close for comfort, he knew Danny had said she could look after herself, but Mark always did have a knight in shining whatever kind of complex. Heading over he could hear the conversation, this guy was hitting on her, and wasn’t taking her no for an answer so Mark decided to intervene, coming up behind her, a smug grin on his lips he cleared his throat to make his presence known. Bringing his best game, her slipped an arm around her waist eyes burning into the sound tech, “this guy giving you trouble, babe?” He smirked, glaring at the guy, “ you giving my girl trouble huh? No one ever tell you no means no, huh? —” Mark watched the guy stumble over his words, all of his crew knew better than to cross him, so it didn’t take long for the little creep to scram. “Danny told me to look after you — I mean he said you could look after yourself but you seemed to be struggling a little so I thought I’d do the honourable thing and help a damsel in distress out.” Smirking, he knew she would bite at that, her feistiness was bursting to get out and he knew it; hell it kinda of turned him on.

Sarah Hayes was smoking hot, and the fact that her brother had warned Mark against her, well THAT only made him want her more. Oh this was going to be a good tour alright, especially if he got to look at her in her skimpy little costumes every night; which had totally factored into WHY he had invited her on the tour in the first place, she was sexy and sexy got people’s attention, and one thing Mark loves more than anything was the attention being on him.

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"Why does it feel like I'm living through you? Tell me why I'm addicted to you, because I don't even know. Chasing this because we think we want it, but we can't breathe because the air is toxic. So tell me where to go? It's a thin thin line to admit or deny ours is a different kind of love, it use to be saving us but now it's just breaking us."