Mar 18
I lack the energy to complain about work. They made me cry today so I left again. Therapy tells me to ride or die I suppose, so I have to act like my decisions are right, even if I feel they are not. But I am doing the right thing, and three people texted me to tell me so. How amusing. The sort of comfort or assurance I would have craved for in the past, I freely get just by being confident.
#my SUPERVISOR#told her that she needed to shut up#MY. SUPERVISOR.#like <3#ik it's not respect on that one that's just her not wanting problems bc she's only here until they're done training -#well they might have her stay after if she keeps good behavior i think that's why she's being so nice ? LMAO#but i was sitting there like teehee#until they walked away and i remembered i am not invincible and my body just waits until the threat is gone to start sobbing#i forget every time ): mom trained me well LMAO