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[scorpionqueenx]

I like girls that believe in something Something bigger then ourselves I like girls who can remain focused Not just on studies Or with money But In love Building bonds If not I would be alarmed I need intensity I need depth I need more then i can admit I like girls that are insecure So I can reassure them I too need that reassurance Like the little insecure child I have hidden deep down I need to be held I need to be told Of my importance Because I do get discouraged And constantly forget my purpose And lose my light And I lose myself But can you find me by any chance In the darkest corner of your heart Lost and waiting Wondering when it will be That you finally notice me

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Start with all the words you left unsaid

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[scorpionqueenx]

Too many nights where my heart felt like it was roaming

Too many days have I felt this this pain growing

Too many times have I felt misunderstood

Like no one could ever just read me like a book

I can no longer explain all of these emotions

because I’m fighting a battle within myself

I no longer feel like I have all the answers

I’ve just been left with a bunch of questions

One of the hardest moments I ever had to face couldn’t just be digged away

Now I’m facing it again deep down inside

No one to tell and nowhere to hide

Emotions too much for even i to control

A part of me wishes my heart just went cold

Tired of baring all of this alone

But I don’t want just anyone to hold

I need someone who will try to grow, and build and understand

Because not just anyone can hold my hand

And along with that my heart

But I remain guarded from the start

So if you can have the patience for me

Bless you

Cause I am a broken soul

But I am not damaged

Nothing true love can’t fix

I guess I’m still a romantic

Even after all of this

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One day I decided I will no longer settle One day I put my foot down And decided to keep them moving One day I just got tired And next thing you know Unmotivated One day I had to go Because you had left me no choice One day I had to run And completely break free From all the walls and barriers You had just set up around me Maybe it is true What you implied that night I cannot be kept Because I am not an item I can only be treasured Like the diamond that I am

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Box full of memories just to remember that beautiful night in November. As you hide me from your heart and and begin to truly live on. I just hope this time I could really move on. It’s not as if I haven’t tried, clearly I have my own life. But daily I feel haunted especially in my dreams. You came to me like a sign of change never to be able to love the same again. I guess I see now how love can make a left. Here I am silly me still wanting someone who never truly fought for me. How can you say you love me and always wanted a future then turn around and create an ever lasting bond with out me. I couldn’t help it anymore… But I pray that it will be the last time I care……..

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All that I do and I never needed acknowledgment

If it’s at work or in my personal life all the way to my hobbies! I do them for me because it’s what I like or need to do. If it’s something good to say then of course I’m forever grateful when people are observant enough to see what’s real, other then that I don’t care for opinions.

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As my vision begins to clear I have realized things about my self Things I should have known I can’t sit here and regret I can’t stay the same Somethings have got to change But things take time And not everyone is the same I’m just glad to know now And not keep wasting away

[scorpionqueenx]

Thank you for sticking around And changing it up Thank you for not giving up And working it through After everything im going through You still stayed true