#needtocheerup

[misha1109]

This is the way I'm starting my weekend. With my first glass of wine this year, veggies and a movie. #thankstoacustomer #ineededthis #goodvibes #needtocheerup #needmycomfypantson

[misha1109]

This is the way I'm starting my weekend. With my first glass of wine this year, veggies and a movie. #thankstoafriend&customer #ineededthis #goodvibes #needtocheerup #needmycomfypantson

[morethanmyillnessnf]

When a sudden saddnes envelopes you. #ugh #why #happymothersday #needtocheerup

[a-n-t-i-depressant]

this time last year I was soooo happy, like I couldn't fault much this year I am so fucking sad all the time and it's really getting to me

[the-laughing-ham]

Not a good night for me I gotta tell ya.

[notsopopularme]

Personal

I actually feel quite ashamed to be in my body at the moment. I don't know what i'm doing wrong, unless i'm just being a grump. Could be that

[searchingforinnerhappiness]

Things to look forward to:

-Tomorrow I will see the most amazing, loving, caring, happy, nice, funny, sincere, adorable person I know.

-I have more pills for tomorrow.

-He told me we'll spend the night together sometime soon (which means not only will I see him but I may actually get some sleep).

-Next week I can probably hang out with him outside of school.

 -In a few weeks the wedding will have passed (I will be able to cope with shit the way I usually do without worrying about if other people will notice).

-Summer is so close (no homework, less stress, and I can see him more often).