Jang DongWoo : hyung who is full of life...
I have known Infinite for almost 2 years now yet I really don't know much about them- just some bit and pieces. And I haven't really watched every single variety show of theirs. Only just few episodes of few each. Because back then, I was not able to accept of new fandom. And to this day although, I try to support them but I still won't/don't call myself a proper inspirit because I think I am really not.
But between those time, one person person who caught my eye so much even though I tried ignoring the feeling was Jang DongWoo. The reason behind liking DongWoo hyung was not because of his looks ( I still remember the type of hairstyle they use to give him) but his actual persona which I appreciated more than of anyone else. My friends used to ask me why DongWoo though? Then I would question them, why not him instead? My friend used to look at his pic and say what's so good about him? He is not that good-looking and have fat-lips and all? Especially the fact that he used to be compared with MyungSoo and everyone thinks L was better looking. Even though, I ship MyungSoo with Sungyeol but honestly I really can't find MyungSoo attractive at all. and I seriously can't understand what is so attractiveness of girl to L really.
I admit though that he is definitely is not the most attractive person in the group. But he have the most attractive personality in the group. He is like a genius man ( if you don't remember ranking game ep. 3 & 4) but with a outer layer of a fool man who is filled with lots of laughters, smiles, corny humour. He is like a caring older hyung or boyfriend (for few people) you would want to have who is funny and you can have laugh about literally everything. Make jokes with, who gives you cuddles and kisses and hugs without feeling awkward and hold you tightly.
Even when you feel like you are in the darkest time of life. When you see/hear his laugh, your lips will automatically curl up to form a tiny smile and just thinking about his genius laughter makes you laugh out as well. Your day will definitely brighten up.Whom you can go to in case you need to talk about something serious for advice and he will help you out as well.
His way of loving his parents and being not hesitate to show it or tell them that he really loves them makes me want me to like him more. His thoughts of appreciating his parents and even when he himself is tired but helping his parents out when possible.
His childish way of sending message or calling staffs just to make sure his things are delivered or he gets them. His hard work in stage whether it be rapping or writing a lyrics or dancing.His confusion of what is actually happening in the stage sometime because he all goofily laughing about something else rather than listening to people. His loudness, cheers, his laughter, his weird personality, his mature persona (in some cases), his sense of fashion (which I don't understand) but definitely looks nice on him, his soft heart (who cries easily and appreciates tiny animals ) and every tiny little good or bad things about Jang DongWoo hyung makes me like him more each day.
Every day, I appreciate this man more. He makes me smile when I don't feel good. He makes understand that if you smile everything will get better. And he makes me understand that Life is too short to be sad. That's why despite not being a inspirit but I really like this man alot.
If one day which will be in my dreams , I get to met this man. I want to thank him for being who he really his. Showing his bright colours. Spreading laughters and smile. And say thank you so much for every bright day DongWoo hyung though it was suppose to be oppa but I won't call you that. Please always smile like you do. But if you need someone to lean on I will always be there to cheer you up ^ ^ v
I like you very very much hyung. FIGHTING!!
