finished my riki fic… goodnight everyone <3

seen from Russia
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Italy
seen from India
seen from Russia

seen from United States
seen from Belarus

seen from Uzbekistan

seen from United States
seen from Australia

seen from France

seen from Jordan
seen from Yemen
seen from Belgium
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Argentina
seen from China
seen from T1

seen from United States
finished my riki fic… goodnight everyone <3
Thoughts
I have these thoughts I wanna write down
But they're always the same thoughts
And they circle there, and they circle there
And I want to write them down so badly but half the time I do, I think "WHY bother?"
Because it's the same shit I have been writing about for 2 years
LUPUS
I get so tired of hearing people ask about it
OR reminding me that Selena Gomez has it
Because she's the ONLY one represented in media with it, because APPARENTLY I have to be pretty to matter
Or Heart Disease
"Youre too young to have that"
YEAH BETTER TELL THAT TO MY LEAKY VALVE
TELL MY HEART IT'S TOO YOUNG TO WANNA BREAK ON ME
Oh the irony of it all make me want to croak right here
Hey maybe I should just write about Allen
Because nobody is tired of hearing about that one ah?
ALLEN
The MAN who promised MY MOM and I happily ever after ONLY TO REVOKE HIS PROMISE AFTER APPENDACITUS TOOK HIM
The same thing that almost took me, only 5 years later
And you know I am just so SICK of being so DAMN SICK
BUT NOBODY CARES
Because I'm not the sick that matters
WHEN YOU'RE TIRED OF LIVING, AFTER FIGHTING TO LIVE FOR SO LONG you get really disappointed in yourself
Because FIGHTING was NEVER easy and if you were gonna give up now, then you might as well have given up back then
But you can't say that
Because then they might worry
I have these thoughts I wanna write down
But they are always the same.
Over RequiemZ - Prologue preview - 03
I'm really wondering if the last choice option is correclty translated. It makes almost no sense in this context
Translation under the cut~
never underestimate an english student with a full essay still to write at 4 am and chronic insomnia