#my grieving

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Day 02

If anything, this incident showed me that death is one thing that brings people together. As terrible as it sounds, I can agree to it because I experienced it. Glee fandom has its sides, but they've become one. At least I know we did.

I'm still not over our loss, but fortunately, no sudden breakdowns were committed by myself today.

A thought sparked on my mind today, though. Everyone keeps saying Glee is on a downhill slope. I don't know, awful as it may sound, maybe Cory's death will make us see the true glee in Glee. I'm not sure. Maybe it won't. Whatever.

That's all I have for today. I wonder how long will this take.

I miss you, CM!

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Day 01

Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard; It's such a shame for us to part.

I can't focus on studying today because I kept thinking how Lea must be feeling and how Cory is gone from us. Really, really gone. When I was in the shower, I sang 'Keep Holding On' to myself because I really don't know what to do anymore. And then I sang Finn's part, and it made me breakdown again.

So far away, I wish you were here, before it's too late this could all disappear.

And after school, I decided to visit the church and light some candles. I lit two candles. One for Cory's soul and one for everyone who loves him. It's all I can really do: pray and grieve. 

This is the first day of my grieving and I think this will take a long while.

We miss you, Cory!