#my--infinities

[lecrimosa]

charles in vegas: being nice fucks me over all the fucking time

max in qatar: i was just trying to be nice. and maybe i shouldn't be nice.

[bladieplease]

discord nuked my solo server i'm actually distraught (but it's also my own fault for using it as file/media storage) i think i need a few days to just Deal with this

[sensepi]

hello pi the loml, my reason for being, my universe, my true north, my second cheek from the same ass. i'm feeling inspired from the other day and now i'm curious to know how the boys and mc would be like if they were playing a game like pico park lol

SECOND CHEEK

HAHAHAHA, ur funny, ur mine now

Im so glad u asked pookie cuz I literally answered the same thing before and now I can just be lazy and do this

Boop

Enjoy

[getindumdums]

Rise Casey, Jr., and April interaction wip going fantastically well except for ‘where to fit’ part. Lot’s of fun yelling. So well it may already be raising the bar too high. Help.

All you need to know is I figured out the perfect trio dynamic between them.

Yelling commander, has the brain cell

Yelling chaotic gremlin, no brain cell, ignores orders

Innocent, no brain cell lad, easily influenced by chaotic gremlin

[deceasedreese]

I'm so fucking angry about all the cancelations these last few months. Netflix is literally killing it.

[nil-elk]

Cramps can go choke. Truly... Got me taking naps and waking up angy. I hate cramps, I hate naps. >:C

[sevenkaspbrak]

Ben Hanscom I would jump off a cliff just to keep you happy!!! <3

[heckinhacker]

Alright, i'm probably the only person in the world interested in this, but could you please give me some romantic headcanons for Brand from before he became, well, Brand (AKA for Kegan Rodhe)?

Kegan Rodhe(Brand) x S/O - meeting and falling in love.

A/N: *gross sobbing* Kegan deserved better team–

Fair warning: I changed original ending of Kegan, so it’s not strictly sticking to canon I’m sorry—

You were Ryze’s humble student. Great idea of walking into Freljord didn’t quite fit into your likings but you don’t have any word on that one. You just follow Ryze.

When you walked into the cave where laid down some man, freezing to death or waiting for miracle, you felt your chest clench. 

Poor thing, what is his purpose of being here? Alone? 

You didn’t had to say anything, only one glance at Ryze and he sighed deeply, walking to freezing boy. 

“What the…” he started, with visible shock. “Are you ghosts? Evil spirits?” asked confused barberian. 

“No, child. We are none of it. And who are you?”

“…Kegan. Kegan Rodhe.” 

You touched his shoulder slowly, unsurely, just to check his temperature. He shivered, surprised by sudden contact. 

“ Let’s…let’s start some fire, Master. We can’t just let him die here!” - you stated.

“I am aware, [Y/N].” 

You three didn’t really talked,  just waited in pleasantly warm fire to warm up your bodies and maybe souls. 

That was a hars start.

At first Kegan didn’t really trust any of you. Ryze seemed like he knew everything about him already - which put him in uneaseness - and you, little mage in learning, were too caring. Unnaturally caring. It made him sick, noone cared for him enough to make sacrifices for him, so why now all of sudden someone tries to show empathy? Pathetic. 

Ryze claimed himself to be Kegan’s Master too, that he will teach him how to use magic. Not control, guide it. Like he taught you. 

Kegan wasn’t so keen on the idea, but followed you and Ryze anyway. What else can he do, really? 

After longer time, I mean here a few weeks, he started to warm up slowly to you. More to you than to Ryze. Ryze - or self-claimed Master - was a big mystery to him. You - on the other hand - were like an open book. You spoke in easy words so he can understand more. So kind-hearted. 

That was something that made you more likeable. He find that amazing and terrifying. 

He asked you to search for some wood with him, you gladly agreed. 

On your trip, he started unsurely - “Uh…[Y/N]?”

“Yeah, Kegan?”

“I…need to get something off of my chest. I wanted to be in privacy with you since I don’t want Master to listen. He just…”

“I understand. We can just…sit down somewhere? Like here!” You pointed at tree that was laying down on the ground. Maybe some strong winds has pulled them down. 

And you sat down. Kegan fiddled his hands with nervousness. 

He told you all about himself. He told you how he even came into this world, what “”curse”” he was wearing, he explained to you this stupid story everyone blindy believed in, how he was treated by his mother, then how he fell for this girl - his FIRST friend ever - Zvanna. How she unintentionally broke his heart. How kind she was. How she died because of him. He told you EVERYTHING. He didn’t even knew why. He just wanted someone to understand. No idea why he felt that urge.

You cried, you sobbed like a baby. “Oh, Kegan Poor, poor Kegan. Life didn’t treat you well untill now, didn’t it?” 

You hugged him, while crying over his fate. Why? Why would you care enough to shed tears? 

“[Y/N], come on, don’t cry, it’s nothing, really.”

“You told me because it hurt, didn’t it? Bearing it alone? I’ll carry it with you, so let me cry over now my weight too, alright? Please, don’t act tough when you’re hurting…”

And that somehow broke him down. He started sobbing, crying, clinging to you like his life would depend on it. All of his 19 years of living, he was hugged for the first time. It felt burning, not like fire-like unpleasant burning, that was very pleasurable burning. 

Bonus: you really made him this pathetic, in front of you. Did you use your magic on him??

He was 100% sure you did, but you didn’t. You just wanted to be kind to him, kinder than Zvanna tried, kinder than anyone else. 

After he pulled slowly back and looked at you with red eyes from crying, you both looked into yourselves eyes.

You both smiled tiredly after all those tears. You put your hands on his cheeks and caressed his burnt skin - his scar. 

He never felt those emotions, what was happening? He was so, sooo confused? 

He didn’t knew at the moment that he felt for you harder than he did all those years back for Zvenna. 

You showed him something much more than he could even imagine. Love and emotions beyond everything. 

He asked Ryze for advices with “those weird tingles he felt when he were around you.”

And Ryze calmly explained that he maybe felt in love with you. 

It was that easy for him to realise. Just someone telling him directly. 

Because Kegan was a simple man, he told you directly he had feelings for you. He found good place for that though. 

He was so anxious you would tell him off, that he’s disgusting and crossed line of your friendship he wasn’t supposed to. 

But you smiled, blushed and held his hands like he meant the world to you. 

Well, mostly because he did meant world to you–

You accepted his feelings gladly, with return! 

And he was so shook-! 

He smiled so widely - you never expected him to smile. He teared up, all those emotion which were bottled inside him just let out. He kissed you all over your face and ended on lips. You were now his. Only his. 

When Ryze wanted to tell Kegan about World Runes, you begged him not to do it.

You just had the feeling that Kegan wouldn’t use that information wisely.

You loved him and didn’t wanted to lose him. You felt like if he got to know about them, he would do something you all three would regret. 

So Ryze did agree to keep this information out of Kegan’s knowledge.

Kegan continued his lessons about magic with you and Ryze for years and years. 

You were a happy couple with your Master taking care of you and your magical education. 

Happy End! He never became Brand and he could live for the rest of his life surrounded by love and understanding! ♥