#negative tw

[dizz0]

[saburaito]

threatening people in your rules is not a good way to write rules. be kind, be honest about boundaries. just don’t be … y e a h

[polaroidxcamera]

Medical Talk tw!

|| Sorry that I had suddenly gone poof from tumblr! I honestly haven't been online much at all, including on discord. Admittedly, some personal family health things had come up, to myself and a few other family members and that's kept me pretty occupied and also tbh, kinda feeling a bit bummed out!

I'm okay tho for the most part, I am also on some new medication to help with my weight ( which dkjcsd lowkey makes me nauseous at times but is manageable ), but I have to do more scans, blood tests and surgeon consultations, cause one surgeon wants me to remove the majority of my parathyroids, and I have to see another one concerning my pancreas, which might have something going on- idk yet tbh but I'll get info on that during my consult this week.

I wouldn't be surprised if there is something up with my pancreas tho, since I've recently learned I have the Men1 gene, so I'm predisposed to issues with my endocrine glands and stuff like that. Being diagnosed with that did at least make a lot of sense of why I've had these hormone related issues and other ailments that have affected my health, so at least knowing is some semblance of relief, since it means I can have a better grasp on how to manage it or keep on top of it.

While that's all going on, couple of my close cousins ended up in hospital as well. One is now fine and well, but he gave us a bit of a scare initially. My other cousin unfortunately is not doing too good, and it has my family and I pretty shook. I'm going to make efforts to fly over to see her and her sister more throughout the year, since my cousin will be going through a really arduous journey for treatment and I want to be there for her, and her twin as a means of support. I may consider re-opening my commissions again to go towards flight tickets :> xckxj tho I haven't been drawing at all lately so I feel a bit out of practice pftt

But anyway, that's kinda sdfgddjk a bit of a damper I know, but I am safe and okay and just kinda going through the motions. Focusing on work and family, but I do need to pick myself back up again and talk to ya'll again rather than isolate. I'll try do better about that but appreciate people's patience a whole bunch 💕

Anyway wow, if anyone read through this whole thing I am so sorry for the kinda bummer of a post and rambling but osefnksz thank you and I love ya'll sm 🥺💕I'll try to be more active again online, hopefully soon! No promises tho wheeze ||

[creatursfeturs]

”love thy neighbor” until it’s people of color, transgender people, gay people, LGBTQIA+ people, disabled people, ill people, people with different beliefs/religions, alternative people, masculine women, feminine men, women in general, etc.

[matchesburnt]

not 2 sound like the friend that’s too woke but sydney sweeney who most def is a republican doing a weird ass eugenics ad that had nothing to do w jeans for ae was a crazy way to tank her career

[stardustmcde]

{ OOC } ..... i wanna apologize for my sudden hiatus warning. I posted that in the middle of a mental breakdown and wanna retract it. I'm feeling better after several micro naps. but really, there is no excuse for worrying you guys or making rash decisions.

I'll still be quiet OOC but I think I'll reply to a few threads and get my blog back to normal / delete any OOC posts.

Once again, I'm sorry for the erratic / manic behavior. And for the whiplash of changing my mind. It's only been like not even an hour ? But still... I'm sorry. Today's just been rough but I really shouldn't be taking it out on an outlet thats been nothing but positive to me and worrying so many people.

I promise this isnt baiting of any kind, I genuinely thought going on hiatus would've been better because I had the impulsive urge to delete the account all together so I compromised with myself.

I'm just really sorry and I'm gonna pretend that this didnt happen and just focus on having fun, like I should've done earlier instead of spiraling.

[everyday-is-brighter-with-you]

so..

my aunt saw my art. And she called it gruesome

I feel like this is part of why I'm so insecure about it

Like I know no one IRL is gonna actually appreciate my art lol

I know it weirds people out and shocks them...

Fuck them

[meow-imma-kiti]

Opinions on Ruin’s death?

I WANT THAT BITCH TO SUFFER IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE

I want him to see his Monty die over and over and to watch all the people he killed dying over and over one by one

I want him to think he found an end to his suffering.....just for then to be torture

I want him to live endlessly just so he can never get thr freedom of death...the reelisse of suffering dured and had caused

I don't really like ruin