Dear Future Me, Hey, Hi. I know you forgot about this. I know you just saw this letter at a critical time. Maybe, when you’re already abandon your life and start a new one. Maybe you’re not an idol anymore because we both know that we can’t be idol’s for life so I won’t even want to ask about that. But there is one thing that I’d like to know. Where you able to be the number one idol in Japan? and lastly, Are you still with Sayaka? If you are then I am happy but if you aren’t please tell me how you were able to face it. Because, I know I will break down if that happens so future me, please do whatever it takes not to let her go. I can let go of my idol life but I can’t let go of my life.
What are you to me (check all that apply)?[ ] A stranger.[ x ] A friend.[ ] A best friend.[ ] A crush.[ ] A girlfriend/boyfriend.[ ] A fiance/fiancee.[ ] A husband/wife.[ ] A family member.
Where did I meet you?[ ] A bar.[ ] A party.[ ] The movies.[ ] The internet.[ x ] Work.[ ] School.[ ] Church.[ ] Other. (I will specify.)
How long have I known you?[ x ] A year or less.[ ] Two or three years.[ ] Four or five years.[ ] Six to ten years.[ ] 11+ years.
I think you are (check all that apply):[ ] Annoying.[ x ] Kind.[ ] Rude.[ x ] Generous.[ ] Selfish.[ ] Frugal.[ ] Fickle.[ x ] Funny.[ x ] Polite.[ ] Daring.[ ] Cowardly.[ x ] Sweet.[ x ] Attractive.[ ] Ugly.[ ] Messy.[ ] Neat.[ x ] Cool.[ ] Dorky.[ x ] Smart.[ ] Stupid.[ ] Immature.[ x ] Mature.[ ] Weird.
If you were caught in an explosion, I would (check all that apply):[ x ] Get you to a hospital.[ x ] Check to see how badly you were hurt.[ ] Tell you things that I was unable to before.[ x ] Panic.[ ] Cry.[ ] Let you be.
If I saw you right now, I would (check all that apply):[ ] Hug you.[ x ] Smile.[ x ] Be happy.[ ] Kiss you.[ ] Tackle-hug you.[ x ] Talk to you.[ ] Slap you.[ ] Yell at you.[ ] Be secretly loathsome of your presence.[ ] Do nothing.
What are my feelings towards you? (check all that apply)[ x ] I like you.[ ] I love you.[ ] I’m IN love with you.[ x ] I enjoy your company.[ x ] I wish we talked more.[ x ] I want to see you.[ ] I miss you.[ ] I hate you.[ ] I wish I’d never met you.[ ] I enjoy seeing you suffer.[ ] Who are you?
If you died, I would (check all that apply):[ ] Not care.[ x ] Be sad.[ ] Cry.[ ] Never recover.[ ] Die of heartbreak.
Send ₩ and my muse will tell yours how they really feel about them.
Watanabe Mayu she’s like a senpai that I had never had. Mayuyu is caring, sweet and loving. Some people say that nothing will happen if she becomes AKB’s center but I think it’s wrong. They keep thinking that nothing is happening becausethey don’t see how hard each and everyone is working for it. Mayu has been watching on the side for a long time now, I think she at least deserve to be rewarded.