just 4 hours ago i was holding the carrier of my cat, apollo. we were taking him to the vet in order to see why he hadnt been urinating. it had only been a few days of these symptoms, and he loved being outside. he lived with my mom due to my living situation not being suited for him.
the vet said it was the worst case of kidney stones he had ever seen in his life. his kidneys and his bladder were as full as they could possibly be, he was full of the sand of the stones. they did everything they could.
we did everything we could. but my baby is gone. he was only 3 1/2. he did not deserve to be in pain like that, we had to let him go.
i love you apollo. im sorry we couldnt be there with you in your final moments. i love you so much.
rest now, sweet angel. you are no longer in pain, you are forever free to run in the woods, hunt the mice and birds, and chase your own shadow as much as you wish. we will always love you sweet boy.
i will always love you.













