I´m having those toughts again
I´ve allways been batling with depression, OCD and anxiety, now, I foud out that my depression seems to trigger my psichosis.
And my psychiatrist says I have to deal with these things for life.
It´s fine, If I take the pills im just like anyother human being.
The problem is ... sometimes ... like today I feel like I shouldnt have been born. Is like I dont do anything worth it.
and I feel like, I shouldnt have been born. Latelly either people are telling me I dont do enough. And sometimes I screw things up.
I wish I was being helped with all my stuff...
but... psychyatrists cost money and so do psicologists. I dont want to end up homelless.
I´m sorry I just needed to vent.